things that are in my mind

okay i have seriously lots of stuffs in my mind.
well actually more like things to buy :X

hmm lets put up a list here.
# bracelet from CHOMEL {buy with Rohani} $19.00
# ZA make up set! WATSONS $18.90
# white cardigan from online $10.00
# office blouse from JL $24.90
# couple sandals from BUGIS {buy with Darling} <$20.00
# Hari raya bag from JP $15.00
#WATCH FINAL DESTINATION 3D WITH DARLING AND FRIENDS :))

kiex i think thats all for now. will add when there's more :D

MOCOMS TODAY.
shall start studying.
last last last paper!
please let it be easy!

Labels: to-buy

08:19 back to top?

a day for darling's shopping spree :D

oh yeah.
shopping :D

met darling at Jurong East at 930.
then we took 51 to alexandra to get darling's pay.

then took 30 to GEYLANNGG!
reached Geylang, we went to.. the bazaar.
pretty cool and we looked around for orangey-brownish color baju kurong for darling.

then we went to Singapore Post and look at the baju kurong there.
we found one orangey.
yes it didnt look brownish :X
and Aniz clothings are super cheap.
for guys i mean :D

then we went to first lady to look at my kebaya.
i decided to buy this kebaya with the kain kotak2.
and yes its orangey.
then we went back to Aniz at Singapore post.

and he bought that orangey color baju kurong :D
so whee
this year we're gonna wear the same color :D
but instead of baju kurong, im buying kebaya xD

after he bought the baju kurong, we went back to first lady.
to really confirm whether the baju kurong he bought same color as mine or not.
hahax.

then we went to find the bustop to go to Jiak Chuan Road.
oh yeah.
i won some Bandslam goodie back.
it consists of... tshirt, cap, some thingy with a zipper and most importantly..
COMPLIMENTARY TICKET ohh yeahh :D

neways me and darling went to looked through the map yesterday night.
to really confirm which bustop it was.
it actually says opposite city plaza.
so yeah we did went to the city plaza bustop.
then we were like, "eh? kat sini tkde 197. maybe kat the other side"

then we walked to other side halfway.
then he said, "you, bustop dier jauh arh.! maybe its at the other side tk?"
"hmm okay we just go there kiex?"

so it was hot day and we were walking in the sun to the other side of city plaza.
i asked darling.
"you, cant we like cut across dlm city plaza or something?"
darling replied,"no arh. better be safe. kat opposite ade big longkang"

so we ended up going around the city plaza.
we found the bustop.
but then we were at the bus stand and look at the buses that was there.
"you! tkde 197 arh kat sini! are u sure this is guillemard rd?"
"hmm ntah eh."

so went back to the place that we were walking halfway to.
and this time, we actually cut across the big longkang.
there was somesort of a bridge there. lols.

then we saw this bustop after halfway walking.
we didnt wanna go to that bustop, cause we scared that later the bus didnt go there.
so we walked further down.

then darling said, "you, kite kene cross tau?"
so im like, "hmm okay"

then we actually cross.
cause we saw the 197 just left.
so we both thought that was the bus that is going to jiak chuan road.
then then.
we see the bus map.
"you! sini tk gi neil road ! kene cross balik!"
LOL
"i ingat the bus gi Bedok"
"no. you thought wrongly" i said.

we were both like.. some weird couple crossing the road. LOL.
then we reached the bustop.
we were kinda worried.
because we were both not at the bustop which says Guillemard road.
we were at sandy lane.
then darling said, "its gray lane syg"
"mane! tu kan sandy lane"
*darling tilts my head upwards*
"ohh i see.."LOL!

then bus 197 came.
and guess what.
the bus actually stops at the bustop that we didnt wanna go cause we scared the bus didnt go there?
and wats the funny thing was..
that bustop that we didnt wanna go to.
is.. GUILLEMARD ROAD!
that was the bustop that is opposite city plaza.
LOL!!

so yeah.
bus rides are always fun with you around darling :D

we reached to the nearest bustop to jiak chuan.
and it was actually neil road.
and i didnt even know how to go there after we dropped off the bus.
we were like.walking aimlessly.
then i called up the person.
then i told him, we are at AIA tanjong pagar or something like that.

then he said just walk at the lorong and turn right.
and we were like erms okay.
so we walk and walk and walk.
"you maner ade jiak chuan road"
"tu ape?"
:X okay im blind :X

so we walked further down and we finally found the place.
the guy that i called for help, was looking out for us.
lol.
so yeah.
got my goodies :D

then.
"u nk gi tengok wayang ke gi bugis?"
"hmm gi bugis arh. save money on tickets"

so yeah we found it hard to go out of the shop houses.
i mean there were shop houses everywhere at the jiak chuan road and some other roads.
we were looking for the main roads.

then we finally went out and we were kinda.. Lost again.
"sini ade bus gi Bugis ke?"
"ntah?"

we walked near the roadside and finaaly we found the MRT.
so we took MRT to Bugis instead.

reached Bugis.
darling was looking around for his shoes.
and there's this semi-formal shoes.
its nice and its black.
55/=
both of us were like. "eekk. hot hot!" LOL

then we walked around and i told darling i found this shoes.
that i like. not for me btw. its for him.
he said he wanted to go around first.
so yeah we went around and around and around.
but nothing attracts him.
no shoes attracts darling but there's this dress which was $5 attracts me real bad!

we went back to the place that the shoes that i like.
and darling bought it.
he was worried that it didnt match the way he dresses.
"dont worry la. im sure it will match"
he tried the shoes and he was very happy with the matching.
oh well what can you say. im a shoe expert :D

then while he was trying his shoes..
"you nk that dress?"
"tkpe arh"
"nk tk?"
"tkpe laa"
"nak ke tk nak"
*nods head and smile* :X

so after he paid for the shoes, we went back to the dress shop which i really love.
and yeah he paid it for me ! :D

thanks love!!
"tkpe arh. bukan hari2 abg blanja lin and also i see that you really want that badly"
aww he knows me too well!

then we decided to take bus to home.
we took bus 80 to harbour front.
then took 30 home.
in the bus we were chatting and planning.

maybe this wednesday before i start itp, we wanna go watch the final destination
so yeah we were both like giggling and taking turns singing in the bus :X
then..
it was nearly reaching my house.
then we said arh.
"hmm. nanti wed i wear the shoes k biler kite gi tgk final extinguisher"
then i was like laughing!! cant stop.

then types on my phone notes.
*darling said final extinguisher when what he meant was final destination*
"i actually ckp fire extinguisher"
LOL thats even worst!

DARLING SAID FIRE EXTINGUISHER WHEN WHAT HE MEANT WAS FINAL DESTINATION!

see darling?
i told you i want to put that in the middle and bold!
LOL.

neways i had so much fun with you today darling.
thanks for buying the same color with me this year for hari raya.
im sure its gonna be a special year as its our first time celebrate hari raya together :D
and thanks for the laughs we had.
thanks for the dress :D

i will wear it when we watch fire extinguisher eh? HEHEX!!

kla love.
oh yeah before i forget.
im sorry if we had a terrible arguments month this month.
lets hope next month it will be a better month for both of us kiex?
HAPPY ADVANCED 7TH MONTH TO YOU DARLING RIDZMAN

oh yeah.
i got my itp placings.
and its at CIVIL AVIATION AUTHORITY OF SINGAPORE
where? CHANGI AIRPORT!

830am report. shhiitsss...
oh well.

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Thursday, August 27, 2009 20:05 back to top?

screwed WT

i think i kinda screwed my WT.

even if its not screwed, there's a 75% probability that i will get borderline marks.:S

oh well.
watever happens, i just wanna pass WT
and i dont wanna repeat the same freaking-brain-memory-sucker module.

yeah it is.
woke up at 4 am after sahur just to study that freaking module.

neways.
i wanna know where my ITP placing is!
please please please!
give me a good allowance :))
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 20:05 back to top?

charles and keith

first charles and keith shoes and im loving it :))

next shoes shall be from ANNA NUCHII

:D

white mary jane yea? :D
Sunday, August 23, 2009 21:09 back to top?

first day of puasa♥

whee the first day of puasa!

and the time was passing super slow.
why? because i stayed at home.
brother's family came over today.
so spend the whole day at home.

well except evening.
went to Jp with bro and siti and went to take sister home.
went to Supermarket to get some sweet drinks :))

then reached home and told dad.
"ayah ayah! CHARLES AND KEITH ADE SHOES SALE! BESOK LAST DAY!! MURAHH TAUU!! SELALU SEMUE 40 LEBIH. ABE KASUT TU SMUE 12 OR SO."
and he said.
"okay la besok kite pegi."
HAHAX!

charles and keith shoes sale. tmr ill be there :DD

hmm then.
break fast time.

it was great to celebrate the first day of puase with everyone in your family :D

hmm.
then..
im full now.
and im lazy to study.

darling working till 930pm.
im so sad.

and please dont let him work at night again tmr!

then monday.
please dont let him work night shifts.
please please.

its bad enough i cant be meeting much of him during fasting month.
but please dont take away the time we have for webcams at night :(

missh you.love you.
Saturday, August 22, 2009 21:18 back to top?

wonders.

im in love with wondergirls - nobody.
who cares if its korean.
i find it catchy.

and no im nt addicted with the korean version.
im addicted to the english version.

even so its not the original singers,
but it does still nice.

hmm.

tmr my gems presentation and i havent do much preparation about it.
was busy with NSM exam.

tomorrow NSM exam.
damn.
im not prepared seriously.

yes i did the paper and write notes on flashcards.
but even so, i havent finish reading and memorising them.

whats up with my brain.
could it be im affected?

affected with frequents small arguments between us.
could it be?

does the problem lies in me?
am i starting to create anger in you?
being irritating?
being demanding.

should i be like how i used to be the last few months.
shy and quite and never does show my craziness.

does that help to decrease the arguments in us?
if it does, im willing to do it.
just for you.
and most importantly, as long as it brings kebahagian and peace in our relationship.

im sorry if im being stubborn.
i know because of that we have our arguments.

i dont mean to hurt ur feeling in anyway.
im sorry if i do.

i love you and watever happens, the feelings will stay the same.

im sorry for being disappointed nowadays.
you working night shifts.
makes me feel lonely-er.

you are always with me.
in my heart.
and always been in my mind.

physically ure not here.

and why does i see a lot of couples around whenever im not with you.
whenever i look them, i will how happy to be with each other's side.
and it get me upset because ure not here with me.

a sense of jealousy too.
whhy must this happen to me when both of us are beginning to becoming normal couple.
going out often.

oh well.
i guess its just a part and parcel of being in a relationship.

for you, i will do anything.

seeing u smile could make me cry.
lol. funny how love works.
cry not because sad.
but because happy to see you smile.

oh well.
im done here.

nsm exam.
please be easy.

breakfast tmr.
10am.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 21:25 back to top?

i havent been blogging.

i have the sudden urge to play sims right now when all i should be doing is studying NSM.
im just so tired to study.

neways,
lesson was kinda for today.
only mocoms practical test.

seriously i dont even know that i could pass.
and in the end, i got 70/100.
good enough :))

didnt go for maths today.

went to study with JP library with rohanii :D

so yeap then then..
we studied for a lil while and then we got bored :X

then we went to JP and walked around.

ate CHEWY JUNIOR :D


then walk somemore.

ate MUNCHY DONUTS :D


then walk and walk and walk.

then ate KFC. LOL.


yes i know i eat a lot. thanks to my girlfriend rohani :D

so yeap thats all for my day.

hmm...

second day of darlign working night shifts.
yes im still going strong. and darling i didnt cry okay!

well i do feel like crying when i see couples around at JP :(

but i didnt :D

im gonna be strong.
a stronger person at the end of the first month.

yes i mish you alot.
i mish you. i mish you. i mish you.

but you asked me out for breakfast tomorrow morning :D
yyay!

since i miss you.
i promise i wont be stubborn okay?
and i wont argue with you..

i hate arguing with you.
and i hate hurting your feelings :(

neways i have a random idea.
CHARLES AND KEITH ARE HAVING A SHOES SALE!!

while i was walking around jp, i saw this freaking yellow shoes HEELS!
it was only $$14.90.
and not only it was cheap.
it was... FROM CHARLES AND KEITH!!

IM LIKE OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
PLEASE DONT END THAT SALES SO FAST
I WANT TO BUY THAT YELLOW HEELLSSSS!!!!

okay im done.
see ya!

im gonna play sims.
im stressing out :S
(because of that CHARLES AND KEITH SALE!)
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 19:53 back to top?

argument

first argument with darling.

hate it.
im sorry.

i didnt mean to hurt ur feelings.
i was just mad.

mad at everything that was around me.

heaty.
outside and inside.

im sorry.

i love you.
and i know you know it too :)
Friday, August 14, 2009 22:37 back to top?

its just the way it is

i love you and u know it.

your history, will be with you wherever you go.
and im with you, and so i shall carry them with you.
accepting it because thats just how you are.

jealousy.
i hate you.
i hate being jealous.
but i cant avoid.

im sorry.
forgive me for my imperfections.
and jealousy in me is really a big imperfection on me.
i admit.

yes we are sehati sejiwa.
sometimes i hope before u do anything, you will think of how im feeling too.

i love you.
and i shall stop crying right now.

damn night shifts.
you wont be here tonight.

in my heart.
in my dreams.
you will always be there.

i shall rmbr your touch on my skin.
i shall rmbr them as if you were right there with me.
hugging me thru the night.

who cares if i meet you just now.
i still wana miss you.

and i really love you okay?:))
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 22:17 back to top?

shoppinng withh laaarrlliinngg♥

*shopping with darling*

seriously im supposed to be studying but i end up going shopping.
damn darling has work tmr till sat :(
im gonna cry myself to sleep for some reason or another i guess.

neways;
today we went to shoppiiinngg :D
to BUGIS;;

we met at Jurong East Platform.
took train and went to Bugis.

went rouding at Bugis Street to look for my clothes.
and darling got tired hungry somehow :S
sorry love.

then then, we went to eat at Raffles Hospital Banquet.
and i ate this hokkien noodle which taste more of the kicap

and both of us ate the wrong food at that day.
both of us wearing light colors and our food kinda splatters :S

well mine does.
lols oh well.

after eating we went to shop somemore :D

and we both found this watch.
its digital but there's the analog kind also.
super nice.
$15.
darling wants the black color
and i want the yellow color!

im gonna wait for my next payy.
then im gonna buy those watchess!

hmm then..
i finally found a button-down shirt that i wanted.
yellow with white strips :D

then walked somemore.
then found another one that looks like my dad shirt :S

i wanted to buy this dark black strips with light pink stripes.
dont have :(
so darling helped me chose my clothes too btw :D

and we were in the middle of choosing the pink or the blue.
since the pink dont have, then im fated to buy the blue one..

and i dreamed about my "future nikah clothes"
which was blue.
and every now and then, i see a lot of people with blue clothes.
and therefore, my clothes is bluuee.. lols

hmm so yeap.
im happy with my two button down shirts :D

and so yeap.
im done here.
im hungry.

and i needa write my notes for wt presentation.
after that i shall study.

alright.
see ya!!

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20:04 back to top?

happy birthday Singapore

this is gonna be short.

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

i cant wait to:
get my driving license.
get married.
get a car.
watch ndp with parents + hubby.
and watch REAL life fireworks!

:))

and shits.
i havent start on my WT presentation slides.
D-E-A-D

gonna start now.

and norlin please start studying from tmr onwards!
who cares if its public holiday.
need to s-t-u-d-yyyy!!
Sunday, August 9, 2009 21:21 back to top?

kendarat = tiredness

okay im seriously super tired.
kendarat today was okay i guess.
pretty much relaxed than last week.

but still after a few hours, i was starting to walk like a robot.
seriously im having serious pain on my foot.
stupid heels :X

okay okay not really high heels u know.
its thosee teeny lil bit of heels.
its not the heels that causing me the problem.
its more like the front part.
my toes are like squeezing each other.
and when that happens, my second toe on my right, the toe nail is like going in to my flesh :S eewww and yes its pain.

damn tmr have jemputan.
how i wish i could just wear slippers :X

so enuf said about kendarat today.
conclusion: im happy & i can go shopping for clothes :D

hmm..
i just have a random thought.

yesterday after three weeks or less of not going for gems, i finally went.
and i guess i went on the wrong day.

it was about.
SIGNS OF A BAD RELATIONSHIP

and you know why its at the wrong day?
because i found 3 out of the 8 signs, i have them! :X

here they are. i dont think i rmbr them all.
but hmm i think i can find them in my blackboard.
*went to check*
*found it*

SIGNS OF A BAD RELATIONSHIP
# Monopolizes your time
# Wants you to “check in” many times a day
# Is jealous and/or aggressive
# Is aggressive in other areas
# Blames you for bringing out the worst in him or her
# Calls you names – degrades you in front of others
# Uses alcohol or drugs regularly
# Makes the relationship more than it is

wait. more like i have 4/8 :S
monopolizes your time
hmm... well not really right darling?
i do give you time to be alone right? right! hehex!

Wants you to “check in” many times a day
okay i do that. i admit.
but hey i was just being concern mah.. thats not wrong right! :D

Is jealous and/or aggressive
jealous yes. aggressive no.
hmm but hey. i thought in malay, "cemburu tanda nye sayang?"
being jealous is not wrong okay.
ill talk about this again later.

Makes the relationship more than it is
i dont really understands what this is about.
but its like when the lecturer explains its something like..
"you're my soulmate.. lets get married" or something like that.
whats wrong with thinking about the future man!

so yeap.
sorry love.
i dont want us to have a bad relationship okay? :(

hmm.
oh yeah lets talk about jealousy.

i guess its a common thing.
and girls tend to get jealous easily more than guys?(well i know its nt the same with everyone)
well, i dont see why jealous is 100% a bad thing.
yes it can be bad. yes it can be good.

cause by being jealous, you actually are trying to gain your trust in your partner?
well easily said than done.
as for me, i do trust ridz. of course i trust him
cause basically relationship is based on trust.
but sometimes the feeling of jealousy just appears out of nowhere you know
especially whenever it involves a person of the opposite sex.
irritating you know?

oh yeah.
i asked darling for advice on jealousy.
and the way he says it, he sounds so professional.
here's what he said.
"yes no doubt jealousy is a common. but jealousy will result in couples not having trust with each other. and end up quarrel always. u nk mcm tu?"

NO. i dont wanna be arguing and having arguments with him always.
its bad enough to hear him shout at me.
whats worst is arguments.
no no NO!

damn im hungry.
lols super random.

so yeah he said he learnt them from experiences and observations. and learning other people's mistake.
yes i guess its true.

alright la.
or those people who are having jealous issues.
its okay.
we are all humans and we feel the same way.

learn to trust your partner.
(tell that to yourself norlin)
and those minah minah merepek yg tkde keje except nk carik org layan diorg.
carik la llk lain yg tkde matair.
not the ones with matair.

im sure we girls dont like it.
if it goes to you, im sure u dont like it either.

alrighhtt..
im done here.

and darling is out with his brother and azim.
oh well :D

i know that if darling reads this, he will laugh and smile to himself.
right love?

hehex.
cant wait to see you on tuesday and wednesday

whee shopping on wednesday!
yayyyy!
love you darling :D
Saturday, August 8, 2009 20:00 back to top?

this is torture

why are the employers so mean to my boyfriend? :(
he just started his new job and now he has to work night shifts.
not fair okay.

he has a gf.
cant he be with his gf at night?
(web-camming online i mean) :(

and i seriously dont know whats up with me.
i cried super easily.

i look at my ring and i rmbred darling's smile and the way he put the ring on my finger.
i cry.
when i look at his pictures smiling and remembering the sound of his laughters.
i cry.
omg there's something wrong with me.

i hope i could meet him tmr for lunch.
and im meeting him again next wednesday for shopping to Bugis.

and i should be studying.
but my motivation..
he's just not here infront of me.
yes you're always in my heart darling.
but its not the same.

i know i should be studying instead of playing sims all the while.
but i cant be studying when all i ever thought of is your smiles and how it makes me cry rmbring them.
im sorry for being super sensitive.
i dont know whats wrong with me.

i know i know.
if i dont do well, you will feel bad and such.
dont worry kiex darling.
i will start studying next week onwards.

well hopefully ure on morning shifts and u will be here staring into my face while im studying :X
okay maybe not really staring.
if you stare then i cant study already.
i will giggle giggle non stop.
lols
well at least i could see you.

and i dont have the mood to study this week.
well yeah i know why.
i wasnt in school from monday till wed.
so thats where my studying mood went missing? i think soo la..

oh well i shall stop blabbering and whining (and crying.. maybe later? im not crying now by any chance)
and get some job done.

let's do wt zip questions :D

i miss you darling.
no one could ever replace you in my heart.
Thursday, August 6, 2009 21:02 back to top?

still sick and im back in school.

im back in school in mocoms lecture.

train got delayed today.
but im early.
karthik and ashraf are starting to annoy me today.

neways i cant sleep yesterday night.
wet pillows; cried myself to sleep.
i never felt so sad before when im with you.
i miss you so much.
i need you real bad.
i want to see you.
hug you and cry on ur shoulders.

i love you.
i really do.

who cares if i met someone during kendarat?
that person can never bring true happiness to me.

but only you could.
no one else could bring smiles and laughters like you do.

i miss you real bad.......
08:31 back to top?

sick

i realised i havent been blogging these days.

well was busy with kendarat and such.
i love doing kendarat. i didnt know i could not be so icky for money :X

neways it was fun.
the day after(which was yesterday), i felt super sick with flu and terrible aches and lil bit of fever.
urgh annoying.

and so im on MC for two days + wed (no school day)
so that makes me stay at home and rot for three days~ wooo

and darling starting his new job today.
night shifts :((( super super sad.

neways watever it is, good luck with your new job darling.
im gonna miss going out with you.
can we go out to ION please :X

neways,
ill be supporting in watever job ure doing.
and most importantly i will always love you.

take care love;
sorry if suddenly i never reply to your smses.
i've been super lazy and sleeping so much nowadays.
seeya!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 13:37 back to top?