second entry of the day. i couldnt believe what ive read and see.
im just jealous. yes i cant help it. i guess ure feeling it too huh? i shouldnt be angry at her. i should be sorry instead. why am i so stupid for not realising. am i such an easy person for u to lie at? why are people lie-ing to me. i dont want to be lied fgs. i want someone who treats me well. who treats me right. and of course doesn't lie. im not over you yet. and thats final. even if amirul makes me laugh like a total idiot. something's just isnt the same. meeting him tmr morning. have to be extra early. his classes start at 8. so, i guess ill be okay. maybe? maybe not. i dont know.
i really thought im over you. but no i just cant. when ure away, im lonely. ii just dont want to be lonely. i hate being lonely. thinking about u and her makes me wanna cry. im just so super jealous. but i cant cry. i really cant. i dont know if i still love you. i have no idea about that. but the way u treat me as a friend. i guess thats fated. u told me those advice. i have to do something quick. i have to becareful. everything. i feel touched by those things u said. u totally cared about me. so i guess thats the reason why i didnt cry. its nt as if u totally forget about me. u still do show care and concern. im happy for that. thanks daniel. thanks for being my friend. im gonna treat u as my bestfriend. =D
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