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okay im so in love with this song. thanks to my darling again for this awesome awesome malay love song =D
Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku
Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku
Ku selalu, merindu cintamu
Yang selalu ada di jiwaku
the same promise for you my darling ridzman♥ =D
and i love the starting of the song xD hehex. its so.. ting kling. lol!
today.
went to school early =D
met with sherr and had early brunch at 10am =S
i wasnt feeling well today and i have difficulties in breathing. im mean seriously difficulty in breathing. my back hurts and everytime i breath, i could feel the stretch. it was so terrible! and i didnt even finish my chicken rice. because i was so trying to control the pain of my back and trying to breathe properly. terrible. probably stress. but oh well. felt much better after that.
went to class. and yeap. critical reasoning skills essay
terrible =S i did about "singapore youth are only concerned about pursuing carreer and wealth..." bla bla bla. i did planning but ended up with finding only one argument. lol. class ended and thats the end of critical reasoning skills module =D
lesson ended and all of us are like walking blindly. ashraf suggested Mcdonalds. so yeap. we went to Mcdonalds for lunch =D reached Mc, karthik has to go. so left with me,sherr,minli,isaac and ashraf. i ate one large fries =D and then, bought minli the ice cream cone =D then we sat at the mcdonalds crapping about idk what. lol.
then after we're done, we decided to go jamming. the guys ideas. me and minli wanted to study instead. so end up the jamming room was fully booked. so we decided to sit at Relax @ Moberly. we sat there and crapped more. minli was doing her report. sherr was teaching isaac japanese. ashraf was just disturbing people and vendalising tables =X and me. wanting to do fundamentals paper but couldnt do any of it because i have no book and laptop =S
so i ended up staring into space. thinking about darling and listening to all those craps. then a group of students went to play the wii. watched them play and it was like so funny. lego indiana jones. laugh at there non stop. then they group of students left i still find myself with nothing to do and replying darling's sms. ashraf was like kept playing with sherr's hp. and i was the middle party. minli && isaac. sherr && ashraf. lol! im so neutral xD well because my darling is somewhere out there...♥
went to jamming room after that. the guys were like playing with the guitar while i was talking to darling on the phone outside the jamming room. i miss him... i really do.... the way he talks on the phone... the words he said.. those promises. its so promising.... and i really dont want to leave him. and today he has night exercise. and im like so sad. my darling not here today. and im like super sad. but he doesnt let me! and he told me that im in his heart always and i reply he is always in my heart and sooul too.... i miss him la!!! and its killing me without him by my side. its like an addiction. its like he's all i think about..im so in love am i?♥
after that, minli has to go off then left with me,sherr,isaac and ashraf.
i played with the drums and im like so hitting the drums super hard. i didnt realise. haha. its like loud. sherr was like "eh you dare hit until so hard?" lol!! i think its the loveee... i have for my darling xD
yeap played with the bass guitar. i have no idea why. but yeah. played with piano also. it was a fun day i guess. xD except now darling is still not here..
oh well. i guess thats all for now.
and i figured im weirder nowadays.
#1 i cant stand it when forks and spoons smacks each other.
#2 my mood swings? not angry. but super sensitive. as in i can cry super easily.
and i guess darling saw my mood swing yesterday =S hahax.
aite thats all for now.
see ya =D super long blog.
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