okay.

today is a late day for me. had swollen eyes. painful swollen eyes. slept at nearly 12. cried myself to sleep.urgghh. anw, was lazy to apply eyeliner or mascara. was so not in the mood. went out of house, missed 246. idiot -.-
anw, waited for the bus. and stupid by the time the bus 154 came, it was.. almost 730. oh well, took 154 and took train to Dover, reached school at nearly 8am. oh my.

saw ashraf. didnt talk. i didnt know what to do either. was in bad mood. went to class. did notes and such. and i didnt realise my eyes became super watery. its like as if i was crying. lol. looks like i was. but i wasnt. my eyes got red. lol.

anw, FE was okay i guess. got distracted a lil when i got that Dj MAX black square from sherr. hahax. oh well. went to accompany sherr to pay her fees after that. then walked to networking class. networking.. err boring. lol. played djmax with sherr =S hahax. but hey, i did her tutorial questions okay!

lunch was after that. decided to eat at mcdonalds. "the-purple-coupple" for the day; minli and isaac; joined me and sherr =D we had fun at the mcdonalds. i found out that the mcdonalds there is kinda cheaper than normal. lol.

went to java after that. nothing much for java actually. was paying full attention about methods. lol! i have no idea why. oh well. went for IDeas after java. then did the discussion for the next assignment. what business proposal. what shitty project is that. and we drew lots for the leader and asst leader. i was being the leader. lol. and eshton the asst. oh well.

enough said about school.
hmm and so, ure online =D whee finally! told u about my worries and such and u didnt say anything about it. well, i was hoping for a reply somewhat.

and hmm, so after our meeting last week, on new year's eve, u met up with daniel huh? and u think we're arguing. lol. no worries we're not arguing about anything. we just need to run away a little. not we. more like i needa run away from daniel somewhat. oh well.

so i hope u enjoy reading my blog. it can be stupid and lame sometimes. and i maybe asking too much but seriously, some words are meant to be unsaid. but oh well. i hope to see you again soon. i really miss you.

and i got to talk to u a little while just now. for once, while talking to you, i have forgotten all about my worries. thanks my dear azri. i love you a lot.

what i really wanted is just that, history not to repeat itself. i dont want to be hurt. i had enough of being played around too. i hope u understand and u will love me for who i am. im sure i will =)

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