another blog entry of the day/night/etc.

status changed to attached now. I rmbred asking him when to make it official. and I suggested the day we meet up. so i guess, today is the official day. since today is the day we meet up.

he told me somethings today. he said maybe he has to go to Australia for NS or something. I got disappointed by that. but i acted as if nothing happened. why disappointed? he's going away. i hate it if the people i love is far away from me... and its gonna be long for sure. like that time he went to Brunei... if he really is going away, what is going happen to our relationship...? i havent tell him about my disappointment yet. i dont want him to leave me... i really dont want to...

my love for you... its getting more and more each day.. although i prefer when we sms and im closer and manje with you through sms, but even so, the love grew everyday. the words i love you means more and more to me. how i wish you could read this. but ure not the type to be always online. ure more of the going out with friends kind... i wish i could be by ur side everytime u need me. but i just cant. please dont leave me or hurt me. i promise i treat u better..... i love you azri.. i really do...

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