in class// wt lecture

im currently in class during wireless technology lecture and i guess time is passing super slow.

i cant even open my eyes and i guess i am dress very sloppily today =S
slippers to school.

btw i am using minli's lappy now.
note to self: bring lappy on thursday so that you wont be super bored during lectures!

aite a short blog for now. shall blog again later.
nitex....
i mean see ya.
damn im so sleepy!
11:32 back to top?

replacements of bad memories with good memories//

shopping day with darling as:
(1) girlfriend
(2) personal assistant
(3) image consultant
(4) future wife =DD hehex.

yeap not only im a student, i have two more part time jobs.
personal assistant and image consultant for darling =D

so lets get back to today.
wireless technology practical make up class at 8 till 10.
lessons were okay as usual.

lesson ended and went to wait up for darling at dover platform.
darling came and first we were both kinda quiet. lol i dont even know why! hahax.

then we took the train to Lavender.
and we talked and fills on each other after not meeting (in person) for quite sometime.
then we stopped by at lavender and walked to the army market that darling suggested.

went to lunch together and chicken rice =D
we both drank ice lemon tea. and its the season-brand one!
at least it will taste nicer with ice. no ice taste super pahit
and i guess thats also the reason for my sorethroat right now =S

after lunch, we went up to the shops and went to look at stuffs.
darling bought a black pants there. next we went to find for belt.
bought him belt. and then, we decided to go to Bugis.

took bus to bugis and we decided to went to walk around at bugis street.
went around there a lil while then we decided to go to the new mall.

the place is really huge. super big.
and the exterior of the mall itself reminds me of christmas. because they looks like snow flakes.
as for the interior, it is super big place.
we took this escalator up.
which is not even escalator to the 2nd floor. but its 1st floor esclator up to 3 or 4th floor(cant remember).
IT WAS SUPER SUPER HIGH!!
it was our very first time took an escalator up to skip floors! so cool!

we walked around there.
nothing much as most of the shops are not really open yet.
we went to the toilet (separate toilets btw)
and as for the girls cubicle itself, it has doors, and walls which are painted black!
can you like imagine? black walls and doors in a cubicle?
and when you close the door, it was like so dark inside =S scarry siaa!
but i like the overall toilet though. i mean outside the cubicle.
it has full length mirror. pretty cool toilet.

after walking around a little bit more in that mall, we both went to Bugis Mrt station.
darling went to top up his ezlink card then we decided to take bus to jurong east.

in bus 197.
we were cuddling and taking pictures and stuffs =D
so yeap here are the pictures.


and the bus was like cold. i mean seriously cold. that explains my sweater =D
ohs and darling made me cry twice. lol. its not entirely his fault. it was mine for being super sensitive. menses coming soon. of course im super sensitive!
to darling:
(1) i want to be in the present and be with you. i dont want to talk about the future without you. if its even possible, please let me stay in the present with you as long as we want..
(2) i would never leave you for not doing "that". (u know what "that" is) i wouldnt wanna even talk about finding guys. whats the use of finding someone else when you can only make me smile in a matter of less than 5 minutes of crying? no one is capable of doing that. its only you. please dont ask me to leave you and find someone else. i dont want to. and i will never want to leave you.

the journey from bugis to jurong east is really very long. but it felt so nice to be in darling's arms and be with him by his side. seeing his smile. sometimes i do wonder, if both of us met with ex-gfs, what will they think of me? im afraid of that.
maybe they will thinking that darling has bad taste for choosing someone with tudong. i dont know. im afraid to even find out.

reached jurong east, we stopped by at popular and bought myself a yellow file. thx darling. then we both decided to walk to IMM instead. according to me, "more quality time spend together" =D
we walked and talked and yes it was extremely super hot weather! super sunny!
but no matter what, being with you by my side is much better than anything. =D

reached IMM and we both went to Giant to get darling an office-wear shirt.
darling kept asking, "is this okay?"
then i will say "okay"
then he will buy. hahax. im like his image consultant =DD
he then settled on a dark brown shirt with stripes downwards. pretty nice =D

then we went up to Daiso to look at ties.
and went to look for ties that might match not only that brown shirt but also his other shirts.
finally settle on this silverish-white kind of tie. well of course i was the one who chose it for him =D

paid for the tie which cost only two bucks! so cool! lol.
and darling was so happy because he get to buy 3 things with only $30.
who cares about branded. as long as its good quality, then its good than enough =D

stopped by at mcdonalds and we shared a cone of ice cream =D
how adorable and sweeett xD
we shared ice cream and walked back to bustop.

took 98 home and it was irritating with the school kids around.
as in there's this indian students who were talking super loud. as if they really own the bus. and then there's this primary school kids who kept pressing the bell. it was so frustrating!
i told darling, "one more time, they press the bell, im gonna throw them my shoe"
then .. *ding dong*
but before i could really take out my shoe, darling hold my hands. hahax!

reached my block and bought him to this place.
a place where i want to replace my bad memories with good memories with darling.
we talked there. and darling never fails to make me cry. thanks so much darling.

got to go by about 4.
then it was nice to be with darling for the day.
6 hours together.

darling, good luck on your first day of work. no matter what, ill be here supporting you with all i can. and i will never ever stop loving you. thanks so much for the day. love yooouuu!!

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 18:25 back to top?

ordinary day// happy 3rd month anniversary♥

an ordinary tuesday.

stupid bus kept coming late.
its like i waited for 20 mins okay!
and its like by the time i reach school, it was nearly 10. like 5-10 mins to 10.
idiotic bus.

nothing much today.
except understand much better during mocoms practical.
thanks to the lab helper who helped me and minli explained in a much easier and a non-complicated way.
then lesson ended 15 mins early or so.

went to take a look at the new quadrangle or watever it is called with minli.
checked out the cafe. and tried the chocolate cookie.
i love that cookie. its super nice.

munched on the cookie on the way to mocoms practical.
nothing much also. the class was kinda dull i guess. but did learn quite stuffs.

lunch break at fc3.
with the normal 4 + jon people.
drank watermelon juice. i really miss the juice =D

sit and crap around till 145 with the 4 - jon.
and isaac has this "virus" from thik.
thik kept saying about passion. passion.
never complete your sentence means no passion? ~according to thik.
lol. its super crap.
so isaac kept saying the word "passion" here and there to somewhat irritate thik. lol

went to class for maths tutorial after that.
nothing much. the class was super cold.
did maths and the lecturer is a soft spoken teacher.
but the way she teach when you ask her a question, she wil explain slowly that kind.
nice lecturer =DD
but its irritating when its lecturer. because the class will be noisy and no one doesnt seem to listen to her.

tomorrow is wednesday but still have to go school.
make up wt practical for friday.
going out on a date with darling after that =D yayyy xD

aite i guess im done now.
ohs and btw.

Happy 3rd month anniversary darling!
sorry for not being a proper gf this month.
been forgetting lots of stuffs lately.
we shall make our relationship better in the following months okay!

love you lootxx!
mmuuahhx!♥♥

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 20:49 back to top?

library duties//

its been a really long time since i done library duty.
went to do library duty today.

first i was asked to just help with the self help machines on level 1.
then i found out that i was super bored.
i mean everyone knows how to use them. why even need volunteers to help them ? =S

then i asked the librarian.
"issit possible for me to do library duty for one hour only? or maybe helped with the shelving or things like that?"
then she was like, "hmm okay. u cn maybe shelf dvds"
i was like "i see. my fav =D"

first time i went to the new dvds area and i was kinda shocked to how the place was.
big and its just so comfortable to do shelving there.
after im done with shelving, i was asked to help with the self help machines there.
its for those who need to borrow dvds.
its was chaotic. and quite a lot of people. fun though.

library duty ended and went to class for wireless tech tutorial.
and i was extremely exhausted by then.
its like so much of talking and repeating of the same things.

reached class, tap card then asked my lecturer, "lecturer, can i go buy drink?"
and he said "yes can" lol.

came back to class after a cup of iced milo.
then did wt tutorial. and lesson ended. nothing much.

next was nsm practical. nothing much also actually.
did the practical two with thik and ash.

aite i guess im done here.
nothing to blog anyways.
gotta chat with darling. see yyaa!♥
Monday, April 27, 2009 19:02 back to top?

stop assuming.
Sunday, April 26, 2009 20:55 back to top?

love relations gems is loved!

today is fridayy! yeaahh!
tomorrow is weekend.
finally, i so need more sleep. two days of waking up early with lectures =S

today the lesson starts with network and server management lecture.
the lecturer is nice. he will makes silly jokes and make people laughs. but even so, i still couldnt keep myself awake =S
lesson ended half an hour early. went to fc5 popular with the usual 4 people.

the guys wanted to buy the network and server management txtbook.
since the popular wasnt open till 10am, we then decided to sit at the new fc5 benches. pretty cool. i mean not only the benches are cool looking, but also the place. super cold =S

after the guys bought the book, we went to class after that for wireless technology practical. nothing much except okay arh. lesson ended at 12 and went to lunch.

on fridays, everyone seems to go on separate ways =S hahax.
so well i decided to go moberly to rest an enoy the sun while waiting for gems at 1.
stopped by at cafe after that to grab myself oreo blended. i miss that drink xD

sat at moberly till about 1245 then walked all the way to T1A51.
reached class and met this girl who is friendly and got to know her name to be kathylin. more people came and yeah there were all friendly looking.

sat in class and even the teacher is very jumpy-and-not-boring-kind.
he said he wont do lectures alot and he will do activities instead. so it was fun when he started numbering us and then ask us to stand in a group.

then in a grp we asked to cross our hands and then, hold hands with the person beside. then we have to somewhat form another circle without letting go. so it was pretty fun and my group members was like supportive and funny kind.
the holding hands represent problem in a relationship. how to solve the problem is by compromising,communicating,empathy and others.

the next one is even more knot. so when there's knot, its like a real life relationship problem. we had fun though. then the next activity was about trust.
and its like you have to blindfold one person and then the person is blindfolded have to fall backward. and the person behind must catch/support. thank god i was partner-ing a girl xD
that activity is about trust. when you trust ur partner then only your relationship can move on. and ohs i rmbred one thing. its okay to lose an argument. because if u kept wanting to win, you might lose the relationship. and sometimes the best solution to a big problem in a relationship is to just break up. that is if the problem could not be solve-able.

then after that trusting activity, he number us again and then we now sit together as a group. and my group was kinda the loudest =S we introduced ourselves and there were five of us, fish,myself,kathylin,lens & venna. and they were the loud bunch xD

after discussions, the lecturer showed us a movie. part of the movie that is.
castaway if im not wrong. then somehow, lesson ended. and i so enjoyed the lesson =DD

aite i guess im done now. needa do tutorials and stuff like that.
so see ya =D
and darling not in the mood today. well i guess people have days when they are moody.
its okay.but even so, im sure he will be fine soon. i really really hope so. take care darling. i love you darling. never would i want to get to another argument with you..

PS: make up lesson wireless tech practical on wednesday,29 april. i hope darling can make it after 10.

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Friday, April 24, 2009 18:02 back to top?

never be stubborn again//

today is my first long day of lectures.

lectures from 8 till 3pm.
came school by taking train today since lessons starts at 8.
reached school still early.

called up thik and said meeting them together first before going to class.
as usual, the 3 guys came and waited for minli after that.

reached class the teacher was already there.
it was mobile communications systems lecture.
seriously, i find the lessons super dull =X
at first i find it super hard to keep my eyes open.
so not used to morning lessons =S especially lectures!
ate mentos to keep myself super awake. i guess it somehow works =S

lectures ended about 45 mins early though. since the first chapter is mainly the introductions.
so we went out and slack at the benches.
went to Mr bean with minli and bought some mr bean pancakes =D

went to the next class near 10 plus.
and i love that lecture theatre =S lol. as in it looks so nice.
it was wireless technology lecture.
6 of us took the back seat.
jon,isaac,ash,thik,me and minli.
then minli wanted to use ash lappy so she shifted to ash place and ash sat at her place.
then minli finishes using ash lappy then sit beside ash.
then both of them kept kacau-ing each other.
i was trying to concentrate. then end up i was laughing listening to both of them.
LOL. those two crazy part time couple. hahax!

lecture ended a lil bit early i guess and it was time for lunch.
went to eat at fc3 and again, 6 of us had lunch together.
found a bench finally but end up it was not really a good place.
because it was very hot there. very sunny.

bought lunch and sat and eat.
ohs and i didnt finish my food =X it was spicy & a lot. the rice i mean.
while eating, saw sherri,see theng and vanx.
sherri was very happily slapping and playing with thik, ash and isaac.
well if u dont believe me, here are the pictures. and seriously, it was chaotic!


isaac & ashraf holding hands. isaac was pretty cool about it.
"hold hands only what?" LOL.

an attempt done by sherri and see theng to tie ashraf's hair.
yeap they are successful. lol.

another view of ashraf's hair.

next class was maths lecture and sherr wanted to join class.
oh and yes she did.
the lecturer didnt even care.
and i pity the lecture though. she was like talking and like no one answers to her.
lol. i was like, "yes yes! understand"
then she said, "yeah i know you understand" lol!

actually i wasnt paying attention to her though.
was teaching minli maths.
and doing my own maths too =S
hey at least im still doing maths okay!

lesson as again ended early.
thought of meeting darling.
then called him up saying i wanna meet him
but when we were talking on the phone, he seems angry.
he wants me to go home but i didnt want to.
so ended up both of us are like arguing.

it was totally my fault because i was just being so stubborn.
im really sorry dear.
i promise i wont be stubborn again.

and darling want to meet up on tuesday.
and i totally forgot what date it was =X
it was our 3rd month anniversary!
i was so busy taking care of his plan and dates that i even forgotten about mine =S

oh well.
shall be meeting him on thursday instead.
finishes at 3.
shall go jg or something.
i kinda miss that place.

aite im done now.
see yaa. shall read about network and server management lecture and then wireless tech practical. see yaaaa!
Thursday, April 23, 2009 19:19 back to top?

afraidd//

i have no idea why im feeling afraid.

im afraid of losing you.
im afraid of when both of us simply ran out of things to say each other.
i dont want this to ever end.

i dont want us to stop talking to each other.
i dont want this relationship to start.

i just thought of our very first date.
how u brought me to japanese garden.
i remembered how scared i was. meeting someone so random in real life.
but when i saw you, how when we both talk like as if we have met somewhere before.
how we never even ran out of things to say.
i felt so happy.
it was like the most wonderful thing ever since that break up.

seeing you smile.
listening to you talk.
laughing with you. felt as if there was no tomorrow.
thinking of that now could even make me cry.

i cant be anywhere else except to be with you syg.
i dont want us to ever stop in this relationship.
you never fail to make me happy syg.
thanks so much for doing that syg...

okay i know im selfish.
i really dont want anyone to take you away from me.
i love you so much.
and we're gonna be together for three months soon.
thanks for bringing sunshine to my life once again.

i promise i wont hurt you in any way.
i promise to take care of you in everyway.
im sorry we couldnt go out often with each other like any other couples.
thanks to my strict parents.
soon okay.

i love you so much.
i really do..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 20:29 back to top?

wednesdays are no school days

today is a wednesday and i dont have to come to school for any lessons.

here i am at home just finish a few maths trigo questions =D
i now know how to do it though.
well i guess its those simple simple ones.

now i have no idea what to do.
probably continue readiing my book and stay online with darling =D

aite im done here. nothing interesting happening today.
well except a weird dream in the morning? =S
dreamt that i was pregnant. wth? LOL

hmm see yyaa!
13:37 back to top?

Norurinu second post//super dupper tired

doing maths.
stupid trigonometric identities.
out of 10 questions i did, i can only get about 2 or 3 answers to it -.-
its not even half lorrr!

urrgghhhh//

no schooll tmrr.
long day on thursday.
lectures all the way from 8-3pm. wth?

shall continue with maths now.
see ya!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 21:16 back to top?

Norurinu is very very tired && loves md noor riddzzmaann!

Your cute japanese name is Norurinu
found that in facebook and that is really a cute name =D

hmm. im feeling so tired.
its only day two of school.

today, went to school and returned some library books.
then i always have this problem.
whenever i go library, and heading to t10 after that, i got lost.
i mean seriously lost. hahax! its like idk where the hell i was walking towards to.
i have to go out again and walk the same place twice =S

after finally found my way to T10, saw thik.
then we went to sit at the benches and wait for ashraf,isaac and minli.
yes thank you minli for coming today =D
after some time, ashraf & isaac came and soon minli.

went up to class.
it was supposingly T1031.
all five of us thought it was our year one sem 2 class.
then ashraf and isaac went to open the door.
then we were like, "eh? no people!"
then we look at the class and it was T1036 instead =S LOL!
paisehhh. the class we were supposed to be its like the other side of the floor.

ohs and while we were going up to t1031, we saw sherr! hahax.
went to hug her. she's as bubbly as she is =D

back to where we are.
reached class and it was well, were kinda late actually =S
asss uussaallll =X
well the lesson was mobile communication systems.
and on the table, there were a lot of this equipments that are super alien!
thank god we're doing the experiments in pairs.
i did with Karthik instead.
there's this Oscilloscope. which do waves and such. its sooo physics-yy looking.

class ended one hour earlier.
so the five of us was like, "eh class end early!"
went to popular. bought that introduction to windows server book.
ohs and me and minli drop by at the fc5 toilet.
seriously, why the hell did they put the mirrors so high.
are the builders thinking girls are mostly tall?
even im wearing heels, it still is not fully clear of the mirror also.
irrittaatttinngg!!!

we then decided to slack around until the next lesson which was at 12pm.
went to library and browse some books.
while me and minli was looking at story books, the guys were looking at this book which was about the moon.
then we went over to them, and i ask isaac, "what book is that?"
"cheese"? lol!
he said moon looks like cheese.
and whenever he flips the page of the moon book, he will say, "melted cheese"
"curry"
"prata"
"mozarella"
LOL! and isaac found this book for Minli. it was a golden book for cookies i think.
and she ended up borrowing the book instead. hahax!

while going out, saw rohani =D
hugs her xD miss herrrr!

went to class after that.
which was.. mobile communication system tutorial.
well nothing much for the lesson also. the lecturer was just talking about the starting of things. so nothing much. even the lesson finish earlier.
was supposed to end at 1pm but finished by 1230 something.
so we ended up of having a reallly long break.
1230 till 2pm =D
we all decided not to have lunch first because during that lunch time, there will be super lots of people.
so we decided to sit at t12 pink-benches and slack there.
and jon was following us =S
we ended up sitting there and talking crap and playing with minli's phone =X hahax!

at about 1 plus then we head to have lunch at fc3.
ate chicken rice and ice lemon tea =X
seriously i cant seem to drink anything else except ice lemon tea nowadays =S
sat there and talk more craps with the four crazy people till near 2pm =X(ml,isaac,ash,thik)

class was supposed to be at T1553.
idk what happened to ash and isaac they said the class is at 3rd floor instead.
reached class and sat on the floor =X well that was me. i was just feeling super tired. =S
maths tutorial was the next lesson.
nothing much also. she just gave some course book and tutorial book. and im thinking of binding my book =S easier to read and more organise. shall reconsider again.
lesson as again ended early.
was supposed to end at 4 but end up finishing at 3 plus.

ohs and me and darling plan to meett up today after his interview.
i finish much earlier so i ended up staying in school for a while longer then met darling at clementi.
darling reached at about 4 plus though. its okay =D

went to print our picture.
we edit the picture to fit 4 smaller sizes in the normal 4R size.
then we both didnt realise we made 2 copies.
when the thing finish printing, darling asked, "eh why did we even print two?"
then i was like, "oh ya hor!" hahax! oh well, at least i have 4 of those smaller pics to put mostly everywhere.
and he acomppanied me to buy my own dinner.
then we took bus home together.
and bus rides with him are super super fastttt!! thats super irritating!
he didnt drop me off though, because he has to go to his aunt's house.
its okay =D

darling, thanks for accompanying me today.
even though its a short while. i had fun with you.
you never fail to make me smile, laugh and even blush.
thaannkkss darrrlliinngg xD

hopefully i could meet you again this week or something.
shall see how it is kiex?
love you darrrlliinng..

done here.
am super tired.
but need to read some things on mathss..

but hey hey!
TOMORROW NO SCHOOL DAAAYYY!!
18:10 back to top?

school//at home

im finally at home and there's something wrong with 'f' key on my laptop!
oh well.

first day of school and im like super tired!

well here's what happened today.
reached school about 1230 something then went to MRT and met up with Karthik.
he said he's waiting for Ashraf & Isaac.
so yeap, waited for them and talked junks with thik. lol.
Isaac was kinda late. so the five of us,(shibao joined after sometime) walked to T913 and was late for class for a few minutes.=S

reached class and realised, "hey there's one more girl in class"
and well, i didnt even talk to her =S
wireless technologies tutorial was first. nothing much but just some briefing.
the lecturer is Mr Melvyn.
he ended up 10 minutes early before 2pm.

went to take a short brake with Ashraf & Karthik to fc3.
i was like so wanting to drink ice lemon tea.
after i drank my ice lemon tea and drank about half of it, i then realised, "hey, im having sorethroat =S... oh well *continues drinking* =X"
after our short break, went back to class. and well the only one girl who was in the class earlier is just here to take wireless tech.
after she left, i realised i was the only girl left in the class =S

next was network & server management practical.
the lecturer is Shirley.
did the practical today and it was like i was really trying my best to concentrate and really keep my eyes open! lol.
the lecturer seems rushy though =S
oh well. she's a nice lecturer though.

ohs and we have to buy this book or network and server management.
we asked her, "how much will the book cost?"
she said, "less than $30"

after class ended, me,karthik,ashraf&isaac went to popular to check out the book.
and asked for the cost. it was, "$30.10"
so much for her "less than $30" lol.

i guess im done here.
im feeelingg super tired and sleepppyy =S
shall stay up till 10 so that i could be with darrlliinngg xD

there's something wrong with my "F" keeyy!! its like its stuck or something like that. oh well.
lessons starts at 10 tomorrow.
t1031. i love that class. because it has those very comfy chairs =X
hahax! aiitttee see yaa!!
Monday, April 20, 2009 19:59 back to top?

school//at homee

am still at home on the first day of school.
well what can i say lesson starts at 1pm.
and im gonna get ready to school soon anyway.

ohs and im gonna be alone today.
minli not coming. she's on MC.
oh well its okay =D

and bad news, im suffering from sore throat today.
damn irritating!
now i know how ure feeling darling.
there's like a lump in your throat whenever you wanna telan
note to self: get strepsils

aite im guess im done here.
shall blog again later after school if there is something to blog about.
so yeap//
see yaa.. gonna get ready for school and charge laappppyy...

let's hope everything turns out fine on this very first day of year two.
10:55 back to top?

holidays are over!

finally.
my two whole month of holidays are finally over!
im gonna start school tomorrow.

and usually school supposed to start early.
but tomorrow my school starts at 1.
and so thats good. i get to wake up later.
and get to watch tv even =X

hmm tomorrow's lesson will be at T913.
my year1sem2 networking essential practical class.
wireless technologies tutorial and network and server management practical.
lessons end at fiiveee =S
i hate going home at 5pm. both bus and trains are gonna be super super pack.
oh well its like a gift and take. starts late, ends late.

ive got nothing to blog now.
so see ya!
good luck to everyone that starts school tomorrow =D
Sunday, April 19, 2009 20:43 back to top?

bumble beeee

went out with parents today and seriously i look like a bumble bee.
you know those black-and-yellow kind of colors?
hahax. and somehow my whole outfit matched with my favourite yellow-and-black heels =D


ohs ohs and thank god i wore my yellow-and-black heels it doesnt even caused me any blisters. well maybe not yet. but please hopefully not. what it causes me is only tiredness on my feet =S but thats much better than blisters that caused you misery pain whenever you hit yourself with water =S
and i look kinda chubby nowadays. ate too much for two whole months at home.
oh i so badly wanna go to school.

hmm oh yeah i went out with parents to clementi.
and went to ate a plate of chicken rice.
and as I was waiting for my chicken rice, there was this customer who came to complain that the rice was extremely salty. i was somewhat wondering, usually the chicken rice there will taste extremely nice. so when i got my food and i taste it on my own. and yeap, it was really extremely salty. i never had food that was that salty before. and the salty-ness taste have destroyed my food! but i ended up finishing that salty chicken rice though =X i was extremely hungry!!
and i love the home-made ice lemon tea xD

hmm. then bought my two favourite donuts from munchy donuts xD
took bus to see dad's company and the one that makes me remember about his company is its red roof. lol.
sat on the bus and the bus was kinda pack. and there was this person who sat beside me and kept getting close to me. irritating. he kept langgar-ing me when im already trying my best to move as much to the side as i can. irritaattinngg!

stopped at jurong east after that and bought siti's birthday present. hmm she's 5 years old this year. and mum already bought something for her. but i was thinking of getting something else for her too. maybe some really cute children jewellery stuff? i shall save money. oh shit just remembered. i screwed my bills this month. which means i have to pay my bills. so i have to save money for siti's present and also dad's bill. and i have to get the present the week im starting school. means... $10 for bills, $10 for siti's present. im left for $5 for the week. wth??

hmm... then reached home rest for a lil while and went out with mum.
bought chicken rice again for dinner =S
oh mannn today itself i ate two plates of chicken rice and two kind of ice lemon tea. the season can-drink ice lemon tea and also the homemade ice lemon tea =S
i got addicted to it reall badd now =S thankx darliinngg =X

mmmm one more day till the end of my two months of holiday and then ill be back to serious work. school work and assignment and online tests =S
ohs and im thinking of joining a new cca this year. its to fill up my time. since i have such an empty time table.
SP Peer Support Club
kinda lazy to do library duties though. its like so an anti-social kind of cca. you do your duty and thats it. i had enough of library duty way back when i was in p5 and then joined again after i quit band in sec 4. shall try something else this year. this also helps me to keep myself busy and would not disturb darling so much when he starts working. but darling, one thing's for sure is that no matter how busy I am, i will still make time for you xD

talking about darling, im thinking of meeting you on Monday morning. maybe we could either sit and see how morning will be at JG or maybe find present for siti with me. im not sure though. anything is fine with me darling =D but i need reasons to go out in the morning first =S shall think about it.

and i had a wonderful dream this morning....♥♥

aite im done here. and i finished this extremely nice book.

seriously an extremely nice book. and darling said its from a movie. oh i really want to watch this movviieee!!

and btw, this author, is really fab! i mean seriously.
i read two of her books and they are just so interesting. =D
the first book i read from this author is..


whoever who loves reading book, do try books from cecelia ahern

aite im really done here and darling not online tonight darling went online just a short while just to put smiles on my face. aww how sweet. irritating parents. urgghhhh!
oh well its okay. see yyaaa
Saturday, April 18, 2009 20:47 back to top?

urgh

why must you always think that your're right.
you always think that im wrong.
fine now you got urself a perfect gf. the diamond of your dreams.
you dont have to say it okay.
because i know watever she says is always right and im always the wrong one.

you always think that i dont understand what love means.
everyone has different perspective towards love.
i can accept it if you are just giving me your opinions since you're my bestfriend.
but i really cant accept it if you always kept saying "you dont know what love is"
and u always think that im wrong and as stupid as anyone can be.

urgh so be it.

15:24 back to top?

blue name



woo. this is like my first being a blue in QO.
well i find this stupid irritating archer kept taking my spawn.
i was on PK mode and didnt realise he came over and i was scattering all of the place and i guess it hits him =D
lol.

hmm i know im not supposed to play QO.
well because im not feeling well today.
suddenly felt dizzy in the morning and went to take 2 hour nap.
and after woke up, ate lunch and felt like vomiting =S
no im not pregnant. hehex.

neways today is the last weekday of my 2 months holiday.
i cant wait to start to school all over again.
hmm aite im done here. see ya!
Friday, April 17, 2009 16:15 back to top?

schhooll.

i am looking forward for school to start.
i know tthis sounds really crazy/mad/etc; but even so, i really want to get back to school.

yes i know i have to deal with stupid trigonometric identities & wireless technologies & mobile communication systems & network and server management.
i really hope it wont be as bad as it sounds.
despite those horriblee-looking modules, im somewhat excited with my gems =D
Love Relations For Life- A Journey of Romance, Love and Sexuality

well sorry i didnt tell you about my gems darling =X
hopefully i can learn new stuffs to improve the relationship i have with you and also friendship. (since i feel like a total failure now =X)

hmm and also i have a wonderful timetable.
no school on Wednesday~~
and and and i wanna meet up with darling so bad.....

hmm but he has to work.
darling,
im really so sorry if i control you in any way.
im sorry if all i ever want to do is to be with you..
im sorry....

neways, was on High School Musical Marathon.
Hsm 1 till hsm 3 all the way =D
whhheee~~~

aite im done here//
see yyaa!

&&someone from blogskin have asked me to do a custom blog for her blog! and and.. she is going to charge me!! omg omg omg!! how much do people charge for those blog makers btw =S any idea anyone??
Thursday, April 16, 2009 18:37 back to top?

when your're not here

you went out today with you bestiies.
im sad & angry//

not with you.
you did nothing at all.
its just me.
im sad because how i wish i accompany you and get to know your besties.
im angry because i couldnt be there with you.
how lonely you're gonnna feel.
or maybe i felt lonely.

my trust for you has beginning to increase as the day pass by.
but now im like hating myself for being so selfish.
selfish of me that all i wish we could always be together.

but i kept telling myself.
i know youre gonna be happy. i know youre gonna smile and there will be lots of laughters.
thats important for me right now. knowing that you'll be happy with your besties.

sometimes i feel like i envy you.
you get to be with your bestfriends most of the time.
i miss my own girlfriends.
rohani;liyana and even sherri...
im sorry if i have been a total ass ever since i got myself a bf.
im sorry if i didnt talk to you guys when you're offline...
i feel such a failure.
both as a friend and as a girlfriend.
even my bestfriend daniel is probably taking his nap.

i need your hug right now darling ridz.....
i needd to hear your voice.
i need to see you smile...

such a failure...............
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 18:43 back to top?

headache

urgh.
headache.

went to take a look at my maths today.
trigonometric identities
i only take a look at it for hmm lets than an hour?
and guess what i was having headache like instantly. super frustrating!

went to take a two-hour nap after that.
darling called at about 4 plus and told me about his interview.
hopefully you get the job okay darling?
ill be here supporting you in watever jobs your're working as.
(as long as its not gigolo or "social escorts" okay? *wink*) hehex!

hmm i shall be looking at wireless technologies or something later.
but the notes are just so worddyyyy =S

oh well, im looking forward for school to starts.
late mondays.no wednesdays.
oh yeah im loving it =D (erm maybe its too soon for me to say it =X)

aiiteee see yyaa

PS: i cant wait to get out of this prison. please start school fast!!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 18:34 back to top?

personal assistant

i am currently having a job.
personal assistant to my darling ridzman xD
well, i took down all his interviews.
hehex. and so i need to treat him kinder bueno & chocolate milkshake!

hmm went out with mum & aunt today.
got to wear my yellow heels. and im gonna be prepared for the normal leg pain im having whenever im wearing heels xD

now i really dont feel like blogging now.
i shall be studying right about now.

here's some random pictures that i feel like posting.
lol.




aiitee see yaaa!

random:
//pack bag.
//look through every school stuffs.
//need a yellow pencil box i saw at jp2 for $5.90
//organiser for darling =X
Monday, April 13, 2009 19:37 back to top?

addictive//contagious

darling md noor ridzman has a very addictive && contagious yaawnn.
each time i saw him yawn, i will yawn.
not once. but more than twicee =S

oh well.
nothin to blog now. see yaa!
Sunday, April 12, 2009 22:40 back to top?

double date with busrides & games & lots of singing♥

double date fun//

yes i went on a double date today.
yes i do had fun =D
there were four of us.
me & darling ridz && his bestfriend,Azim & girlfriend,siti.

i was a lil late today =X
sorrryyyy!
we met at Boon Lay Interchange at 10 plus.
and the first time meeting Azim and his gf.

then we took bus 172 to Chua chu Kang interchange.

first stop: Lot 1
we were there to look at couple rings and such.
and mostly the shops there are not much open.
ohs and everytime i walked pass a shoe shop.
my most beloved darling will say "tu ade yellow heels?"
hmph! hahax im like supposed to not even look at shoes anymore.
so the next time i walked pass a shoe shop, i will pull his hands and close my eyes!
LOL xD

we then went to eat.
and we went to eat roti prata =D
niiiicee. while the guys were helping ordering our food, me and siti talked.
she is friendly =D
and we both can talk pretty good.

then when me,darlin and siti finish our food and drink then waiting for azim to finish his.
while he was finishing his, there's this person who asks people drinks came to the three of us and ask "any drinks?"
and we were like "erm no"
the workers there was like so efficient in a way that everytime when we're done with our food, they will come and quickly clear our plates.
so when azim finishes his drink, we were still thinking of sitting there and chatting.
but instead, another worker who orders people's drink, ask us "any drink"
then we were like "no"
and we quickly stood up and walked away. lol.
its like they are trying us to irritate us! LOL! ffunnnyyyy!

hmm then we decided to go to JP next.
took 172 from interchange.

in bus 172
the four of us occupies the back corner of the bus.
and yes we were very noisy.
its all started with azim and siti playing games together.
those "hand-games" like chopstick.

so at one point, siti couldnt understand a game, so me and ridz listen to his explaination to the game.
then darling understood, but siti dont still understand. (dont ask me. i couldnt understand somewhat =X)
so darling and azim played together. and me and siti watch them play.
and it was funny. we were laughing so much.
so after ridz won, azim changed to another game.
its called the color game or something like that.
it was about calling out the rainbow colors.
let say A & B play this game, both of them supposed to guess the same color.
somewhat like a mind reading game.
so the three of them played while i just sit and watched and laugh so much to them playing.
the four of us was pretty much loud in the bus for laughing so much.
and the bus was somewhat full =S hahax!
played that game till we reach jp. ohs and darling and i took a picture xD


next stop:Jurong Point
we reached jurong point and walked around to find the cheapest couple ring we could find.
and we found at smooch.
one ring for $12 and free engravement =D
so a pair of ring is $24. with free engravement! woooaaahh! xD

thank god me and darling has size. but also my size was like the last one =S
didnt realise i have a small small finger =X
so we bought our pair rings and engraved our names.
my ring has his name "RIDZMAN"
his ring has my name "NORLIN"

after getting our rings done, we decided to walk around in jp.
they went to this what green shop thingy at jp2.
where they sell lots of army such. for the time we were there, i agreed i was quiet.
its like i didnt fit in. darling and azim and siti are all from NCCC or something.
but i didnt, so i feel pretty much left out. but when i think about it again,
naaahhh.

so we went to walk around and then darlin decided to sit around at superbowl instead.
so azim and siti agreed. so we took 240 to superbowl.
we took 240 and me and darling took picture of our ring =D


in bus 240
in the bus i felt tired. and i lean somewhere near darling's heart.
felt nice. (and tired even though im wearing slippers =S)

next stop: superbowl
the four of us are not there to play bowling. we just wanna go there and sit around, enjoy aircon and just crap around. lol.
so yeap we sat at the superbowl and took one two pictures together. the four of us.



and after our picture taking, azim put on his mp3 and began singing with full emotions. siti & darling took videos of him singing. while i was sitting there laughing so much till my cheeks hurt damn bad! hahax! really it was just so fun to listen to azim sing and sometimes darling will join him. while im there continue laughing so hard. hahax!

at about 230pm or so, i have to go off.
siti and azim accompanied me and darling.
and really i had so much fun with darling and siti and azim.
thx so much for the day.

hmm here's something for darling:

darling,
thx so much for the day and thx for the couple ring. i love it alot.
im sorry i was quiet for quite a lot of times and stared at the window during our busrides.
i was just.. thinking.
i really wish those moments i had with you will never end.
sometimes when u were laughing so much, i smiled and stared and hear ur laughters instead. because i was just so happy to see you laughing that way.
and its like i dont want anyone or anything to wipe that smiles away from your face.
i wish to even hear your laughters in my sleep.
i really dont want your laughters to ever stop.

when i was lying near your heart in bus 240, i really wish i could just stay that way. but i know i cant. not now. soon. right darling?
when both of us finally had to go, how i wish i could never let go of my hands from hugging you.
how i wish i could even fall asleep in your arms. not now. im sure it will be next time.

and darling, im sorry i do felt a little bit leftout while we were at the army thingy shop. but i kept telling myself "no its okay. as long as darling is at my side, everything is just fine." so thats why i said i dont mind =D

to my beloved darling ridzman, i love you so much.
i really do. please dont ever leave me by my side.
i promise to take care of you. and i promise not to leave you too.
i love you so much.. i really do.....

Saturday, April 11, 2009 19:24 back to top?

YEELLLLOOOWWW HEELLLSSS

OH YES.
I LOVE YOU MY YELLOW HEELS.
finally i got the money to buy you.
but i cant wear u just yet. having a terrible leg pain =S
other than that, i shall be wearing you soon. soon i promise =D

and yes. finally i found the yellow heels of my dreams.
but about 3/4 of the heels is black somewhat.
only 1/4 of it is really yellow. but even so, im in love with ittt..

went around to all the shoe shops in JP with mum looking out for yellow heels.
saw one at VANA(another Giovanna shop at JP2).
3/4 yellow, 1/4 black.
but its just so priicceeyyy =S
$36.90 i think.

so i really want to find that yellow heels.
and yeap i finally bought one at Speedy Rhino.
the first yellow heels that i fell in love with it.
here's the pic =D


i love it.
but dont worry my darling ridz.
i love you more. xD

i shall be meeting you tomorrow darling.
and double date with his bestfriend xD

aite im done here.
PS: im in love with a new facebook game xD
"Restaurant City"
Friday, April 10, 2009 18:26 back to top?

*died*

okay saw my maths module topics.
*faints*

why the hell do they have integration and trigonometry and some other stupid such.
damn i hate integration. i suck at that.

okay if integration is bad enough, then let me tell you the whole topic.(with my comments at the side)
#1 Trigonometric identities //err okay.
#2 Trigonometric equations //uh huh.
#3 Integration I //beginning to hate this.
#4 Integration II //hate x hate = hate square.
#5 Integration III //yes. hate it.
#6 Infinite series I //whaaattt??
#7 Infinite series II //why must there be another series. this means bad!
#8 First order ordinary differential equations // uh huh. sounds familiar.
#9 Laplace transform of basic functions // what the...
#10 Inverse Laplace transform // if #9 sounds bad enough, whats more inverse?

thats only for maths.
well at least there's good news.
Network and Server management doesnt have tutorials?
like it did any difference =S

okay seeing all this weird stuffs is giving me a headache.
shall be off to bbed now.
see yaaa!
Thursday, April 9, 2009 22:09 back to top?

out with darling.screwed ext hardisk.ankle pain.modules stuffs out.

wheee =D
went out with darling today xD
yeap to school.

met him at about 830+ near my house bustop.
then we took bus to school.
whee i love bus rides with him.
because he's on my side to accompany me on my busrides &&
bus rides with darling are always the fast than normal days when im alone.

i miss him and i stared at him.
whenever i stayed at him, he will show his deep deep dimple that makes me very very angry(in a good way).

reached school at about 9 plus.
walked with him to the library.
well its been a month plus since i went to school.
i think they change the vending machine =S it looks different though xD
ohs and there's Subway. urgh what for. they are not halal anw.
and why not long john silver or something =S

return 7 of my library books. and i only thought of borrowing 4 books.
but i found 6 books instead =D six interesting books. =X
books and me are unseperatable u see. like me and shoes. and like me and darling ridz! =D

after borrowing my books, went to help darling find books for resumes.
so yeap. borrowed him a book "resume for dummies"
went to read it for a lil while at library =D
here's the pic xD


darling reading that book.


"resume for dummies" book =D


our one and only picture for the day.

then hmm, we went to eat at fc3.
and he bought that nasi ayam penyek that i love to eat xD
and we both drank ice lemon tea.
he ate nasi ayam penyek while i ate this chocolate cake. lol.

then we went to clementi a little while before meeting my parents.
then, we went to walk around at clementi a little while and went to play arcade =D
hehex.
it was fun xD
ohs and i played too actually. but too bad. as always, i died first =X hahax!
seriously i suck at playing arcade games but even so, i love enjoy playing them =D took a picture of darling =D


i got to go shortly after. went to meet mum at the bustop. and guess what she saw darling ridz.
tried to deny but oh well. mum never gave up. lol.
so yeap she asked the normal questions.
"age.where does he live.how many siblings.working?school? whats his name"
so yeap, i answered to how it was questioned.
now my mum know, and soon it will be my dad's.

went out with mum to walk at clementi for a lil while waiting for dad.
mum bought me a sweater =D white in color and there's a letter R on the sweater. lol. no idea. well maybe the R refers to RIDZMAN xD
and slippers. because my legs really couldnt walk any longer with that heels i wore the whole day. and i somewhat sprained my ankle or something..
and brooches =D
yay gold colored flower brooch for myself =D

hmm then nothing much.
waited for dad and went to eat at Clementi.
then took bus to IMM.

fast forward and i saw one yellow heels at MONDO.
i was so in love with it when i first laid my eyes on it.
went to ask dad for money =X
and went back to MONDO and asked if there's size 38.
"ohs sorry. no size smaller"
my heart was crushed and dropped to the floor into a million of pieces! lol.
urgh frustrating and super sad.

dad offered to go JP tomorrow to find for that yellow heels at jp though xD
yay. its either at Giovanana/Speedy Rhino/Gripz.
or maybe MONDO? not sure.

oh well.
im not sure why my external hardisk got screwed. urgh.
and i dont know why my favourite things got screwed nowadays.
first my psp and second my external hardisk. urrggghhhh//
cant those things like spoilt some other day when money starts falling from the sky or something? LOL! never gonna happen. hahax!

for now, saving money for that yellow heels. whichever shops that sells nice bright yellow heels. i shall buy. yes i will!

saw the blackboard just now and i guess the lecturers uploaded tutorials and lectures all those. i shall downloaded them and read through one or two lecture slides. oh well shall get some rough idea before school starts.

sorry qo.
not gonna play with you today.
tomorrow after i get my yellow heels okay? xD

aite cant wait to spend my day with darling on sat.
and darling. grats on your ORD. sorry no kinder bueno today. i forgot.
saturday okay!
and darling is out today with his friends. its okay.
i will trust him more this way =D

i love you darling//
18:53 back to top?

check yes Juliet

okay im in love with this song.



i have no idea why and how so yeap. love this song =D

nothing much done today.
did some blending with miley cyrus pictures but everything looks the same.
so gave up and shall improve on it even further =D

meeting darling ridz tomorrow.
well, nothing much. going to school.
return my books and borrowing a few more to keep me busy at night incase i cant sleep.
so yeap. meeting him for a really short while though.
like 3 hours kind of short =X
okay.. maybe 3 hours is not really that short. at least its longer than 1hour =D
meeting him at about 830.
then meeting parents at 11 plus. urgh. cant they just stay at home or something =X

oh well.
gonna celebrate his last day of NS with kinder bueno =D
hehex. it was my idea xD
so yeap. hope i can sleep tonight =D

seee yaaa!

run baby run forever will be, you and me♥
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 22:20 back to top?

gems & skin

wheeewwww =D

registered for gems today and finally got that "LOVE RELATIONS" gems that I wanted to take in Year ONE. oh well, let's see how fun it will be xD

will be taking the gems on Friday instead.
so. WEDNESDAY is free!
no school on Wednesday xD yay!

and i did a skin from the picture i blend-ed yesterday xD
screenshot:


whole preview
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 10:57 back to top?

blending

woo hoo. found this great blending tutorial and its so cool!

tried it out with confessions of a shopaholic pictures.

picture 1:


picture 2:



and with that great blending tutorial, i managed to get this:


wow, really blending can be done nicely.
hmm shall do blending one whole day tomorrow! wheee~~

aite done here.
darling didnt online today as he has driving lesson.
and he's not feeling well today.
so i hope he's feeling much much better for this sat =D

hmm,
actually my plan for today is to read about wireless technologies.
oh well, got stuck with qo and blending =S
thats all ya. see yaaa!
Monday, April 6, 2009 22:27 back to top?

200th post

woo hoo my 2ooth post.
super super so many. lol

just tagged at sherr's blog.
well if ure reading this sherr,
im sorry if i havent contact you in any way for so long.
grats to your achievements so far.
i hope to grab lunch with you,esh and not forgetting the guys in my class.
and im really sorry.

hmm.
im excited to start school.
im just excited to get back to school work.
okay im so so weird. hahax.


i have no idea what to blog now.
soo see ya!!

submitted my rainbow skin. =D
rainbow

Labels: 200th post

Sunday, April 5, 2009 20:54 back to top?

year two sem 1 timetable is loved

ooohh lala

saw the timetable in the morning. and at the very instance, my expression was, "OMG IS THIS SERIOUS??"

yeap. ill show u what i mean.



if you're expression is the same as mine, then it means your healthy. hahax!
seriously its a crazy time table.

#1 late monday classes.
#2 off wednesdays.
#3 classes ends early on fridays.
oohhh.

but hey, a "relaxing" timetable doesnt come free.
saw my credit units and erm. its terrriibbllee!
3 modules with 5 credit units, while maths is 4 credit units.
its craazyyy =S

oh well,
at least i have 5 module all together.(with gems)
hmm shall take gems on wed.
i rather go school than staying at home.
had enough of staying at home.

aite im done here. seee yaaa
Saturday, April 4, 2009 19:50 back to top?

cramps.

urgh. hate cramps when it comes.
and im more irritated than ever.
its like i lost the mood for everything.
cant lie down, nor sleep, nor doing a blogskin even.

darling not feeling well today too.
we both do get sick on the same day quite often =S

as for now, i have no idea what to.
maybe i shall read about wireless technologies =S

aite see ya.
Friday, April 3, 2009 20:02 back to top?

excitement

the excitement of darling finishing his NS.
seriously i have no idea why im excited. its like it has nothing to do with me even.
well maybe its because that darling is my first bf that finishes NS? mayybbee.

second excitement;
the excitement of going shopping with my bestfriend, rohani & darling, ridzman!
its a pity that liyana has assingment to finish and work on weekends.
we shall either do shopping or picnic.
darling wants to bring along his bestfriend and girlfriend. hmm shall ask rohani about it. its all happening on 11 april =D

third excitement;
the excitement of getting to see my new timetable =D
i cant wait for those empty free days that i could either meet up with darling(only if darling haven't start work yet that is)
or, sit at home after school and rot =D

fourth excitement;
the excitement of choosing GEMs.
my appointment for gems is on 7 april 9 am.
just now me and rohani went to choose the same gems. we're thinking of the same gems =D hopefully we get to the same class. if not, same day. its good enough xD

fifth excitement;
the excitement of starting of year two.
well its still pretty much long though. in about 2 weeks plus more. but even so, im still excited about it =D and the bad thing about start school is that there's gonna be lots of assignment and revisions to do. shall continue doing advanced revision. =D

last but not least excitement;
the excitement when i call you on the phone and hears your voice after about 3 rings =)) and how u kept saying "heloo" you never fail to make me laugh darling =D

aite. im done here.
gonna be off to qooo =D
see ya!
Thursday, April 2, 2009 19:28 back to top?

frustration aside

lets put our frustration aside. let me share some shocking news.

#1 my screwed psp is collecting dust.
#2 my windows live messenger in vista is creating problem.
#3 year two class list. 20 guys. probably 2 girls =S
*NEW #4 year two modules????

#1 about my psp, nothing much. will save money to repair it. soon.
after i buy my $25.90 yellow heels =X

#2 hmm next, my window live messenger in vista is creating problems.
and its like some virus just pop up. kept closing automatically.
tried uninstall and install it back, it still doesnt work. urgh.
thank god i have xp, so here i am in xp, installing qo and using the not-new msn messenger. lol

#3 jon, my classmate, chat with me and i find it shocking to see his message:
"glad to see you in the same class again"- or something like that.
i totally freak out! i was like "how did you know!! where??!!"
LOL!
it was from an EEE website. found out that..
21 and 22 are joined class. and out of 20 people, i only saw two girls!
me and minli! well im not sure if there's girls from the previous class.
oh well. i shall have to live with it. lol.

#4 and im starting school soon, but i seriously have no idea what my year two
DIPLOMA IN INFORMATION COMMUNICATION TECHNOLOGY
OPTION: BROADBAND AND SECURITY SERVICES modules are =S

gonna check it out now then.

darling is out today. hanging out with friends.
how i wish i could stop him sometimes. but no i dont wanna restrict his freedom.
its just not fair for him. dont worry darling. i dont mind okay.
i will not treat u like a possession. i promise....

see ya!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 21:06 back to top?

frustrating

urgh frustrating!

her and you. you and her. i dont wanna be the middle person. i dont wanna be the stupid middle person who when you read my lettters remind you of her. that has nothing to do with her okay... nothing! it was just me and you. urgh its just so frustrating and hurt.......

i seriously hate arguing with you. because i knew i could never win that argument. well now i know you and her are just perfect. complicated couples that understand indirect things. urrgghhh its just so frustrating........

im not gonna find it nor do i want to give it to you.......

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