okay im seriously super tired.
kendarat today was okay i guess.
pretty much relaxed than last week.
but still after a few hours, i was starting to walk like a robot.
seriously im having serious pain on my foot.
stupid heels :X
okay okay not really high heels u know.
its thosee teeny lil bit of heels.
its not the heels that causing me the problem.
its more like the front part.
my toes are like squeezing each other.
and when that happens, my second toe on my right, the toe nail is like going in to my flesh :S eewww and yes its pain.
damn tmr have jemputan.
how i wish i could just wear slippers :X
so enuf said about kendarat today.
conclusion: im happy & i can go shopping for clothes :D
hmm..
i just have a random thought.
yesterday after three weeks or less of not going for gems, i finally went.
and i guess i went on the wrong day.
it was about.
and you know why its at the wrong day?
because i found 3 out of the 8 signs, i have them! :X
here they are. i dont think i rmbr them all.
but hmm i think i can find them in my blackboard.
*went to check*
*found it*
SIGNS OF A BAD RELATIONSHIP
# Monopolizes your time
# Wants you to “check in” many times a day
# Is jealous and/or aggressive
# Is aggressive in other areas
# Blames you for bringing out the worst in him or her
# Calls you names – degrades you in front of others
# Uses alcohol or drugs regularly
# Makes the relationship more than it is
wait. more like i have 4/8 :S
monopolizes your time
hmm... well not really right darling?
i do give you time to be alone right? right! hehex!
Wants you to “check in” many times a day
okay i do that. i admit.
but hey i was just being concern mah.. thats not wrong right! :D
Is jealous and/or aggressive
jealous yes. aggressive no.
hmm but hey. i thought in malay, "cemburu tanda nye sayang?"
being jealous is not wrong okay.
ill talk about this again later.
Makes the relationship more than it is
i dont really understands what this is about.
but its like when the lecturer explains its something like..
"you're my soulmate.. lets get married" or something like that.
whats wrong with thinking about the future man!
so yeap.
sorry love.
i dont want us to have a bad relationship okay? :(
hmm.
oh yeah lets talk about jealousy.
i guess its a common thing.
and girls tend to get jealous easily more than guys?(well i know its nt the same with everyone)
well, i dont see why jealous is 100% a bad thing.
yes it can be bad. yes it can be good.
cause by being jealous, you actually are trying to gain your trust in your partner?
well easily said than done.
as for me, i do trust ridz. of course i trust him
cause basically relationship is based on trust.
but sometimes the feeling of jealousy just appears out of nowhere you know
especially whenever it involves a person of the opposite sex.
irritating you know?
oh yeah.
i asked darling for advice on jealousy.
and the way he says it, he sounds so professional.
here's what he said.
"yes no doubt jealousy is a common. but jealousy will result in couples not having trust with each other. and end up quarrel always. u nk mcm tu?"
NO. i dont wanna be arguing and having arguments with him always.
its bad enough to hear him shout at me.
whats worst is arguments.
no no NO!
damn im hungry.
lols super random.
so yeah he said he learnt them from experiences and observations. and learning other people's mistake.
yes i guess its true.
alright la.
or those people who are having jealous issues.
its okay.
we are all humans and we feel the same way.
learn to trust your partner.
(tell that to yourself norlin)
and those minah minah merepek yg tkde keje except nk carik org layan diorg.
carik la llk lain yg tkde matair.
not the ones with matair.
im sure we girls dont like it.
if it goes to you, im sure u dont like it either.
alrighhtt..
im done here.
and darling is out with his brother and azim.
oh well :D
i know that if darling reads this, he will laugh and smile to himself.
right love?
hehex.
cant wait to see you on tuesday and wednesday
whee shopping on wednesday!
yayyyy!
love you darling :D
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