to my boyfriend; ridzman.
from the first time we met, i doubt it will work by any chance. its blind date anyway. we met online and we just see how it goes.
time passes and then there was our first year together. had problems in between but thats just part of the relationship.
and again, second year came. it is like a dream come true. blind/online date/relationship could last this long.
but hey, here are the things that meant to say.
im sorry for all the things that ive done that hurt you. you know i dont meant to do that on purpose. certain things happened.
im sorry for not being a perfect gf. i know i wud never will be one. nobody's perfect
sorry for all the arguments we had.
i miss those days where i can spend the whole day with you. by the beach or going sight seeing and keep complaining about the hot weather or having blisters cause of wearing heels or having long bus rides with you.
i miss having to argue with you and keep being stubborn even though ure right and im wrong. how those arguments always ended so fast.
but now.
our arguments gets longer and longer each time. it doesnt end very fast now. and it isnt forgotten very fast too. i know i have been in the wrong for involving the third party in our relationship. and i know ive been worst.
im sorry for all the things that ive done that hurt you. you know i dont meant to do that on purpose. certain things happened.
im sorry for not being a perfect gf. i know i wud never will be one. nobody's perfect
sorry for all the arguments we had.
i miss those days where i can spend the whole day with you. by the beach or going sight seeing and keep complaining about the hot weather or having blisters cause of wearing heels or having long bus rides with you.
i miss having to argue with you and keep being stubborn even though ure right and im wrong. how those arguments always ended so fast.
but now.
our arguments gets longer and longer each time. it doesnt end very fast now. and it isnt forgotten very fast too. i know i have been in the wrong for involving the third party in our relationship. and i know ive been worst.
i know no one could tahan me like you do. and i thankful for that. sometimes i think i took u for granted. im really sorry ridzman.
all i want and hope now we could really be like how it is 2 years and 1 month back.
when we had our first movie together at the Cathay, watching My bloody valentine 3D,
having our lunch at long john silver at Plaza Singapura. and never ever thought of the future at all, all we did then was just enjoying ourselves.
i remember those days by heart.
our 6 months anniversary, we went to Marina Barrage and we sort of like celebrated ur birthday there. having small picnic and we took this picture with the skyline behind us. we took so many shots just to have the skyline really in the middle. it was the best of time whenever im with you..
i miss you so badly...
i wish i could make things right for you again now..
i wish for more future outings/dates with you...
i love you.
always will and forever...
RIIDZLIIN
28 JANUARY 2009
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