second posts of the day.
im angry at myself for stopping daniel. i just couldnt help it.
im trying so hard not to be clingy but i just cant. i fall hard..... and i seriously
don't know how to stand up and walk. even if i did start walking and smiling and
laughing like nobody's business, there's still part of me that makes me stay at one
spot. damn why must i be so clingy. i was so used to being told what to do by u. and
now when u left, im totally in a massive mess. i dont know whats right whats wrong.
as in i do know the normal right and wrong. but somethings, i think im right but im
actually wrong. u helped me so much. and im so lost. and im so miserable. u said
if im worst, there's someone more worst than myself. yeah true. i should start thinking about people huh? not mourning and stayed at the ground. norlin. stand up norlin. stop being clingy fgs! stand up and start walking properly!!! change urself
to be a better person. tomorrow im gonna start. yes i am.
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