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i wanna feel wanted by you.

can you and will you?
i wish ur job is not as important as i am.

yes its for the future.
but i dowan to think about the future now.

i want to think about the present.
i wish i could stop the time when im with you.
spending my time with you.

we have been spending lesser time together now...
and i hate that......

Friday, February 12, 2010 22:22 back to top?
360th post

kay my blog is dead again.

im in the library right now.
and im not sure whether to go for nss or not.
even if i go, idk what else should i do.
screweeedd uppp!

and rwp;
i so dont feel of doing it.
and its due this friday!

and also my gems assignment.
shit arh stupid probability.

idk whats wrong with me but for this few days in this week ive been superbly tired.
and i so wanna take long long sleep.

ohs today i went to gym and i met this instructor.
he was like telling me about how to eat all those.
and so if i can rmbr....

#1 eat 6 times per day! in between of the 3 main meals, eat snacks.
#2 carbohydrates is a good source of "fuel" to our body.
#3 meaty food like chicken need a lot of energy to be digested.

so yeah i guess thats all
i think i shall try the 6 meals per day.
in between eat snacks.
okay i think its more like fruits snacks rather than chocolate snacks :X

i ran for about 20 minutes and i burned 110 cal :D
im happy.
but now im hungryyy.
im craving for a chicken rice :X
hmm maybe i should eat less chicken. cann i? hmmmmm

neways,today i have library assitant interview.
i really hope i get it.
im so wanting a job right nw.

i neeeed cashh and i need clothes.
and maybe heels. i miss shopping for heels :X

ohs and darling got his new specs today.
not fair... i so want to follow him.
then he dont let me..
not really dont let just that he said its to far away for me etc.
but that time i make my new specs, i asked him to follow and let him be the first one to see it.
then he make new specs then people from his work is gonna be the first one to see them.
not me.
okay i might be acting like as if im childish but seriously, i dont care.
i want to be childish.
its my problem. not urs.

and thinking back, when i was in sec 3, i always wonder,
"in 5 years time, how i will be?
how will i look like?
how will i dress?
what would i like to wear?
will i look different as i am in sec3?"
and some other things

and here i am. 5 years later.
20 years old this year.
and im still like this.
except i grow fatter :X
and ive been using makeups a lot often now.
im taller because i wear heels often. lols.
and i wear dresses with cardiganss.
anddd im still stuck with specs. which is just plain annoying!

ohs and think back, ive achieved quite somethings so far.
#1 6 weeks of travelling to changi by train by myself.
#2 able to stay up awake writing notes till 2 am.
#3 warning letter for skipping 3 lessons :X
#4 failing mst quiz. stupiiidd nss!
#5 able to gain weight by eatin lots of chocolates.
okay strike that off. thats nt really an achievement, doesnt it?
ohss!
#5 able to go gym for 4 straight weeks! yayyy :D
but still no diff :X

alright. i really think i should do something now.
wish me luck for the interview :D please please please let me get iittt!
seee ya :D

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010 12:32 back to top?


am such a bad girlfriend
that always ask for arguments from you.

i guess ive decided.
i shall just stopped talking.

i miss the feeling of wanted from you.
i wonder do u feel the same?

tomorrow.
4 feb is the first day i meet u last year.
how i wish i could be spending the day with u tmr.
i know u cant.

shit.
chest pain.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 20:53 back to top?
i wanna overdose on a kiss

shit arh.
kena warning letter!
stupid NSS! zzzzzzzzzzzzz
i dowan the letter to get to my parents!
i for sure will die if my parents see itt.

neways.
i have been much thought today.
after you told me to be independent.
shit i hate that word.

if thats what u want.
ill do it.
i need someway to do it now. and idk how.

i will try my best.
just for u okay.


i never looked back;
cross my heart and hope to die
i did it for love, love
a pretty thing called love, love
i wanna overdose on a kiss
will you be my drug, drug?
yeah be my drug,drug

and no, you'll never have to see
you'll never have to see me
never have to deal with me again
if that's what you want
and that's what you get
no, you'll never have to see
you'll never have to see me
never have to deal with me again
you'll never have to deal with me again


no the song have nothing to do with anyone.
i just like the lyrics xD

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 20:42 back to top?


i miss you.

when are u not going to be busy?
when is ur work going to let u have time for me...?






i can forgive but i find it hard to forget

Monday, February 1, 2010 19:51 back to top?
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