this is torture

why are the employers so mean to my boyfriend? :(
he just started his new job and now he has to work night shifts.
not fair okay.

he has a gf.
cant he be with his gf at night?
(web-camming online i mean) :(

and i seriously dont know whats up with me.
i cried super easily.

i look at my ring and i rmbred darling's smile and the way he put the ring on my finger.
i cry.
when i look at his pictures smiling and remembering the sound of his laughters.
i cry.
omg there's something wrong with me.

i hope i could meet him tmr for lunch.
and im meeting him again next wednesday for shopping to Bugis.

and i should be studying.
but my motivation..
he's just not here infront of me.
yes you're always in my heart darling.
but its not the same.

i know i should be studying instead of playing sims all the while.
but i cant be studying when all i ever thought of is your smiles and how it makes me cry rmbring them.
im sorry for being super sensitive.
i dont know whats wrong with me.

i know i know.
if i dont do well, you will feel bad and such.
dont worry kiex darling.
i will start studying next week onwards.

well hopefully ure on morning shifts and u will be here staring into my face while im studying :X
okay maybe not really staring.
if you stare then i cant study already.
i will giggle giggle non stop.
lols
well at least i could see you.

and i dont have the mood to study this week.
well yeah i know why.
i wasnt in school from monday till wed.
so thats where my studying mood went missing? i think soo la..

oh well i shall stop blabbering and whining (and crying.. maybe later? im not crying now by any chance)
and get some job done.

let's do wt zip questions :D

i miss you darling.
no one could ever replace you in my heart.
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