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Happy 9th Month anniversary LOVE♥

yay darling;
we reached our goal.
HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARYYY♥

we shall promise that we wont keep things to ourselves this month kiex!
and we shall really really argue less!
not as often as we did last month.


8th month just left and 9th month is here.
let's make a better beginning.


since tomorrow i have no school, and even if i have school, i doubt i can skip it.
today me and darling went out to IMM for lunch; after my gems. :D


met darling at bustop then we waited for 105.
took bus and we were watching some wedding videos.
and its pretty fun how we kept thinking about our own wedding. insyallah. :D


then reached IMM, since its still pretty much early for lunch at LJS, we went to walk around at daiso. we decided to go from one end to another, to really waste our time. hahax.
at daiso, i bought... foundation, a mini perfume and a mechanical eraser. which is pretty cool!
pictureess :


then after that we went to LJS and eat lunchh.
darling had the 2 piece chicken with extra fries and i had two piece fish and chocolate pie.
damn i eat a lot. :X
and we took picturees!
and thats what happens when im hungryy!


then we eat and we realised, eh its 1130+ :X
yes and so im late for class :X
thought of walking to jurong east but its pretty raining :S
so we decided to take the shuttle bus and also take more pictures xD


the shuttlebus came and we took more pictures.


reached jurong east, took train to dover.
thank god there was shibao. then we late together.
and yes i reached class at 1225 :X
25 minutes late to class. sorryy laaa!


yeap thats how i spend my tuesday.
lessons was just as per normal.
maths tutorial.
seriously i suck at bipartite :X


hmm.
since im here, ill blog about yestrday also.
went to have lunch together.
thanks jon for the car ride to clementi.
jon,me,isaac,wayne,ash and thik. fit in one caar :X


we went to have lunch at clementi :D
the car ride was great. the pictures were great too xD hehex


alright.
i guess i should be off now.
tomorrow no school!
oh yes i love wednesdays. XD


i shall stay up a bit later and play psp? or maybe read books xD
seee yaaa!


Tuesday, October 27, 2009 22:42 back to top?
its been a week

its the end of first week and time do past fast.


its finally the end of first week of school.
and school's been pretty much okay.
im just tired and sleepy.
3 days of morning lessons.


okay i admit. wednesday has no schoool xD
i loovee it xD


mm;
oh yeah.
yesterday went to meet with darling after school.
its been quite long since we talk about things.
so yesterday, we talked things out.
over mcdonald 70 cents vanilla ice cream. xD
shared ice cream and we talk talk, eat ice cream. talk talk, eat icecream. hahax


thanks for telling me everyting dear.
i will try my best not to keep anyting from you.
its just that sometimes im always afraid to tell things to you because im just so afraid that i will hurt you.
i hate to argue with you.
i hate seeing myself cry even.
i just want every arguments to just stop.
i love you ridzman. i really do....


lets realy find the old "ridzlin" back?
yes i know i told you i was worried if i cant find "her" again.
idk where she is.
but idk.. i just want "her" back....
want "her" back so that everything will be as peaceful as last time.





Friday, October 23, 2009 18:00 back to top?


yay paid got finally bank in!
time to go shopping yeah!


lessons were fine today.
first gems. yay saw vannnaa xD
my mind couldnt work properly. early in the morning do maths puzzles :S
urgh.


then finish early.
met darling for brunch!
ate wanton noodles.. yayyy finallyy!


then walked around and helped darling find his hp cover.
then went to school after that.
practical :S
and the teacher fierce sia.
hahax.


then hmm maths.
nothing much.
do a lil intro about maths.
damn graphs/vectors. urgh damn annoying.


hmm then finish early.
met darling withdrew money.
yay new speccsss!
went jp with darling.


took train.
took specs FIRST!
damn i love my new specs! hahax.
finally half-frames xD


walked around and darling got hungry.
he asked me for bubble tea and waffles.
hahax dont forget to treat me okayy!! xD


then looked around at shoes.
eh i suddenly dont have the mood to buy any sia.
got this heels arh i like at Mondo. 15.90
then darling was like saying, "sayang, thats not flats"
well i told him i wanna get flats. hahax.


then called parents.
they asked for food. lols!
so buy food and such.
and along the way we took photos xD

i like this the best xD



darling says i look more professional. LOLS!
and no i dont. i just wanna look a lil older for a 19 year old girl. hahax!
kk darling you should make the one same kiex!
kan mcm cool couple same specs xD
hahax.


then bought food and i was damn tired.
bag was damn heavy.
and im supposed to be sleeping now.


kk i go sleep now.
hahax nitex!

WEDNESDAYS ARE LOVE!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 22:26 back to top?
first day of school

its only the first day of school and im feeling damn tired.


asked dad and he said its because the change of weather.
yeah i think so arh.
cause like for 6 whole weeks stayed in aircon place.
everywhere walk got aircon.
then walk everywhere like no sun contact like that.


then today.
walk around/everywhere got sun.
then tired. then got sun. then hot.
thats why im feeling super tired today.


lessons today was 3 lectures in a day.
first one pretty much boring. kept yawning in class :S
second lesson was rwp. quite cool lesson.
then lunch.
fc3 is pretty cool now. there's yellow tables too !


then after lunch went to another lecture at T14B.
damn no socket then cannot on computer. sad-ed.
better lecture actually.
then last lecture was at 3.
something about hacking modules. then the lecture talk2 then i on my computer and cleaning my com for space.
damn there goes my adobe :(
have to have 8 gb free for vmware. and 5gb for some software.
that makes it 13gb.
after clearing things in my com, i only have 13.4gb free space.
i doubt its enough.


oh well.
every practicals = laptop.
urgh.
tmr is another day.
i dont want to be this tired laaaaa!

Monday, October 19, 2009 18:59 back to top?
FINALLY

omg finally ITP ended today xD

its pretty much sad actually.
reached work at 820 plus then went Mcdonald with khai and weiwei.
drank my last double chocolate frappe.
no more EXTRA spendings on food after this.


reached office and I feel a lil sad.
eh last day sia..
goodbye to boxes,files and everything.
6 weeks in the same place. giggles and laughters together.


had to do real work today.
was really somewhat rushing things to get it done.
even though rushing to get things done, still went off early for lunch xD


swensens for lunch today; together with yuyu,weiwei and jan!
darling joined for lunch too xD


i had fish and chips for lunch, darling had some spaghetti thingy.


after that, we shared ice cream.
the five of us.
darling treat xD


by the time we finish our lunch, we took our time back to office.
end up we took 2 hours lunch xD
1230 to 1430 :X


went back to office.
continue rushing for work. all the way till 530
then panic-ky.. hahax. work still not done.


then went to see supervisor at 530 or like that then she said she busy.
then walk around pass card to Wan Kiang for the whole division.


then slack around the room.
went to look at Cheryl to see if she's done.
by the time she done, its 545 or so.


then pass her the work; took our logbook and then gave her the thank you card.
then yea we have to return our visitor card.
went back to our room, took our bags and lappys, said goodbye to boxes,files,tables, windows,chairs,light and door.
yeah its pretty sad.
i felt like crying though.
6 weeks. in that room.
super fast.... :(


walked out and realised we cant go out. :X
so we have to ask someone to walk and help us out.
hahax.


walked on the floor and me,jan,weiwei and yuyu were like, "ehh we not going here nemoreee! :(("
really im gonna miss eating junk food. hahax!
gonna miss staff canteen too.


oh well.
im glad it ends somewhat.
no more travelling.


i wore this today :D
i love full length mirror xD


got my pay today too.
well no difference, its not as if i got the money tmr :S


well at least i have extra cash for specs xD
yay making new specs tmmrrr!


alright la.
im done here.
maybe playing psp or maybe sleep


urgh monday school!
double urghh morning lesson!
triple urgghh lecture first thing in the morningg!!!




Friday, October 16, 2009 21:56 back to top?
its been a while


i realised I have been rather emo for the past 3 days.
two lines blogs and such.


well ive been pretty upset with things and i didn't wanna let darling know everything that i was upset about.
i was just so afraid that he will blame himself for every single thing that happens.
but some what, the last 2 days, i threw everything out at him.
watever that was in my mind and heart that was making me sad.


thanks for realising and never blame urself too much for it.
watever it is dear, you can have all the chance in the world cause i would never ask you for breakup.
never.


as for myself,
im pretty much happy ITP ending in three more days.
and also am happy, cause i told darling every single thing.
im sorry for keeping it away from you.


oh yeah.
got my time table.
like finally but i havent go the time to upload.
two days of mornings :S urgh.




and ohs ive been online shopping for the last few days.
and i think i spent about 50 :S
yes its damn bad. i know.


so i shall stop online shopping.
but im looking forward to going real shopping with besttyy rohanii and darling.
chomel bracelet with rohani &
sandals with darling xD


hmm.
im having my gems registration soon.
i wanna take onn tuessdayy!!
wed no school.
hopefully can go out with darling in the morning or something.
then at night he has work. :(
fridays only 2 hour lessons.


hmm.
i didnt get to enjoy my hari raya this year.
damn itp.
i cant even go jalan raya with darling :(
i asked darling to buy orange color which he complains he look like mat kampung :X
sorry darling.
insyaallah next year we go kiex?
and we shall buy same color again next year xD


yay i register for gems liaoo xD


i gotta do work soon :(
alright.
i cant wait for itp to end.
and thats the end of it xD

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 09:18 back to top?
confidence? where are you

losing my confidence as the days goes by.
damn

Monday, October 12, 2009 22:00 back to top?


i dont want anything to change.
please be the same

Sunday, October 11, 2009 20:06 back to top?
aside

its time to put my feelings aside.
your feelings is much more important than mine

Saturday, October 10, 2009 22:22 back to top?
ITP END FAST!

i want ITP to end !!!


idc idc idc.
i want this to end.
please please please, let the LAST 5 days ends fast!


AND WHERE THE HELL ARE MY TIMETABLE!

Friday, October 9, 2009 11:35 back to top?


i want this reall bad!


they are actually wallets and they are super damn cool!
so flat and metallic :D
hmm now should i get diary or walllet.....


urgh damn idiotic internet connnections damn suckish today.
will upload the pictures later.

Thursday, October 8, 2009 09:28 back to top?
whyyy

why why some girls are just so preety.
why cant i have the confidence.
neways....

there's this joke with wei ling just now while we were in the skytrain to T1 for lunch.
me and janessa was reading the names of airlines that are active.
and there's different airlines with different categories. and one of them was budget airlines.


then i told weiling, eh, firefly budget?
then she say, "where?" *looks around the skytrain* LOL
she thought there was really a firefly in the skytrain. haha.
i cant stop laughiinng :X lols!


hahax.
hmm hmm.


i cant wait to get my timetable.
please please let lessons starts later.
or at least finish early?


alright im done now.
darling working tonight :(
sad-ed.
oh well.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 20:46 back to top?
7 days

omg 7 more days of itp.


but 7 days not equal to one week that is.
its more like.

2 days for this week + 5 days for next week.
i think im gonna miss this place.
after a lot of travelling around.
and everywhere so aircon-yy.
and tapss that used sensor.
best thing is that im dont have to wear formal.
and i can eventually stop eating chocolates/hersheys when school starts.
school gonna starts and i have no new clothes.
i want itp to end fast; get my pay; go shopping!
school gonna starts.
and darling will be busy with work next month when he starts his full time work.
then i think on our anniversary he will be busy :(
then cant meet him after school most of the times :(
then then. cant skip classes already :(
then have to improve my shiitty screwed gpa.
please let the modules be more interesting then last semester's;
please give me food now im hungry :X
hahax!
alright im done here i guess.
gonna play a lil bit of PC games then off to do research.
okay this is random.
i feel like eating ice cream :X
especially mcdonald koko crunch mcflury.
omg norlin stop craving!

09:22 back to top?
split ends

o-m-g!


ive discovered my first split end on my hair today.
should i cut it?
or should i just let it be?

Tuesday, October 6, 2009 20:57 back to top?
9 more days!

early dismissal for work today :D


and damn i spend a lot in one day.
man i love the mixed rice today xD
spicy but idk why i kept continue eating.


today's work: making a list & carrying boxes. that sucks.
only me and weiling today.
we were struggling to carry and finding the cold storage boxes.
damn they were freakingly heavy.
as usual; i cant stop my giggles :X


work and work.
double chocolate frappe for teabreak xD


met darling at lavender today.
took same train.
dropped at clementi to buy ljs.
i miss going there!


darling coming for lunch tmr :D
wheee~
and psp will be to him as he's waiting for me xD
yayyy


alright.
im done now.


got a cut on my leg today.
thanks to weiling heels :X
hahax.
no worries its not ur fault.


alright im off to bed now.
niitee xD

couting down: 9 more days till ITP ENDS!

Monday, October 5, 2009 22:45 back to top?
darling's visit to home :D

wheee.. im finally buying that jacket. all thanks to darling who is gonna pay them for me :X
thanks loovee!
i shall get u something soon okay! xD


hmm.
oh yeah the highlight for today is.


darling went to meet my parents :D


thanks dear for listening to my parents "advising" about our relationship.
thanks for being ready to meet my parents.
im sorry for not meeting your parents soon.


im sure the time will come kiex xD


im sorry for arguing with you yesterday.... AGAIN!
damn i hate arguing with you.
im sorry :(


and i dont know why my right arm is totally in pain. urgh
its like my right hand feel numb.


oh well.
thanks darling :D
and thanks for getting along with mum & dad.
told you they will accept you xD


alright.
done here.
see yaaa

Saturday, October 3, 2009 21:30 back to top?


thanks for having lunch with me at Changi.
thanks for having to get lost in T1 :X
thanks for waiting for me for about 2-3 hours at Changi just for me to end work and go home with me.
thanks for the night darling.


three nights of work.
am i able to be strong and not cry myself to sleep?
yes its all for our future.
our future together.


but.
i dont like being alone.
i dont like to know that im sleeping and you're working.
i dont want u to stress up and be very tired to even talk to me.
im afraid.
afraid that ure not going to have time for me anymore.
urgh.


in the train back home;
i love to see the little things that i do that makes you smile and laugh.
your eyes twinkling.
your mouth wide with smiles and laughters.
all i wish i could see that every single day.


how i wish our life could just be based on smiles and laughters.
not frowns and sadness.
or arguments.
i admit;
yesterday the argument was my fault too.


im tired after a day at work, and i get irritated easily.
its not ur fault for being harsh to me.
i was just being too stubborn.
too stubborn to accept the fact that watever ure doing now is for our future together.
too selfish.
to only want u for me.


why cant i just accept the fact and just give you my support?
maybe im just too afraid.
afraid of losing you.
afraid that you dont have time for me anymore.
if you dont have time, then what happens to our relationship?
i dont want this to end.
not this. please no more...


sorry i cant give you my full support right now.
maybe later
when im beginning to accept the fact. slowly.
im doing things that its against my likeness.


i dont care about myself.
its only you that matters to me.
watever it is, do the things that is going to be good for the future.
no its nt that i dont bother.
its just, i dont want to think about it too much.
later arguments happen again.
no no more kiex.


at least not at this moment.
not this time.
not this month.

Thursday, October 1, 2009 21:57 back to top?
thinking

i havent been blogging and i know the reason why; lazy.


im still at workk and im left with 11 days to go.
i want to continue working here & nt go back sp.
but thinking about distance wise, nah, i dont mind going back sp and slacking with the "Fantastic FIVE" (ash,isaac,thik,minli & i)
i miss sp food though.


anw; im supposingly to do research but nah, im just gonna blog things first.


yesterday had an argument with darling; it sucks.
i dont mean to hurt you or being selfish dear.
i was just thinking about us.
i dont want us to have lesser time together.
i admit; i hate being alone. i hate the feeling without having you around.


i hope it wont happen again.
im sorry i wasnt supportive of you having to work night shifts.
i hate it when i know ure working at night and makes me can sleep getting worried for you.
omg there's maybe something wrong with me.


neways, to look at the bright side,
you'll be here today to have lunch together with me xD
and you're going home with me today.


and you gonna start work tmr.
best of luck. i try my best to support you kiex?
give me some time.


alright.
i think i shall start on my research right now.
even though im sleepy; but work goes first! xD


see yaa

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