20th Birthday

I had the most wonderful birthday today!
lost of eating and best of all, a day where i could actually spend time with darling too!

had Secret Recipe at Imm in the morning with my parents and even though i ate some herb thingy with rice, i could always have room for icecream!

secret recipe cakes are worth looking at!
and i even bought one too! :D
chocolate indulgence. yum!

went to take bus to woodlands after that.
pictures in the album here: here

ate some food at woodlands and indeed i am very full!
but hey i had a wonderful birthday!

thanks to:
-- smses
darling, sms at 00:01
karthik, sms at 00:09
fauzi, sms at 02:01
babylove's mum, sms at 06:17
cik milah, sms at 08:50
yew minli, sms at 10:43
rohanii, sms at 11:05
ashraf, sms at 17:15

--facebook


thanks all <3

Labels: 20th Birthday

Sunday, December 26, 2010 22:02 back to top?

not yet

not officially yet.
my official birthday will be in 53 mins more?
lols.

but hey i celebrated advance birthday with my brother's family today.
he ordered, kfcs && golden pillow && daddy bought log cake! durian log cake!
durian log cake = heavenly!

its like the cream is mixd with durian flavour
and the sponge cake, (YELLOW) with durian flavour
& the middle, wow, like durian fudge or something like that.
seriously, its the best thing i have ever tasted!

as for presents:
- charles and keith wallet & perfume from brother's family :D
- mickey and minnie mouse cup from kak misah
- coin box from sis's mum

im excited for tomorrow!
gonna have lunch with darling and parents at Secret Recipe! yum! <3
then going to woodlands to have lunch with darling's parents :D
excited to the max!



Saturday, December 25, 2010 23:06 back to top?

sometimes

sometimes i wish i have a group of girl friends that would ask me out.
or just one girl friend to tell everything out and go out for lunches and really have fun..?

i do really want to have a friend.
not that i dont have any.
i do. rohani and anna.
well,
rohani -- working full time and i cant spend time with her much nowadays.
anna -- well, she's somewhere at the other side of the world.

well, thats why i always envy when my boyfriend got to have more friends
i dont have that much of a friend network.
other than school. well my cca sucks.
work..? well not really that close?

sometimes its like im just too anti social.
i dont know who to make friends with.
i dont know how to secure the friendship..
but im so afraid of losing a friendship.

and you cant rely to your bf always.
im sure he needs his life too....
but me, in my position, i feel such a loner without my bf.
because i got no one else (well, other than my parents) to talk to, to go out with, to window shopping with....

i feel so down right now...
i do want to make friends but i dont know how....

i hope being 20 makes me friendlier?
i see all those girls that goes out with their friends and such and i feel sad/downright demoralised...?
and no one can understand how i am now, except my bf & rohani.
strict parents. no night life -- by means go out for dinner or such
be back home by 5 that kind of thing..

will a new friend accept me the way i am?
or will she finds me boring and walks away...
Friday, December 24, 2010 23:06 back to top?

very the boring

i am very the bored.

played a little of blackshot and i realised im beginning to suck at it again :S
i dont feel like doing fyp.
i feel like chatting with someone but there's no one for me to chat with!

well i managed to survive a day at home.
lots of sleeping, i must say.
did a little of fyp.
and sleep and had kinder bueno for lunch? :O

well excited for sunday :D
and maybe i shall slowly start doing my fyp or revamped raiinbowkrafts.
22:55 back to top?

three more days.

im going to be twenty in three more days.
okay seriously its very fast. i remembered last year i started counting down the days like a week more or something like that.
but hey i am excited!

three more days!
- where i turn twenty! (like finally,)

a nobody, not a teen nor an adult.






Thursday, December 23, 2010 22:23 back to top?

GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY

im officially mad.
ive been making myself addicted with gee ever since when i wanted to left after an hour of karaoke with darling and the song came out suddenly.
well thanks im madly in love with it seriously!

they are all so pretty la!
i wish i have body and legs like that!
hmm i wonder does eating less helps to make my tummy flatter?
i want a flatter tummyyyyy!!

anw two days have passed!
a week more till my birthday!
&& i really cant wait :D

two days of working with long queue of customers at famous amos!
with lots of gift sets.
phew. it is tiring indeed!

lets see, to buy list for now is a nice pair of white skinnies!
maybe a nice pair of heels. a gift to myself perhaps? a birthday present to myself.
a nice pair of yellow heels maybe? if only i can find one! lols.

oh well!
enjoy the song :D and get addicted to it too! lols!


Saturday, December 18, 2010 22:33 back to top?

ten more days!

intended to create my own blogskin and such but rather busy and havent got the time or the motivation to do so. and i shud update since its been like forever!

there was work at fa & library and exams and fyp.
now exams are over now but doesnt seem to have good grades :S

my one week holiday have passed! (omg so fast!)
Monday: work at library
Tuesday: work at famous amos
Wednesday: Class outing! -- ecp && bday celebration for me & minli

oh yeah darling drove :D he drove pretty slow actually. but ill give him time to speed up a little.

here's the album link to the picture :D
15-12-10

oh and thanks to the guys :karthik/ashraf/nur/brian/galvin/darling
for preparing the stuffs and the cakes are wonderful! thanks for them! and the day too! and the card that makes me cry when i read them :D im glad there wasnt any serious cake fight :D and the bike rides(that makes my butt aches till now! together and the pictures we took together. i will remember them always :D thank so much guys!

thursday: went out with darling to vivo :D
here's the album :D
16-12-10

friday: -- which is tomorrow. work at famous amos till 6pm or so i guess :S

oh well.
eh! 10 more days to my birthday! omg!
i just realised!!! wth!

anw cant wait for birthday :D
parents going out to eat and i really hope darling could join us also!
dont forget my present babylove :D

and baby, im sorry for being so temperamental these days.
i think being 20 makes me temperamental. well i really hope it wont last the whole year.
i hope our dreams will come true together love.
i do want to be with you always and forever :]
thanks for being patience with me dear.
i love you always. its a promise that i would never break :]

Thursday, December 16, 2010 20:12 back to top?