afraidd//

i have no idea why im feeling afraid.

im afraid of losing you.
im afraid of when both of us simply ran out of things to say each other.
i dont want this to ever end.

i dont want us to stop talking to each other.
i dont want this relationship to start.

i just thought of our very first date.
how u brought me to japanese garden.
i remembered how scared i was. meeting someone so random in real life.
but when i saw you, how when we both talk like as if we have met somewhere before.
how we never even ran out of things to say.
i felt so happy.
it was like the most wonderful thing ever since that break up.

seeing you smile.
listening to you talk.
laughing with you. felt as if there was no tomorrow.
thinking of that now could even make me cry.

i cant be anywhere else except to be with you syg.
i dont want us to ever stop in this relationship.
you never fail to make me happy syg.
thanks so much for doing that syg...

okay i know im selfish.
i really dont want anyone to take you away from me.
i love you so much.
and we're gonna be together for three months soon.
thanks for bringing sunshine to my life once again.

i promise i wont hurt you in any way.
i promise to take care of you in everyway.
im sorry we couldnt go out often with each other like any other couples.
thanks to my strict parents.
soon okay.

i love you so much.
i really do..
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