Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr blogger name.
okay i dont have Tumblr. nor do i even have twitter. lols anw, meaning behind my blogger name....
hmmm.. there is this one mr & miss characters. and i found one that i totally madly in love with or maybe, a character that was attracting to my eyes & how that character is bright and cheery.
at that point, i suffered that MAJOR breakup. and whenever i look at this character, i feel that there is a need to smile. and that character is Little-Miss-Sunshiine
so yeap. i always wanted to be like "LITTLE-MISS-SUNSHIINE" because its a sunshine that never fails to brighten up other people's life. so after that breakup, ive began liking her a lot! dad even bought me this 30cm little-miss-sunshine plushies at mini toons that cost $29.90. lols
so at that point, all i ever wanted to do was to brighten other people's life as i dont care how my life were, how suckish, how disappointing i was with the break up.
and so how this lead to knowing a guy online, when i saw his friendster(at that point of time), his description was "I am someone who like to make ppl smile alwayzz....I oso dun like ppl ard me to be sad so i will try to make them hapi alwayzzz" and so i extracted that from his friendster.
and that, the guy that i called to be my mr sunshiine :]
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.
A recent picture of myself:
When: During Hari Raya with family Where: JP Toilet :]
15 Interesting Facts about myself: 1] Im superbly madly in love with heels! A collection of nearly 30+ of shoes :D 2] I get jealous SUPER EASILY. 3] Im not as innocent as I think I am. 4] I don't sleep alone. 5] I talk to myself sometime (call me crazy. but thats what happens when u got no one to talk to :D) 6] I cry easily. (especially nearing that "time-of-the-month") 7] I can never stay angry for even one hour :X 8) I make lame jokes that sometimes people dont understand. 9) I love(/miss) doing POA but I suck at Maths. 10) I am in DICT(Information Communication Technology) Course & I have no idea what kind of job that is associated with my course of study. 11) I have good memory!(call myself a history student!) 12) I love High School Musicals(1/2/3) (call me childish but i dont care!) 13) I have good imaginations :D 14) I want to get engaged/married early so that my bf is securely mine :X (yup.s e l f i s h ) 15) I feel insecure very superbly easy!
yeap. from today onwards i shall start this 30 days blogging challenge :] got this from daniel who got it from his friend :] here are the list of things that im gona blog about in 30 days :] separate entries for each of the days :]
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself. Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name. Day 03- A picture of you and your friends. Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have. Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to. Day 06- Favorite super hero and why. Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you. Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why. Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days. Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad. Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends. Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one. Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently. Day 14- A picture of you and your family. Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play. Day 16- Another picture of yourself. Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why. Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have. Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them? Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future. Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy. Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else? Day 23- Something you crave for alot. Day 24- A letter to your parents? Day 25- What I would find in your bag? Day 26- What you think about your friends? Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge? Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then? Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned? Day 30- Who are you?
Yeahh its nearly midnight and im supposed to be sleeping because im superbly and utterly tired! But its okay i shall just blog first.
Went to school in the morning today for fyp. Was settling some stuffs and telling the guys what mr albert talk to me abt.. Yes a lot of things to be done wit such little time. Even so, i always do have a time for darling :)
After fyp meeting, took bus to clementi and then took 154 all the way to jp. Wanted to suprise darling with a CHELSEA thing. I couldnt decide whether to get him: 1) towel- which i think its rather small and also he said he dont use towel 2) alarm clock- which i think it wont wake him up :X 3) a cap- which he told me he doesnt wear caps. He loves his gel-ed hair :)) 4) a mug- which is the the thing that i bought for him.
Soo after that took train to jurong east. Decided to bounce back from Joo koon to jurong east cause i feel i was rather early. We sot of bet that who is the one late will have to blanje the other. So i didnt wanna be late!
Reached jurong east first! Yay-ness! Darling came at 115 like that and i gave him his present and he was rather suprise! :) yes! Thats the point! To suprise him but sometimes he doesnt get the hints that i gave him :X
Soooo we took train to city hall and our first stop....
funan we dont really wanna get anything there. We just go there to have lunch at kfc because both of us are super starving! Lols. Since darling was late, so he treated lunch! Yay to kfc!
After that we walked a little bit at funan to see if we both can find any interesting iphone casing. I hate it cause now all i see are iphone 4 casings! So what happened to iphone 3gs? Are they like ancient or something? Shheeeshh!
Next stop..
Peninsula Plaza i heard from friends that penin has nice cheapo skinny jeans! Yeap i saw one and i even bought one! A black skinny jeans which was only $15. I should have got white jeans! Shit when i went there i totally got mesmorised with all the colors! : After that...
Ion Orchard went to Uniqlo cause darling wanted a long sleeve shirt from there. Lols and so it was on sale so alright, i got one long sleeve shirt for him. He said its for work anyway. So alright and everytime i go to Uniqlo, my long list of wishlist (or i call it my "wantlist") will get even longer than ever! Sorry love the things there are just adorable! But why must it be very expensive! Ish! Ill put up the list at the end of this blog post!
Lucky Plaza Mcdonalds After being superbly tired of window shopping, we went to lucky plaza mcdonalds to get some mcflurry( with chocolate fudge = which tasted like mudpie!) and darling had double choco frappe ( i had the large one in school ) Since we are both bored and killing time, i decided to video webcam! We took random video of us me blabbering. Lols! [ Ill post the vid later on since im blogging on iphone now! :)]
First vid was me blabbering introducing on mcflurry and frappe. Lols and i was continue merepek-ing!
Second vid i was introducig abt darling and all darling did was smiling away and showing his deep deep dimple!
Third vid, the last vid of the day i was blaberring abt shoes and it was the sweetest vid among the other two! Lols.
Yeap after that we went to..
Singapore Polytechnic to get some juices for parents and thennn
Clementi to window shopping on iphone casing again :) By then i feeling superbly tired!
Took 154 and went home and darling asked this question: "of all people why did u choose to stay with me"
Seriously after that break up i had, i was finding myself hard to smile and laugh. Which is very unlikely of me and how i was anti-heels for a month after that serious breakup. Met guys somewhat in the middle but none of them could make me feel purely happy. One went MIA after i decided nt to go movie with him and the other wasnt making me feel so secure and idk why. The other one was an unrequieted love, merely a crush.
And one day went in randomly to alamak chat and found two guys that are sincere of really making friend! Well the others are just plain horny -.-
Chatted wit both but i was somewhat stuck wit one. Idk what makes me got stuck wit him though and all i wanted to do was to continue chatting wit him. It was time for me to go to bed but i manage to get his number. After that chat ended, all ive been thinking abt was this particular guy..
Nxt day with not much hope, i smsed this particular guy and we got to know each other even more. We webcam and i always rmbr to how he will always count my yawns whenever i chat with him. Back then he doesnt have a webcam but he did wanna see me.
Got even more serious as days passed. And he "sound" me with a nice little poem( which i have forgotten! Stupid harddisk spoilt) and how i intended to reply him on our first date but i ended replying him the next day instead. We got together even before we met! First date was a risky business cause it was purely a blind date but i know this is going turn out well!
Till now, that guy is still my bf. still my mr sunshiine. That guy who never fails to make me smile with his great deep dimple and his endless jokes.. That guy who makes my life into a rainbow after that horrible breakup. Insecure feelings does happen because i didnt know how he was like before i met him. Even now i do feel that jealousy but i believe it wasnt as serious as it was last time:)
To my syg, my mr sunshiine always :) Thanks for chatting with me that night. Thanks for replying my sms the next day after we chat. Thanks for smsing me all the while and layaning all my jokes. Thanks for making me your gf :) (oh shit idk why im crying!) thanks for evrrything that u have done for me and how sometimes i havent been appreciative towards you or hurt ur feelings.. I love you md noor ridzman b samsudin :)
Thanks for being a great bf to me :) My days are like a rainbow with your existence in my life :)
So i had a great day :) I did say i wanna post a "want-list" So here it is: 1) skinny-jeans-looking leggings(Uniqlo) 2) tunic shirt 3) oxford smart white shirt 4) nice looking white blouse with ruffles 5) charm bracelet from chomel 6) long sleeve grey shirt :)- this im gonna get myself real soon! Lols
Alright la i shud sleep now. Gonna leave darling a long sms. Mmuahx! Nitex!
i didnt know many things have happened to me so far. ive been reading my old blog posts. and how many unhappy & happy days i have encountered.
there was the breakup of my life that completely change me. then there was a few guys that was just not the one i was looking for. and finally then there was Md Noor Ridzman
a guy that ive met thru an online chat. got together on the 28JAN09 and went on our first official blind date on 04FEB09.
weird as how many people say online dating dont work/dangerous but alhamdullilah, my relationship with darling turns out pretty fine all this while & we are both getting serious and this relationship of ours are getting stronger by each seconds :] yes we both argue. yes we both did came to a point that we both should break up. but we both knew, breaking up doesnt solve anything.
the first time i saw at him at Jurong East Mrt going towards Joo Koon. the first lunch we had at Banquet. the first time u hold my hands. the first time u brought me to japanese garden. the first picture we took. the first kiss.... the first date we had that rained heavily thereafter. all the little things that we've done together.. i willl nvr forget them :]
and so now everytime we are having problems, our resolving-problem-place will be at Japanese Garden. thats what u told me recently right syg? :] we can spend the whole day at Japanese garden, resolving our arguments and disagreements and the end result, turns out to be a happy ending :]
i love you ridzman. thanks for everything that you have done for me all this while. i do wish to spend my whole life with you...
when boredom strikes, i play bs. but this time i manage to get some good shooting done =D
im tired and im not sure if i shud be waiting for darling to finish work or not at 1130. now is only 1027. almost an hour more to go....
gotta go school tmr. yeap supposingly to have that Silver infocom day thingy. but not going today and tmr as well. might go on Tuesday.
tmr shall do fyp in the morning till 12 plus or so & then off to meet love to go to Penin. ive been wanting to go there as some of my friend said, skinnies there are CHEEAAP-oo!
so yeap shall look at it :D
oh and went online shopping-ing at Gmarket again :X i stopped that habit since quite sometimes since im always lacking out of money. but now im pretty happy wit wat i have so i went G-Market-ing :D
so i bought a smiley face yellow earpiece & necklace :D
am still currently looking for a nice charm bracelet. the ones at chomel are not as nice anymore :[
oh well. shall still find them :]
alright. im done here.
oh and i have a sudden craving for swensens ice cream! urghh! lols.
okay actually im lazy toblog. but im just gonna waste time & im gonna act like im so free which actually im not. i have a meeting minutes to do but seriously. im so lazy to think of fyp right now.
thinking of fyp makes me panic & stress out. which i wud nt like to be right now.
its only 10 plus and im feeling so so tired. so so ngantuk. so so penat. just now went out with parents to jalan raya with my nice silver heels. i guess thats what taking up my energy!
oh well. i know this is random. i shud seriously save my money. i really wanna get engaged next year! norlin please stop yourself from shopping!
hmm what do i want/need: onto earphones/fruity series earpiece in yellow new iphone casing = my current yellow one seems like its falling apart :S long sleeve shirt that is on-sale in UNIQLO right now. more tudongs! = green uh-huh. i guess thats all that i can think of right now.
gdnite.
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having bad sorethroat! like seriously bad. i cant even swallow my food properly. that sucks.
anw lappy's back. happy as it is but most of my applications are gone. i need my: microsoft words visual studio cs5s
yeapppp anw went ion with darling yesterday. he promised to buy for me this yellow cardigan that i have so long been eyeing on it. end up didnt buy it. lols.
darling bought me this dress instead at UNIQLO. which he thinks it will look nice on me & will make me look like a twenty year old. lols. anw, i love it. thanks love :D
oh and next on the list is this leggings that look superbly nice! and its superbly looks like skinny jeans! but its leggings! can i have that next month looovveee :D :D :D oh and i shud get that long sleeve office shirt in white!
yes im a spoilt brat :X sorry la cant help it.
anw, walked around at ion and went to the new daiso. seriously, i love daiso! lols. cheapskate? so what!
then from ion walked all the way to 313. went to the uniqlo there and it is much much bigger than the one at ion. oh well.
took bus to bugis and took another bus to imm to take my beloved lappy back! so yeapp. got my lappy back and loving it :D
alright-syy i guess im done. im tired. back aching superbly bad
hari raya in 6 days? wow. alhamdullilah. i believe that this year my ramadhan is better than last year's :]
alright. nitex!
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