okay. ive just changed my skin layout. no its not done by me. i wish i have the time to do one for myself like how i usually did for unforgotten memories but, nope im lazy and too busy to do so =D somewhat i like the words on this blog.
i build my world around you, i need you so.
baby, even though
you dont need me.
lesson was fine today. somewhat. i guess. start the new chapter of Statistics. kinda okay for the start but later part, seems there's a very long formula to memorize. =S
hand up tutorial 3b and did tutorial 4.ohs and mdm theo asked me "are u confident to get A" lol i was kinda shocked. instead i replied "so-so" hahax.
got to sit beside u during tutorial. but i didnt say anything much. well because i was pissed with u. wanted to borrow ur papers but u ended up saying no no no. urrgghh. so i kept quiet the whole of tutorial lesson. asked thik for his paper instead. but he said he didnt finish it yet. so instead, he gave me ur paper for me to check answers. u didnt even say no. smiled when thik did that but i forced myself to be angry with you. lol.
u were'nt there to have lunch together. u went off.. again. meeting ur mum i assume?
went to have lunch later on with eshton and his gang. idk why but i was stoning all along. i kept super quiet. maybe first because i felt super left out because they're all talking about games. sherr was happy to talk about games with them. but im not. i just felt so... left out. so i kept quiet instead and ate my me soto. from time to time, i found myself stoning.
stoning about u? thinking about u? maybe. but i really dont know whats on my mind. i was somewhat pretty sure that you're somehow ignoring me. did u know about it? or are u waiting like how daniel said? am i supposed to think positive? and follow my heart? or think first before following the heart? urrrghhh
went to library after some time. sorry sherr i interrupted ur talk with eshton and the other guys about gaming. went to library and wrote somethings for my portfolio for gems. then sherr went to take a half an hour nap. went to toilet before going to gems.
gems was okay i guess. talked to weilong issit? or watever his name is from time to time. it was somewhat like a writing session today. have to describe on the clothing that is for presentation wise and which really suits ur body proportion, skin tone, etc. and it have to be very specific. i found out that i have lots of research to do. i needa find lots of pictures of clothings. in the internet there a lot! needa start researching and printing.
end of gems, i have the urge to sms you. well, my heart told me to sms and u will reply. but my mind said no u wont reply at all. so again, i followed my heart. smsed you, "hey. sorry if i annoyed u or something just now. was wondering, are u taking bus today?"
then waited for ur reply while walking towards the bustop. u didnt reply. went down the escalator, my heart was like telling me, wait for bus 106. i ignore that and took 105 instead. reached clementi while waiting for bus 154, bus 106 came. since the bus is the long bus, when people alight, the doors at the back are also open right? saw u. sitting, looking out at the window and listening to ur songs. then i went to look at my phone. and u did replied, "haha. no prob. im in the bus alr. i didnt notice ur msg". lol. silly boy.
replied you back saying something like i saw u in ur bus while im waiting for my bus. and u didnt reply after that. well, most prob, udk what to reply. hahx. anw, u did reply to my msg huh? i was somewhat glad by that. hmm then i wonder.... can someone ignore a person when they're face-to-face but still reply smses? i dont think so though. but idk. lol. seriously idk anything today. lol. oh well. at least u reply. i guess that somewhat brighten me up. thanks.....
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