i cant take it anymore

seriously i cant take it anymore.
i hate it when you treat me like im some small kid.
its just not fair.

youre the one who suggested to go JE to find my bag.
when it is not something that i like, you got angry.
saying how fussy i am.
look who's talking.
you once said it urself "why buy something that you dont like? when you end up not gonna use it?"
what happened now?

youre the same too anyways.
you can get fussy at times too.
dont blame and scold me because of that.

you just dont understand how i feel dont you?
i took broadband just to make you happy.
and still you have no idea about it.
why not give me a little bit of freedom?
a freedom that an 18 year old deserves.

stop treating me like some small kid who will get lost so easily.
you think that i will stray?
yeah i know you cared for me.
but this is not how u care.
yeah u gave me the things that i want.
but freedom.
you think its okay and such.

yeah i admit you gave me freedom
but what issit when u kept calling and sms me
"what time youre going home?"
"where are you now?"
please la. im really sick and tired of this.

i really dont want to rebel okay.
im just not someone who would rebel.
but its just too much.
fine, you said u dont wanna go out with me anymore.
then fine.
ill go out on my own after school.
going to places that you never went before.

yes. bugis with my friends.
u doesnt have to know.
why? even if you know, u will just continue and making me pissed with your reasons
"why bugis? cant u go any other place?"
"bugis is not a good place"
what kind of reason is that.

im curious to explore okay.
please just understand me.
i really had enough.....

its good enough that i dont mix around with those bad companies.
what more do you want?
ure like making me feel going home is a prison okay.

sit at home and rot.
facing my com whole day long.
playing psp.

its terrible.
please just treat me like im an 18 year old......
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