i am NOT supposed to blog.
im supposed to be resting again today. but here I am blogging.
TWO DAYS OF MC. I asked for it actually. I wanted to fully rest. Let me update on the past few days.
Monday;
I was totally fine in the morning. as I last updated,
i got to know the result. you doesnt have a gf. but it got me thinking damn bad. i was practically stoning every time my Java teacher gave 5 or 10 mins break. idk why but i just wonder will you ever notice it? so i was kinda "emo" as sherr said during Java lesson. i was extremely quiet. i have no idea why.
IDEA lesson was kinda okay. except that I was having migrain and Eshton helped me to cure it somehow. lol. anw, he was just going through the first assignment. and it was like err some 3D thingy with the use of Zbrush. lol. he said we can either stay in class or do it outside class. me, sherr,isaac,ashraf,karthik were like the first one to leave the class. =x we left Eshton. hahax.
outside class, i was somehow waiting for you. are u taking bus or are u taking train? i want to take bus with you... and with that, another person knew about my crush. and its Isaac. urrgghhh 3 people knew it already.
walked all the way to Mrt together. thought of taking bus.
but u weren't taking bus =( u went to MRT to take some cash or something. then after that u took bus. i took train that day. how i wish i should have taken bus instead...... better luck next time. i then took train to Clementi then took bus from there. it got me thinking..... am i making it too obvious for u? am i being too direct again..... isst wrong for me to be too direct? haishhh.....
got back home and im feeling super duper WEAK! i was having migrain and my whole body ache like MAD and idk why. after bathing and such, all i ever wanted to do is just sleep. i mean seriously sleep...
i was so lost thinking about u....
i was super cold. ate dinner and i was feeling super woozy. end up sleeping again. slept early. told my parent i really wanna go school tmr [which was tuesday]. but i was having fever! its like so sudden. my head was super heavy.. ended sleeping early and couldnt wake up the next morning.
Tuesday;
couldnt wake up. so freaking weak. mum and dad and bro insisted to ask me go to the doctor and take MC. i have no choice since i really have no energy to even wake up. so went to the doc at about 8 plus. and after going to doc, cant help it but to lie on the bed again while mum cooked some porridge. ate porridge after than then atte medicine. and by the time i went to sleep again, it was 1045. slept all the way till 4 plus. stupid medicine. haha.
woke up and thought of u again. should i continue liking u or just give it up?
ate dinner and was stoning watching drake and josh on tv. lol. after that ate medicine. slept early again.
Wednesday;
wake up and realised something.
two days not seeing u. i miss you.... ur smile.....
went to cut my hair today. im feeling better. and im so in love with my new hair cut xD i needa make it dry quick so i could straigten it. xD and i find it somehow suits me. time for a change. really really goodbye danielin. time for hello norliin. aka. little-miss-sunshiine
you sms me just now. asking about karthik's birthday.... im waiting for u reply actually.... but u didnt reply anymore =( i am glad that u did sms me. how i miss you so bad and how i wish u realise soon..... asked daniel for advice. he said i should just approach u. be close with you. but im afraid.... what if u dont like it and end up being cold towards me. im so lost..... i really dont know what to do. should i continue liking u secretly and hoping everyday i could take same bus with you and most importantly, hoping u noticed that i like u.... haish mr a......
anw, tmr going school. and im so looking forward to it.
looking forward in meeting you.... and if im lucky, ill be able to take same bus with you tmr......
oh well, thats all for now. needa do lotx of catching up now. see ya.
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