neewww phoonee

wheee new phone =D

Nokia 7610 SuperNova
hehex. i love the mirror design and the 3.2 mp cameraa =D

hmm.
i bought my first heels from Mondo
black heels. i love the silver colored heels =D

hmm.
ure not here again tonight.
kenduri at your aunt's house.
its okay i understand. =D

i was happy enough to spend a lil while webcamming you just now in the afternoon =D
thanks for the short while

and darling;
happy 1st month anniversary =D
lets hope for more anniversary's yea?
love you lotx darling.
mmmuuaahhhxx

okay nothing much to blog about.
applied for relief teaching just now.
out of which, its okay if i dont get it =D

aite thats all for now. see ya xD

Labels: anniversary♥

20:07 back to top?

insecure


why am i feeling so insecure even though i kept telling myself that you would never ever cheat on me?
why am i feeling this way when i trust u with all my heart?

your're all i think about.
how i wish i could be wherever you are now.
by your side, seeing you smile, seeing you laugh, being happy with you.
other than staying at home and worried and feeling insecure.

why am i feel upset that youre gonna be with your friends.
and not being with me and chatting with me online.
am i being selfish or overprotective over you?
im sorry. but i just have to let it out here.

for now, seeing you happy, its enough for me.
happy for you is happy for me too.

i love you so much.

i really dont wanna lose you.......
i dont want to lose the perfect fit to the puzzle of my heart.
i dont want my mr sunshiine to go....

i know i shouldnt be thinking of all this.
but i just cant help it.

everytime i see some girls adding you in facebook.
i cant stop myself from being jealous.
i know i shouldnt....
but urgghhh........

ridzman♥;
im really sorry.
i love you so much.....
i really dont want to lose you........


happy advanced first month anniversary ridzman darling
Friday, February 27, 2009 20:29 back to top?

chest pain

urgh.
chest pain together with that strain at my back.
no mood to blog.

urrrggghhhhhhhhhh



i hate saying good bye to you darling...
i hate to being part from you.
even though we're just webcamming.
it gets me very sad...

but its okay.
i understand.
you have work tomorrow and youre tired from working.

how long will it be till april?
how long will it be till 4 years more....
its not that i cant wait.
but i wanna be with you as much as i can.....

i really love you....
who says meeting someone in chatrooms wont last.
we'll show them they're wrong okay...?

i really dont know what to do without you by my side.
waiting for you to sms could even makes me crazy....
such love...

norliin ♥ riidzman; till the end of time.
i promise....

Thursday, February 26, 2009 19:35 back to top?

ITS OVERRRR

FINALLY ITS OVERRR YOOOO

holidaaaayysss herrreee ii coomeee!!
plans for the holidaayyyss:
#1 dating with darling ridzman =D
#2 shopping with girlfriends
#3 reading books.
#4 more facebook.
#5 more blogging.
#6 more shopping.
#7 more msn.
#8 blogskining.
#9 more icons making.
#10 more psp gaming.
#11 more junk food =X
#12 more tving
#13 sleeping late at night
#14 more facial masking =D
#15 and more stuffsss. lol.

neways maths paper is okay.
and went to take two photos with the whole class. and it was fun xD
im gonna miss sherr..
but its okay. we're gonna exchange timetable next year and go for lunches together xD
i am sad with it. but its okay =))

ohs and went to meet up with darling for a short while.
he went to sp a lil while and then we chatted for less than half an hour or so?
he reached sp at about 530+
so we ended up sitting at the bustop and chat xD
and he wears my watch.
im truly happy xD
ohs and he's like my motivation =D
when i gtg off, while going up the escalator, i was waving at him and he showed me that sunshiine smile!! =D i loooveee it when he smiles that way xD
its showing his deep deeep dimple. (which i feel so jealous of =X) but cute and sweeett =D
thanks darling for that short visit to sp. im super happy with it =D
thanks so much. loving you lotx and i promise i wont play with your heart xD

hmm. and im suddenly in love with this song =D


and i so love the lyrics.!

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala

lalalalalalalala
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched


neways, off to psp now. seee yaaaaa♥♥

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 22:09 back to top?

what a day.

there's nothing much to blog about today though.
well, not yet maybe.

yesterday.
went to school early to study Java with Minli.
we went to study at the convention centre and it was super cold in there =S
after some time, isaac came and soon, karthik.
we then went to discuss some java stuffs and then, we went to have lunch at fc3 =D

after lunch, meet up with sher at box and went straight to the exams class.
stayed around outside near the staircase talking about Java and helping Isaac to memorize the IO Exception format. lol.

near 2, went in the class and sat there staring into space =S
i was like seated at the corner of the class.
then we were given 10 mins for reading time.

looked through at the mcq, hmm okay i guess.
after going one round of the structured questions, i realised that i got a lil giddy.
the room was not as straight as how it was supposed to look.
and seriously i have no idea wth i was feeling super giddy.

tried my best to concentrate on what im writting.
but hmm.. okay.. still feeling oozzy as ever.

hand up the paper at about 3 plus.
and then, walked to my bag.
i was really trying my best to stablize myself.
went outside, sat at the staircase and called darling up.

after some time, he called me back.
and, i told him i was feeling giddy.
he told me that he was having bad bad headache!

its like... wow!
we're both have some head-sickness on the same day.
and about the same time =S
wow.. its not the first time we got sick together.
there was other times too. =D

sweettttt xD

neways went home after that.
thank god wasnt feeling giddy in the bus.
reached home, bath, and went to lie on the bed.

was kinda worried about darling.
but thank god he went home safely.
both of us decided not to go online for the night and went to sleep early =D

in the morniing, i guess i felt a little better =D
well, i MUST be feeling better.
as i need to study for maths today.

hmm, and so, overall Java paper was okay i guess.
except for the.. giddy part while doing it.
other that it was okay =D

and its sweet to how me and darling fall sick on the same day =S
hahax. oh well.

i guess darling's busy today...
missing hhim lotx....
counting down: 4 more days =D
and one more day till exams areeee ovverrrr!!! wheeee~~~~~

aite. thats all now. see ya =D

night.
high school musical dvd is out =D wheeee~~ I WANNnnaaa bbuuuyyyyy =X

neways,
i hope darling's online today.
but if he's not well, i guess thats okay. i understand..

hmm... im a lil paranoid today.
and i have no idea why.
maybe i just need reassurance.
idk...

aite nothing to blog about now.
see ya.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 11:24 back to top?

java exam tomorrow.

okay seriously i haven't been studying java myself.

well, i cant bring myself to read the codings.
i will end up yawning. hahax.

oh well. i will try to read through as much as I can now.
but i think i know why i cant really much concentrate.
darling's not here.

he went out with his family to karaoke.
and i guess my source of motivation is not here.
and all i did was thinking about him.

tomorrow is the last week of year 1.
urgh. how sad.
and im still having two exams.

okay i guess im done here.
going school early tomorrow to study Java with Minli.
please let me pass JAVA!!!! with at least a pass? or maybe a 'B' =X

aite gonna read through java notes now.
i hope darling wont be as busy this week onwards.

counting down: 6 more days to 1st month anniversary =D
Sunday, February 22, 2009 20:55 back to top?

norlin should start studying java.

yes i should start studying java. wth am i doing?

i ended up doing one phone wallpaper and one msn icon =X

sunflower love

well, im bored.
i dont feel like studying java.
nor feel like doing maths.
im only left with one more maths paper to be done.
and maths is on wednesday.

sheessh. i better stop delaying things.
aite im gonna start reading java now.
since Java is on monday and maths is on wednesday.

two more papers and im freee =D
shopping time =X
and date with my dearest Ridzman.

hold on a lil longer norlin.
two more papers.

and one more week =D
1st Month anniversarryy! Hurrayyy♥

aite im done here. see ya xD

Labels: icons, stuffs

Saturday, February 21, 2009 21:25 back to top?

inlove with new phones.

im still browsing new phones.
used dad phones instead =S

im so gonna wait till some phones price are low lOW LOW!
here's the list of phones im eye-ing for xD
W508
N79
g705
kf300

idk why but i have sudden interest on flip phones.
the first phone that im so wanna get is.. W508!!!

super nice design..
aite enough said about phones.

hmm darling...
i hope you're feeling fine...
im always here whne you need me kiex darling?
love you...
and missing you always
Friday, February 20, 2009 20:47 back to top?

random

okay seriously im being SUPER random today.

i spend half of my mornings and afternoon doing icons.
i mean those 100x100 kind of icons for MSN and such.
well. yeah.
im like finally done with a total of 10 icons altogether =D
here they are:








thanks to the pictures from deviantart.
here are the links :
#1
#2
#3
#4 is my own =D liin && riidz xD
#5
#6
#7
#8
#9
#10

okay thats what happens when im super bored =D
its not that very nice. but im happy with my own designs xD
whoever wants to use them, you can xD like as if =X

aite i guess im done.
maybe ill start on wallpapers for my phone or something =D
hahax. see ya

random stuffs:
i cant wait for this week to end.
#1 hope that darling wont be so busy next week back at the station.
#2 i will get my allowance. out of which i need to use them to top up my prepaid card =S
#3 exams to finish.

oh well. thats all =D
see ya xD

late afternoon.
here's two phone wallpapers that ive made =D




hahax. yeap random stuffs =D

thinking of you always...
what are you doing now?
have you eaten?
take care okay....
missing you always darling.....
your smiles.your hugs.

at night.
wanting a new phone.

G705/C905/N79/LG KF350
the one with a strike is so out.
expensive =S hahax!
most probably ill go for G705.
themes and its sony ericsson =D hahax

oh well. see ya =D
KNITE is on!

Labels: icons, stuffs

Thursday, February 19, 2009 14:33 back to top?

one paper down. two more to go.

finally FE paper is done.
and it was okay =D
i know i can pass that paper xD so yeap.

finish the paper at about 1 and half hour i think.
then left. waited for a lil while and saw sherr.
went to library after that to return dvds and borrowed two books.

then went to buy some things at fc3 then took train to boonlay.
went to buy a watch for darling =D
black straps. not digital kind =D and it was a suprise present for darling =D

went to Japan Home after that and bought this really cute gift wrap =D
hahax.
walked around aimlessly after that thinking it was still very early. lol.
then walked to the interchange and waited for bus 182.
and there's like a lot of bangla's waiting for the bus.
thank god there's this makcik.
who was beside me talking to me. so yeap =D
and i reconfirm with her if bus 182 goes to discovery centre. and she said yea =D

the bus was like super long.
the bus came and board the bus and was like putting the watch in the gift wrap =S
and not forgetting counting the bustops.
9 bustops after boon lay interchange

and thanks to the makcik who told me my stop was after hers.
hahax.
reached bustop and called darling. lol. not supposed to cross the road.
but i crossed =S
then saw darling and how it felt nice to see him again xD

we then walked to burger king to have lunch =D
he ordered for me the hershey pie =D
and the pie is like so much nicer than the Long John's. lol.

hmm. before he ate.
i asked him to close his eyes =D
and i gave him the present.
and he fed me fries and i fed him that hershey sundae pie =D

and after he's done with the fries,
i asked him to open up my present.
and he opened and i can still rmbr his expression when he saw its watch.
its like so funny and cute =D

hehex.
he was happy with it and he went munching on his burger.
and i told him to choose whether its either belated vday gift or adv 1st month anniversary gift =D
while i was eating my sundae and was practically staring at him.
lol =X
after we were done eating, we went to explore the place.

its a nice place actually. we went to this place which i think WAS a golf kind of place. and its nice. then we went to this staircase.
and further up was the exit to a rooftop!
and it was like sooo nice to see everything from above! hahax.

then he walked me to the bustop and he wanted to wait for me to board the bus.
but he has to go =(

i was lil sad. but hey, its okay darling =D
even it was like what? err 1 hour or less being with you.
i was happy enough =D
i understand that you have work to do.
and i appreciate that you took that 1 hour lunch break (or less) to have lunch and spend the time with me =D
holding my hands and talking.
thanks for the day syg =D
im very happy.

its okay norlin.
10 more days to 1st month anniversary =D
14 more days till 4 march; till we go JG again! wheeee~~

aite. im gona play my ff8 now. see ya xD


darling....
idk whats wrong with me but i feel so lost.....
without you by my side...
without your sms....
i know you're busy.... but i cant help thinking about you....

i couldnt sleep.
i couldnt sit.
i couldnt stand.
my mind was so lost....

its like im missing half of my life...
i cant even think how i was before we met.
because everything changed now...
all im feeling now without you here is emptiness..

i have no idea why i felt this way.
but i felt it.
and i swear its from the bottom of my heart....

i love you so much darling ridzman...
im so afraid of losing you.
i dont wanna lose you...
i dont wana be far from you even....
but its okay.. i understand..

i love you darling... i really do....
i never felt this way with anyone else... but only you.
i promise to take care of you with all my life darling.
*hugs*

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 15:05 back to top?

fundamentals exam tomorrow.

yes. tomorrow is my exam.
i think ive prepared. im like re-doing last year exam paper.
i see that in the exam papers has more of the term4 stuffs than the term3.

so i needa concentrate more on the term4 stuffs.
like the flip-flops and counters. mod-8;mod-10;mod-16.
i so need to memorise that. =S

oh well.
im so bored today.
darling's at sdc and its like he's busy.
since ive got nothing to do, i went to take a nap.
and i didnt know that taking a nap can also make you have a nightmare =S

the nightmare was i was watching some horror movies,
and then i got scared. and i tried called my mum.
but my voice couldnt come out.
its like the only thing i could hear was when im trying to "ehm ehm" that kind.
its scary.
mum heard that i kept "ehm ehm", then she woke me up.

i heard my mum and woke up and continue sleeping =S
and so, im having headache now.
urgghhhhh.
i should have wake up when my mum woke me up from my nightmare.

oh well.
hmm tomorrow's plan...
exam in the m0rning.
then i was thinking of stopping by to see darling at Singapore Discovery Centre.
anyone wanna join me? xD

hahax. its okay.
going off now.
see ya xD

mishing you darling ridzman...
and yes, you complete my life =D
and i really dont wanna anything to happen to us darling.
please dont ever leave me.
i promise to take care of you always.
youre always in my heart & soul ♥

best of luck norlin for tomorrow fundamental exam =D
LOL!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 18:49 back to top?

shocking yet suprising ♥

okay....
*breathe in. breathe out.*

darling gave me a shock of my life.
well, i get shocked easily.
and so, he gave me a shocked.
he told me he wanted to tell me something and tells me not to get angry.
and im like. "err okay. i wont be."
then he asked if he could talk to me on the phone?
and so, i called him instead. since my prepaid is running low =S we smsed hell lots yesterday =S

neways back to the story.
he sounds so serious.
and he really doesnt want me to get angry.
all the while i was like
"its nothing. its nothing."
"i trust him."
"yes i trust him"
and then he was like "you sure u wont be angry?"
im like "yes. i pwomish!"
and there he said it..

"i miss you."

im like....
*shocked*
*nearly wanting to cry*
LOL!

haha!! i was so shocked.
then he kept sayiing sorry.
lol.

its okay darling =D
thanks for the suprise.
it was suprising indeed.
and not forgetting shocked too.
hahax =D
never do that again or everyday.
unless you want me to suffer from a heart attack =S hahax!

phew.
other than the shocked and suprised.
im gladly happy with that.
a suprise just to say.. "i mish you."
awwww *blush*

ehm.
okay. i have to continue my fundamentals paper now.
seee ya =DD

NOTE TO SELF: DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT TOUCH THE PSP IF I LOVE DARLING NOOR RIDZMAN.
well. simple reason.
once i touch the psp, i wont be able to stop myself from switching it on.
and once its switched on, i will start playing.
and once i play, i wont stop.
and if i never stop, i wont study.
if i never study, i will fail.
if i fail, im dead. okay done =D

hahax. xD

night
i finished 3 papers of fundamentals =D
wheee =D
im now left with one maths paper.
hmm so, i have to start reading my textbook.

urgh reading textbook is so so boring. =S
its like..
*reads a line*
*yawn*
*reads next line*
*yawn*

and so it continues.
hahax.
oh well. i have no choice but still have to read it somewhat.

okay darling gonna be online today =D
whee!
im mish him a looootttt
and i love himm loooottttxxxxx
and damn im hungry =S

hahax. see ya xD
Monday, February 16, 2009 12:26 back to top?

150th post

card balance:$18.61

whee. my 150th post =D

hahax. ohs and Happy Total Defense Day.
lol. like it matters =X

neways nothing much today.
brother and nieces and nephew came today.
played with them for one whole day. =D

no school tomorrow.
hurrayyy =D
gonna continue studying fundamentals.

and darling wont be online today =(
hmm he went out with his sister.
oh well.

gonna play geo challenge in facebook.
see ya xD
Sunday, February 15, 2009 19:01 back to top?

i cant take it anymore

seriously i cant take it anymore.
i hate it when you treat me like im some small kid.
its just not fair.

youre the one who suggested to go JE to find my bag.
when it is not something that i like, you got angry.
saying how fussy i am.
look who's talking.
you once said it urself "why buy something that you dont like? when you end up not gonna use it?"
what happened now?

youre the same too anyways.
you can get fussy at times too.
dont blame and scold me because of that.

you just dont understand how i feel dont you?
i took broadband just to make you happy.
and still you have no idea about it.
why not give me a little bit of freedom?
a freedom that an 18 year old deserves.

stop treating me like some small kid who will get lost so easily.
you think that i will stray?
yeah i know you cared for me.
but this is not how u care.
yeah u gave me the things that i want.
but freedom.
you think its okay and such.

yeah i admit you gave me freedom
but what issit when u kept calling and sms me
"what time youre going home?"
"where are you now?"
please la. im really sick and tired of this.

i really dont want to rebel okay.
im just not someone who would rebel.
but its just too much.
fine, you said u dont wanna go out with me anymore.
then fine.
ill go out on my own after school.
going to places that you never went before.

yes. bugis with my friends.
u doesnt have to know.
why? even if you know, u will just continue and making me pissed with your reasons
"why bugis? cant u go any other place?"
"bugis is not a good place"
what kind of reason is that.

im curious to explore okay.
please just understand me.
i really had enough.....

its good enough that i dont mix around with those bad companies.
what more do you want?
ure like making me feel going home is a prison okay.

sit at home and rot.
facing my com whole day long.
playing psp.

its terrible.
please just treat me like im an 18 year old......
Saturday, February 14, 2009 14:14 back to top?

mishing you.

finally i can get my final fantasy VIII to play.

but even so, im still a lil sad.
darling is busy today. as in super busy.
and tonight's he's not going to go online =(
he has some events at his station.
its the second time in a week...
oh well.

went to Jp with mum just now.
looked through the lower primary maths and english.
yeap i can do them =D
so yeah probably after my last exams, im gonna apply as a tutor.

bought some ballpoint pens too.
and this really cute looking carrier bag.
which could also be used as a laptop bag xD
and its yellow flowers =D

hmm i guess thats all for now.
missing you lots darling...
my addiction.
love you...
Friday, February 13, 2009 15:41 back to top?

should start studying FE

card balance:$21.98

i really should start studying FE.

just finished talking to dear on the phone for 32 minutes =S
oh well. had fun with him yesterday night.
mind you not that kind of fun if youre thinking otherwise.
its that kind of fun where I laughed non stop.
he said he was just making up for tuesday night. =D

so yeap.
woke up late today.
and im still sleepy and yawning a lot.
oh well.

gonna eat lunch now.
see ya =D

things to be done by the end of the day:
#1 write java notes in java txtbook.
#2 finish up fundamentals paper.
#3 read fundamentals textbook.



night
thanks so much darling for the top up of my prepaid card.
and yay k nite is on =D
and darling will be online later after k-nite xD

mishing you and loving you darling.

and hurray final fantasy VIII can be played in my psp =D
*jumps around*

Labels: to-do

Thursday, February 12, 2009 13:07 back to top?

i should stop counting.

card balance: $12.63

seriously i should stop counting. its like so making the days passing super slow.
#1 2 more weeks till exams gonna end.
#2 3 more weeks till im meeting darling.
#3 2 more months till dear finishes his NS.
#4 4 more years to.... =X

aite. after exams are done, i am like so finding a job.
hmm anyone reading this has siblings which are at lower primary school level?
well, because i was thinking of being a lower primary school tutor. maybe maths? or english if possible. so yeap.

neways today.
went to school late.
met up with sherr at 9 plus. went to FE lab to hand in the report and then return the chips. so yeap. after that we're done. we both ended up playing psp in class =S but the teacher asked us to play somewhere else. lol.

went to sit outside Nwkin lab benches.
sat and played dj max 2 fever with sherr =D
then after some time, went in the lab did the whole thing.
we were just too lazy to install linux. and our router was having problem today.
we just need to finish the DNS part and then we're done. =D

and so finally,
both our miniprojects are finally over.
means its time to really start studying for my fundamentals elec paper and Java paper.
urgh java paper.
i have no idea how to really pass the paper sia. even though its open book. but still. its like urrrggghhhhh......

oh well.
i promised darling to study well.
so i have to fulfil my promise!
i will try my very best darling ♥

after lesson,
went to clementi and ate at Ramen Ten with sherr,seetheng,minli && isaac.
halal japanese food.
i ate this teriyaki chicken dried ramen.
which is the same cost as my usual pairs of shoes =X $9.90
but its nice. seriously.
isaac ended up eating 7 plates of sushi =S
sherr and seetheng ate 3 or 4 i think. hahax. i ate none.

then after eating our main dish, we went to look at the sushi that was continuing moving around. and yeap it was nice =D

went home after that.
played psp for a lil while then went to talk with darling on the phone.
3 plus to nearly 430 =S
it was so nice to talk on the phone with you darling.
how i was really missing you yesterday♥

aite i guess thats all for now.
see ya =D
need to continue my fundamentals elec paper which was half-way done. =X
hahax.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 18:46 back to top?

ku merindu♥

card balance: $16.68

okay im so in love with this song. thanks to my darling again for this awesome awesome malay love song =D



Ku berjanji,
Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku
Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku

Ku selalu, merindu cintamu
Yang selalu ada di jiwaku

the same promise for you my darling ridzman♥ =D
and i love the starting of the song xD hehex. its so.. ting kling. lol!

today.
went to school early =D
met with sherr and had early brunch at 10am =S
i wasnt feeling well today and i have difficulties in breathing. im mean seriously difficulty in breathing. my back hurts and everytime i breath, i could feel the stretch. it was so terrible! and i didnt even finish my chicken rice. because i was so trying to control the pain of my back and trying to breathe properly. terrible. probably stress. but oh well. felt much better after that.

went to class. and yeap. critical reasoning skills essay
terrible =S i did about "singapore youth are only concerned about pursuing carreer and wealth..." bla bla bla. i did planning but ended up with finding only one argument. lol. class ended and thats the end of critical reasoning skills module =D

lesson ended and all of us are like walking blindly. ashraf suggested Mcdonalds. so yeap. we went to Mcdonalds for lunch =D reached Mc, karthik has to go. so left with me,sherr,minli,isaac and ashraf. i ate one large fries =D and then, bought minli the ice cream cone =D then we sat at the mcdonalds crapping about idk what. lol.

then after we're done, we decided to go jamming. the guys ideas. me and minli wanted to study instead. so end up the jamming room was fully booked. so we decided to sit at Relax @ Moberly. we sat there and crapped more. minli was doing her report. sherr was teaching isaac japanese. ashraf was just disturbing people and vendalising tables =X and me. wanting to do fundamentals paper but couldnt do any of it because i have no book and laptop =S

so i ended up staring into space. thinking about darling and listening to all those craps. then a group of students went to play the wii. watched them play and it was like so funny. lego indiana jones. laugh at there non stop. then they group of students left i still find myself with nothing to do and replying darling's sms. ashraf was like kept playing with sherr's hp. and i was the middle party. minli && isaac. sherr && ashraf. lol! im so neutral xD well because my darling is somewhere out there...♥

went to jamming room after that. the guys were like playing with the guitar while i was talking to darling on the phone outside the jamming room. i miss him... i really do.... the way he talks on the phone... the words he said.. those promises. its so promising.... and i really dont want to leave him. and today he has night exercise. and im like so sad. my darling not here today. and im like super sad. but he doesnt let me! and he told me that im in his heart always and i reply he is always in my heart and sooul too.... i miss him la!!! and its killing me without him by my side. its like an addiction. its like he's all i think about..im so in love am i?♥

after that, minli has to go off then left with me,sherr,isaac and ashraf.
i played with the drums and im like so hitting the drums super hard. i didnt realise. haha. its like loud. sherr was like "eh you dare hit until so hard?" lol!! i think its the loveee... i have for my darling xD

yeap played with the bass guitar. i have no idea why. but yeah. played with piano also. it was a fun day i guess. xD except now darling is still not here..

oh well. i guess thats all for now.
and i figured im weirder nowadays.
#1 i cant stand it when forks and spoons smacks each other.
#2 my mood swings? not angry. but super sensitive. as in i can cry super easily.
and i guess darling saw my mood swing yesterday =S hahax.

aite thats all for now.
see ya =D super long blog.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 19:06 back to top?

school; very early =S

card balance: $17.78

okay seriously im like supposed to come school late today. wanted to slack at home and helped mum with chocolate muffins =S hahax. but oh well. here i am in school. blogging and playing with pet society. i have till 1300 to at least do one fundamentals paper =D

im alone in the library and im bored.

oh well. see ya =D

java class
bored. so lonely =S

minli's late.
sherr's not here.
darling busy.
what a day.

at home
what a short day today.
overall: a lonely and boring day =S
and dear accompanied me on the phone during IDEAs.
which ended like less than an hour?

i was the first one to left class. oh well.

and ohs pet society.
valentine's day week.
i want so many things from there!!
example:
#1 thaat cute love-shaped headbands.
#2 white roses.
#3 love balloons =D
#4 that heart teddy bear.
#5 that black dress.

but so sad. im super broke =S
i managed to buy the bubble white dress anyway.
the black seems nicer. hmm maybe i should buy the black one.
which of course match with my darling =D

i need coins man!
oh well. i have this whole week =D

valentine's day week
yeah not supposed to celebrate it.
but think about it, why do people have to make this day so special?
isnt it more like everyday being the special person is a special day?
and why do u buy roses/ferrero roches on valentine's day?
cant u buy it on some other day? weiiirrdd..

oh yes.
i miss my daarling.
i treasured those times when
im with him;
smsin him;
talking on the phone with him;
chatting & webcamming online with him.

i guess that all i can do right now.
not meeting each other most of the time.

just hang on a little while norlin
two more months he finishes his NS
and so we could at least meet up often.

ohs im so missing him lotx.
the next time we're meeting
4th of march //exact one month since we last saw each other.
neways; JAPANESE GARDEN! HERE WE COMEEEEE!! =X

hahax. oh well.
waiting for him xD
and i love my henna nails xD

oh well. see ya xD
Monday, February 9, 2009 11:18 back to top?

migrain

card balance: $19.20

urgh.
i went shopping today but still it causes me migrain =S irritating la!

finished another maths paper today.
i still need to do:
#1 networking report.
#2 java revision paper.
#3 read fundamentals topic.

ive got nothing much to blog about now actually.
and dear's online =D

aite gotta continue my stuffs.
see ya.

PS: skipping morning lessons tmr xD
Sunday, February 8, 2009 18:46 back to top?

one paper done. lots more to go =S

card balance: $19.45

okay im officially in love with jiwang songs =S thanks to my darling =D

neways there's this stupid lizard very irritating! kept playing with me. *hides behind my cupboard* after some time *come out* then *hides again* idiot la!!

neways one maths paper is done. the C section really is a lil hard =S i gave up on the very last question. hahax. oh well.

nothing much today i guess.
will still look for shoes tomorrow.
flats shoes =D darling's suggestion xD

mondo was having sales of shoes. HEELS AT $10 can????
walllaoooo.
when im looking for heels, flats will be cheaper.
when im looking for flats, heels will be cheaper.
IRRITATING!!

and the heels at mondo.
so damn nice can! like what? 3-inch heels? =x
im like so the heartpain. hmm. maybe next year as in year two. i think im gonna be back with full heels xD
but not when im with dear. =D
i,norliin, will not wear heels when im with my darling,md noor ridzman =D

aite i guess thats all now. see ya xD
Saturday, February 7, 2009 20:25 back to top?

random stuffs

sherr tagged me. so yeap. here i am =D

25 random things:
i) im suddenly in love with malay songs =S especially those jiwangs xD
ii) i want to eat. but i dont have the mood to.
iii)i wanna go shopping with darling♥ at BUGIS.
iv) i wanna go shopping for shoes && tube dresses with Liyana&Rohani.
v) i wanna go to Japanese garden with darling♥.
vi) i want to hug with my darling♥. //
vii) i want to play DJ MAX black square =S
viii) i wanna gain weight && lose weight at the same time. // i know its not possible =X thats why its random.
ix) i want to buy a new pair of shoes tomorrow.
x) i wanna play bowling with my brother.
xi) Money$$.
xii) white roses&&sunflowers♥♥
xiii)i had nutella and toast bread for dinner.
xiv) i hate menses cramps.
xv) i just yawn =x
xvi) i hate eyebags.
xvii) "its a love story;baby just say yes"~taylor swift.
xviii) i feel like eating kinder bueno.
xix) "ku juga mencintaimu"~saiful
xx) i wanna take more photos with darling♥
xxi) i wish darling stays nearer to me. or vice versa.
xxii) i have messy hair.
xxiii) i want to perm my hair =X
xxiv) mummy&daddy is watching tv.
xxv) i guess im gonna be back with maths exams papers.

Tags 5 People to write 25 random things
;dayak
;whoever.
;whatever.
;anything.
;nothing.

LOL xD aite see ya♥♥

Labels: bulletins

Friday, February 6, 2009 20:16 back to top?

mood swings? maybe not =D

card balance: $21.80

today is finally friday =D whee~

school was as per normal today. maths class was kinda short today. especially the tutorial. xD
hmm did the maths quiz today. and yay 18/20 =D
but hey, its open book. so yeap. i was referring to my notes xD then class ended and then we went to photocopy sample papers.

we somewhat spammed the whole thing can? the total costs of the whole stack of papers was like.. $13.60 =x can you believe how many papers were there when one piece of paper costs $0.05 =x haha. sherr was like super embarassed. i think the people who was there looking at us waiting for the paper to finish printing was like "wth? so many papers =S" hahax. its 3 copies of most of the sets. hahax. oh well.

we're gonna print it once and never gonna print it again =S hahax.
after we're done with the papers, me and sherr was like separating each stack and staple. xD then after that, went to buy lunch. and went home.
yeap. skiiped gems today =S

lazzyyy laaa!!
thought of starting my papers in the afternoon. but ended up taking a nap from 2 all the way till 5 =S in pain la. stupid menses cramp =S and besides, my eyes was like super super cannot open. hahax.

oh well. at least ive done my maths revision paper. which like. finallllyyyyy....
hahax.
okay here's the list of papers which are yet to be done :
Maths:
#1 2008/2009 SEM 1
#2 2007/2008 SEM 1
#3 2007/2008 SEM 2
Fundamentals Electronics:
#1 2008/2009 SEM 1
#2 2007/2008 SEM 2
#3 2007/2008 SEM 1
Java Programming:
#1 Revision paper
Others
#1 Networking Report

so many papers.
and im like super lazy to come for lessons next week =S
Monday
` Fundamentals lecture: can skip. maybe not?
` Networking Tutorial: can skip.
` Java: cant skip.
` IDEAS: tap card; give CD; go home.

Tuesday
` CRS: exams
` networking lecture: can skip.
` fundamentals tutorial: cant skip? can i?

Wednesday
` fundamentals lab: hand in report and goes off =D.
` networking lab: finish two more parts and then give report.

Thursday
` maths lecture : maybe cant skip.
` java : maybe not.

Friday
` maths: hmm maybe not =S
` gems: OF COURSE SKIP! =x

lol yeap.we shall see how. ohs and maybe wednesday going jogging with minli and sherr in school? dont know yet la. see how =D

aite i guess thats all now.
see ya♥

missing you darling xD
&& loving you lotx♥♥
19:32 back to top?

randomness&& java -.-

to dayak:
im so soryy tk nmpk you. or maybe i nmpk u but not sure if its you or not =S so sorry okay? next time kite should just tegur-menegur. haha. at least better than tk tegur at all kan? hehex.

now in Java class.
gonna be our interview for Java assignment soon. seems scary sia =S
while waiting we're like supposed to do the revision paper. but heck i had enough of java and codings and programmings for this week.
hope to do it at home tonight. hope only xD

ohs and bad day today:
#1 overslept. =x was super tired because of walking too much yesterday.
#2 my pink flip-flops broke =S hahax. as in the middle part came out. tried using scotch tapes but still no hope. minli offered her slippers. and i asked rohani to bring her sandals. hmm nvm later i use rohani's sandals =D

currently :
#1 in need of flip-flops
#2 belt to secure my white jeans =S

hmm.
okay here's something random;

#1 I WANT TO GO TO JAPANESE GARDEN AGAIN WITH DARLING!♥♥
#2 I WANT TO GO SHOPPING WITH DARLING AT BUGIS!!!!♥♥

aite okay i guess thats all i can blog about now.
later meeting rohani. accompanying her to Bugis as she wants to buy a bag.
ohs talking about bag, i need a bag myself.
but not now. should have bring extra money.

oh well. thats all xD
see ya =D

second part: at home?
halfway doing maths revision paper and i suddenly forgot how to do stem&&leaf diagram. =S

oh well. im hungry and im so so lazy to cook maggi.
can someone fed-ex some cooked instant noodles to me =S hahax.

so yeap. sandals broke down. thanks to minli who borrowed me her slippers instead =D
ohs and java interview wass okay i guess. we were like figuring out whats the null for =S and ohs she asked me to change some parts, me and sherr somewhat gave it up. like how we gave up specification 4 for our fundamentals miniproject =S

hmm...
where is my darling.......

neways, today went to Bugis with Rohani.
she wanted to find a new bag and so i accompanied her.
yeap sherr met rohani and vice versa =D

reached Bugis, we went to eat first at Long John Silver.
then we went to walk around to look for her bag. she bought one for $28 i think. then she bought for me a yellow belt. since i am so in need of a yellow belt for my stupidd white jeans =S

with the yellow belt, my jeans was super super better =D
and yeap we took some photos xD
3 of the pictures are taken at Bugis Junction toilet. super nice =D





then we took train back to school. for her actually. she wanted me to accompany her back to school. so okay la. went to the mrt toilet, snapped another two more pictures =D




aite thats all.
here i am waiting for darling and gonna continue my maths revision paper.
see ya=D
Thursday, February 5, 2009 11:20 back to top?

happiest and memorable day ever! except....

before i start my whole blogging, let me say these three things:
#1 happy 1st week anniversary darling♥
#2 of all days, why did it rains today?
#3 and im gonna miss sherri.

neways,
yeap. today is the first week of our anniversary.
norliin ♥ md noor ridzman

so yeap. normal lessons was fine.
but i kept yawing and yawning during fE lab because i woke up at 530am to do my networking report =S hahax.
oh well.

fast forward.
reached Jurong east at 1300 then waited for darling for about 1315 then he reached.
and i blushed by the sight of him in real life =S
haha we took the train and then, it was like shy sia. he sits beside me =x blushed again.
then we talked. i thought that im gonna like talk less or something. but instead, we talked like so much! and we really got along real good =D everytime we talk, ill secretly blush seh. =x

reached boonlay and we talked like as if we know each other for a long long time. hahax. then reached jurong point, we went to eat at banquet first. then we walked to banquet and he holds my hands! =x *blush and its like so firm his grip but nice and comfy that kind.. awww...

and hmm. then we ate at banquet and *blushed* everytime i saw him looking at me eating. yucks la i cant eat when people see me eat! lol. except for my close friends like sherr and rohani and liyana. so yeap, after eating, we went to find for my prepaid. and yeap. finally i bought my prepaid. hahax. will start using tmr.

after that we went window shopping for ridzman's clothes =D and its like so funny. there's like this one button down shirt. looks super nice! but wow. the costs was like what? $40++ can?? hahax. and yeap. i told him i like to see him in button down shirt. darling darling! if u wanna go shopping for new clothes, i wanna go with you can!!!!! hehex xD

then after that, we walked around to find darling's sister birthday present. we went to kiddy palace. and ended up buying "EEYOORRREE" hehex. both of us was like buy "EEEYOOORREE" "EEEYYOORREEE" hahax!! crazy arent we? lol. after we're done buying the "EEYOORREE", took train to chinese garden. and its my first time going there! instead of going chinese garden, we decided to go to japanese garden instead =D

darling suggested japanese garden =D and we have to like walk so far can!
as in really so far! but we talked along the way to the place that he wanted to show me, end up the walking distance wasnt as far. we were walking holding hands and talked all the way. and yeap. the holding hands. it was like just happened =D

along the way, there's this white bridge we have to cross, and there's turtles in the water!! yeap i took pictures of it =D



cant really see the turtle. i was afraid that i dropped my phone instead =S hahax!

finally we reached the place. we have to climb a lil hill to get to the top of the whole place to sit . it was so so so nice the view up there! and yeap. pictures. and our first picture turns out great!!



the second picture i didnt expect that okay! *blush

ohs and while we were sitting down; darling took out my ring and put it back =D its like im his xD awww shweeett! *blush

more pictures ahead =D






darliing =D; darling and i with the scenery behind us; the view infront of us;view behind us; the view with a blue construction lorry behind us =.=

yeah and then we took more photos =D
he wanted to bring me somewhere else actually. but its getting late and it does look cloudy =S






darling and miee =D; over the white bridge, we saw fishes! there's so many fishes in the sea, but there's only one for me and its you my darling ridzman =D; pargoda from far. together with the dark clouds =S; us without the pargoda xD hahax!

more pictures again!





this pic is weird, because it cant load in my hp when it is taken with my hp but in computer, it loads perfectly fine =S; darling xD; us with the pargoda again and also the dark looking clouds xD; turtles again =D go swim turtle. swimmy swimmy =D

then we walked over the bridge and near to pargoda. then we saw someone familiar. yeap it was daniel and farah. lol. me and darling was like "is that them?" then ended up darling asked me to call daniel. and yeap. it was them. lol. oh well, we were like walking and then, suddenly drizzle and heavy drizzle and rain heavily! we stopped by at the shelter and talked. and so, we had a lot of things in common xD
#1 dimple on the right side.
#2 take combined humans : ss & history
#3 loves durians xD
#4 loves blue color

and i was like telling him, can we just play in the rain? haha. he didnt want to actually because afraid its gonna spoil my lappy. then in the end, we walked in the rain. because if we were to wait till the rain stops, its gonna be late. so yeap, we walked in the rain. and it was like so fun xD and its the most memorable day. the day we met and date in japanese garden, we walked in the rain xD hahax.

then by the time we reached chinese garden mrt, we were drenched =S haha but thankfully my lappy is fine xD we tried to dry ourself somewhat then its okay xD then we wanted to take bus to lakeside but instead, we took train. my last train ride. lol. its been seriously super long since i last went home by taking bus at lakeside. =S ever since i broke up with daniel. lol. oh well,

me and darling took 154 home and yeap it feels so nice to lie on his shoulder xD even though we're still drenched somewhat but who cares =D so yeap.reached home and i couldnt rest properly =S

everytime i close my eyes, the image of darling and i appeared in my eyes. so ended up i cant rest properly and cant stop smiling to myself. so i ended up sitting on the bed and smile to my ownself *blush* hahax.

oh well.
im guessing the next time im meeting darling is next month =( boo hoo hoo.
well, thats where trusts comes now. its okay =D i get to see my darling online webcam. so its better than nothing.

i love you so much darling.
youre the light in my life now.
please dont ever leave me.
i dont wanna to be far from you darling....

ohs and sherr pointed something out to me.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
.stranger ~ hilary duff // ooo.. meaning i will find a stranger who is gonna be part of my life? ooooo sccaarrrryyy =S

and i guess i found my "stranger" and its you darling♥
its coincidence? maybe. maybe not.

aite thats all la. im so tired now blogging super long. see ya xD

tired.
shoulder in pain.
legs in major pain. too much walking.

and PS:
Japanese garden is the most romantic place to be on a date♥

ohs and sherr.
im really gonna miss you...
its not gonna be the same without u in class......
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 19:33 back to top?

urgh

im getting sick at the moment well, due to the never-ending stress that im having right now!
urgh. please for once i wanna rest fully and have aver very long sleep with nothing to worry can?
well of course. work hard now.enjoy later. but even so, iam super super tired. and its super super irritating. urrrgggghhhh!

here's are the list of my never-ending stress.
#1 fundamentals miniprojects.
#2 networking report.
#3 networking miniproject.
#4 delete function of java.
#5 organise java.
#6 options
#7 revisions for exams
#8 exams.
urgggghhhhhhh

and so my darling have to go off =(
not much of webcammy today.
but its okay. at least we did a short while.
our secret wave.
and im so excited to meet you tomorrow darling♥
so yeap. you never fail to brighten up my day =D
loves you lotx darling♥
mmmuuaaahhxx!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 19:00 back to top?

lalaland

note to self:
#1 fundamentals notes.
#2 print fundamentals latest exam papers.
#3 print maths papers.
#4 do revision paper.
#5 finish JAva.

im done with my registration.
and i havent study my networking quiz =S hahax

oh well.
see ya!

java class

super super cold.!
and assignment still not done yet =S
and its due this thursday latest?

and so my abg wanna go bowling.
lol.
i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go!

but i have IDEAs presentation sia! -.-
and btw, its still not done yet. =S
its like the worst presentation ever! =x


you'll be the prince and ill be the princess;
its a love story;
baby just say yes♥


at home
okay few things happened to me.
not really a good monday to start the week but oh well.

here they are:
#1 my left eye swollen.
#2 i woke up late.
#3 i nearly sprained my ankle while walking on drains.
#4 orange juice makes me pee alot.
#5 i nearly lost my java assignment.
#6 i dropped my hp once in the toilet.
#7 i dropped my hp again while waiting to photocopying.
#8 i nearly trip on chair & nearly fall on my face after saying "so sweet" when i saw shawn and shibao hugging =S

and so yeap. let me explain #5
i was like clicking dont know what. then suddenly my whole folder on my assignment all gone from netbeans =S i was like.. "wth wth wth!!" lol. panic like mad! then suddenly i asked sherr for her thumbdrive. then the whole folder of assignment was in her thumbdrive!!! me and sherr was like hugging!!! LOL!!!! scaryy siaa!!

so yeap.
IDEAs was totally rushing can?
hahax! we were the second one to present. so yeap. hahax. so chaotic. rushing everything in a matter of like.. 15~20 minutes? hahax!

after that went home.
talked to darling all the way home.
thanks so much for accompanying me home through phonecall darling =D
you really never fail to make me happy xD
and im sorry for my sad morning today.
and i will do my best for exams.
thanks for the concern for my studies darling =D
i love you lots ♥

ohs ohs!
played pet society just now. =D

so cute right =D
darling and my pet hugging ♥
♥perfect & cute couple♥
Monday, February 2, 2009 09:18 back to top?

randomness

okay ive changed my blog to something that is super blank without any pictures. except the picture of the fashion thingy. ill find some other time to change the picture. neways; i have networking report to do!

hmm yeap.
ive made my choice.

to sherr:
please try to work on ur java part if possible ya?
i did my part. so i hope you do yours.

hmm i guess thats all.
im really gonna start working on my networking report now.

see ya =D

to mr sunshiine:
please dont be moody. seriously it scares me =S
neways, i love you♥    
Sunday, February 1, 2009 21:02 back to top?