new term

new terms starts tmr.
and here I am not sleeping yet when tomorrow i have classes that starts at 8 in the morning -.-

was looking around for vb stuffs when i stopped at fb and look randomly at people's pictures.
why.
why are they so pretty!
nice skin. doesnt have the need to keep relying on specs.
pretty and outgoing.

the more i look, the more demoralised i am.

i wanna be thin.
like seriously, i need to lose that FLABBY belly!

i wanna wear jeans that on size 28 not size 30.
i wanna buy clothes that size M not size L

I wanna start to dress properly.
but unfortunately, i don't know what suits me.

most of the clothes i bought, was on impulse.
nice = buy.

but some end up i cant wear cause im such a FATTY!
i feel like i shud really cut down on food.

like one meal a day or something?
or maybe, one rice plate per day.
and even so, i shall eat half.

seriously,
what else i can do besides running//eating less to lose weight?
drinkk plain water instead of gassy.

oh well.
i shall give it a shot tmr.

gonna skip lunch.
after lab, rush to bro's house,
send nieces to school at 1, then come back to class for csm.

im gonna miss icd lects for a few weeks.

meeting darling after csm though.
tmr's our 1y5m anniversary :]
thanks love for everything.

its been great so far since "that day"
no arguments.
happy mornings and happy night sleeps :]
thanks for playing your part.

im glad when i woke up everyday, the thinking of "you are going to leave me" is back of my mind.
or that "unsecure" feeling too.

i woke up.
happy smiles. knowing you wud at least i cud hear your voice twice a day :]

i love you ridzman :]

but seriously, i need to lose weight.
stupid flabby belly!

aite.
i shud be sleeping now.

ohs
and raiinbowkrafts doing great so far.
just now i made 10 bow hairbands in 2 hours :O

gdnite.
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