im mad im pissed im tired.

met up with Amirul in the morning. he told me to come early because his lessons
starts at 8. so i woke up early. thanks to dan, i couldn't sleep yesterday. -.-
ended up, Amirul was late and I waited for him at Bukit Batok MRT instead.
It was so pack when we took the straight train which terminates at Pasir Ris.
and im like so not gonna meet him in the morning if he's late again.

Came to school not as early as I used to be. I was still mad at dan. i just feel
like i wanna see him and smack him and cry so much..... but i just couldnt do it.
went to class. fundamentals elec practical. i was so not in the mood for anything.
before class starts, went to toilet and practically throw everything out to
Sherr. i dont want to talk about this okay? im jealous and hurt by ur actions daniel. the way u showed concern towards about me make me lose
all my unhappiness towards u. no not that i started loving you all over again.
but its just that, im happy because u concern about me.

sherr told me to try to forget about u. but i found it hard to do so. she even
asked me one question. "when you see other couples, are you somewhat affected by
it?" i replied.. "yes somewhat. especially in school" i cant stop myself from
doing so daniel. even though i have Amirul around. its just not the same to be
with him. even if he makes me happy sometimes, but he's not there when i need him
most of the time. and probably, im guessing he's ignoring me now.i know. im trying to forget about Amirul somewhat too. i just cant seem to.... talk to him like how i talked to you, dan. although we rarely see each other but the way we talk in MSN, somehow makes me wanna rush home just to chat with u...... haish. im feeling so miserable all over again.........
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