its finally the end of first week of school.

and school's been pretty much okay.

im just tired and sleepy.

3 days of morning lessons.

okay i admit. wednesday has no schoool xD

i loovee it xD

mm;

oh yeah.

yesterday went to meet with darling after school.

its been quite long since we talk about things.

so yesterday, we talked things out.

over mcdonald 70 cents vanilla ice cream. xD

shared ice cream and we talk talk, eat ice cream. talk talk, eat icecream. hahax

thanks for telling me everyting dear.

i will try my best not to keep anyting from you.

its just that sometimes im always afraid to tell things to you because im just so afraid that i will hurt you.

i hate to argue with you.

i hate seeing myself cry even.

i just want every arguments to just stop.

i love you ridzman. i really do....

lets realy find the old "ridzlin" back?

yes i know i told you i was worried if i cant find "her" again.

idk where she is.

but idk.. i just want "her" back....

want "her" back so that everything will be as peaceful as last time.