wonders.
im in love with wondergirls - nobody.
who cares if its korean.
i find it catchy.
and no im nt addicted with the korean version.
im addicted to the english version.
even so its not the original singers,
but it does still nice.
hmm.
tmr my gems presentation and i havent do much preparation about it.
was busy with NSM exam.
tomorrow NSM exam.
damn.
im not prepared seriously.
yes i did the paper and write notes on flashcards.
but even so, i havent finish reading and memorising them.
whats up with my brain.
could it be im affected?
affected with frequents small arguments between us.
could it be?
does the problem lies in me?
am i starting to create anger in you?
being irritating?
being demanding.
should i be like how i used to be the last few months.
shy and quite and never does show my craziness.
does that help to decrease the arguments in us?
if it does, im willing to do it.
just for you.
and most importantly, as long as it brings kebahagian and peace in our relationship.
im sorry if im being stubborn.
i know because of that we have our arguments.
i dont mean to hurt ur feeling in anyway.
im sorry if i do.
i love you and watever happens, the feelings will stay the same.
im sorry for being disappointed nowadays.
you working night shifts.
makes me feel lonely-er.
you are always with me.
in my heart.
and always been in my mind.
physically ure not here.
and why does i see a lot of couples around whenever im not with you.
whenever i look them, i will how happy to be with each other's side.
and it get me upset because ure not here with me.
a sense of jealousy too.
whhy must this happen to me when both of us are beginning to becoming normal couple.
going out often.
oh well.
i guess its just a part and parcel of being in a relationship.
for you, i will do anything.
seeing u smile could make me cry.
lol. funny how love works.
cry not because sad.
but because happy to see you smile.
oh well.
im done here.
nsm exam.
please be easy.
breakfast tmr.
10am.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
21:25
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