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alhamdullilah.

im back from NEMC ryc today.
earlier this evening.

full of happiness and anxious-ness & excitedness to go home.
but its a mixture of sadness as ill be missing my lovely sisters at THIQA!
yes its been a short period of only three days 2 nights.
but even so, as one of the eldest participants together with syazwani, (and might there be others?), i have treated the rest of you like my little sisters.
you gals were a crazy bunch and it was just so exciting to be with you.
the smiles and the laughters we share will not be forgotten. insyaallah.
and also, i hope we would meet each other again from time to time.
like the raya outing that we planned. insyallah if nothing gets in the way.

ryc camp.
three days two night.
laughters and tears that we shared are unforgettable.

laughters includes how THIQA sisters have put their effort in cheering.
the "ayat ayat alim" from hanisah.
the tap-in-tap-out then goes to another bus & taps-in again.
the raiinbow banana smile (:
the wonderful night laughs we shared before we went to sleep.
thanks for everything.

the tears or sadness.
the feeling of realizing how our parents are important to us.
how we cried even though we were being blindfolded.
heavy flows of tears came streaming down our cheeks, out of which we hope, it gives us a kesedaran. insyallah before its all too late.

i hope after this camp, ill be nice with my parents and respect them.
i know i might disagree to them sometimes but no matter what, they have gone hardships for me for the past 20 years.
and now i shud help them with watever and however i can.


i hope i could be insaf to ALLAH.
insyallah.

im tired.
i havent been getting enuf sleep.
so good nite.
tmr got school!
Sunday, August 29, 2010 22:07 back to top?

layout

finally changed my layout.
its been super long since i changed.

this time round is rather simple.
black + yellow + white + some pinkish.
not bad.
did this layout for the past 2 hours :S
and now my shoulders ache super bad.

went out to jp library today with rohani.
and there was this sudden urge to borrow a malay book.
lols.

and its about somewhat love triangle?
noo im not in the "love triangle" thingy anymore.
but i always wonder, how the person makes the decision to stay to one.
how easy it was in stories or movies, but it was so much harder in real life.
believe me.
ive went there.

neways.
didnt even really studied actually.
rohani came late and mostly the places are full
and we ended up sitting at children corner.
oh well.

sat and talk and discuss about tmr's ryc camp.

theeenn
walked to jp,
window shopping.
i finally got leggings
and i love the maxi dress i bought yday at imm.
its longg and it isnt as squezzy or maybe at least it couldnt see much of big fat butt. :X
most impt its covering my ankle and im loving it.

oh and minli told me its not really call maxi dress.
its called, "bohemian dress"
lols.

neways im planning to wear it soon but idk when.
monday most probably wear formal!
yayy to black high heels that hurts-me-super-bad-cause-its-lil-small!

sooo yeapp.
nth much actually.
bought nice markers at popular and some pens at harris.


nth much.
im motivated to get more maxi bohemian dresses!

alright.
tmr ryc camp at al mawaddah mosque at PUGGOL!
so i wont be updating for three days i think

going off tmr at 5 plus to meet rohani and its gonna be a longggg train ride.
darling planned to accompanied me.
its a pity that he cudnt join us for buka.
will be back on sunday afternoon at abt 2.

so yeap.
gonna miss everything.
fb + blog + iphone! (dad insisted i use his phone instead since the batt last longer)
its okay dad. either which u cant get to my iphone cause its securely locked :D heheheeee

alright.
i shud sleep.
head-egg!

nitex.
Friday, August 27, 2010 00:04 back to top?

studying

yes i shud be studying but i feel that i need to put some life to my blog once again.

so yes.
today i have sent my dearest laptop to the "hospital"
and i think it has to go a "brain"(motherboard) operation.
and thats very sad because all its memories of the past(things in the com) might be gone forever.
but its okay, there is something that can help to regain its memory(backup).
i wish my dearest computer to get well soon because i really need it soon :[

thats because i wanna start doing my fyp stuffs!
okay i didnt know i have a lot of other things to do for fyp.
introduction video, video in vb, credits, another layout.
shittssss.

so yeap.
went to imm with minli today :]
she accompanied me to send my laptop and we went daiso after that walk arounddd
yeapp thank you miss yew minli for accompanying me :D

went back to bro's house,
got money then accompanied mom to nieces school and then took bus to jp
bought food at jp for buka and went back home.

met dad in the bus and he can do laundry todayyy!
yayness.
lols.

tmr my plans are to:
go jp library with rohani
walk around at jp to find formal blouse
(maybe) go home and rest a while
go jw bazaar to find food for buka
go home
do laundry
fold clothes

sheesh.
im becoming like a maid soon :X
alrights-yy

i shud get back to icd.
:D
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 21:57 back to top?

patience

last week of yog break? awwww :[
this sucks. i havent finish enjoying my wakeup late moments!

updates:
1] still working at FA (i think? -or perhaps not)
2] my laptop screwed up again.
3] 14 days of fasting
4] gastrics + cough
5] more elf products bought online :X
6] still going out with darling once a week
7] supposed to be studying my icd exam NEXT WEEK
8] dadadada

okay idk what else.

roughly la kay.
idk if i shud still work at FA, i mean, ure working part time, so you can work anytime that youre available right?
if i cant work due to health related issues and then cant find a replacement, then blame me?
then still wanna say "your salary will be affected" =.=
enuf said abt FA

laptop screwed up again.

kept having that power surge on usb port pop up alert. which is rather irritating.

so i called up toshiba in the morning and the guy asked me to do a system restore or some recovery thingy.
*first irritation: have to wait so long to get on the line*

and called up spice & ask if they can help with the system restore and this guy said, "err im not sure if we have anything on toshiba. maybe you could look thru ur manual guide. you know when u buy ur computer, it comes with it?"
im like wtf?
1st: if i know the manual guide got the recovery setting instructions, why do i bother calling u up?
2nd: you simply said you not sure, arent u like going to ask around? so much of you being "helpful"
oh and he added, "maybe you could go to the website and look at forums for help?"
i reeallyy felt like banging the phone on the wall -.-
=.= =.= =.=
*thats the second irritation*

anddd i did the system restore or watsoever restore setting thingy and it took me nearly 2 hours!
and i thought everyhting was fine.

went out with darling after that to jw bazaar ramadhan to get food for parents.
and seriously i think i can spend $50 on food! :X :X :X

went home did laundry and such and tried the usb hub.
and worst, cant even read. kept restarting the com but still same problem -.-

called up toshiba the second time, and ask abt this problem.
and waa this is the third irritation -.-
its a she, and she asked me to do system restore and that factory setting again.
then if u wanna send laptop to the drop of point for repair, the person will have to give me this ref number.
then i told the person "maybe you could give me the number so i dont have to call back"
and i thought she going to give me the ref number, instead she gave me a number to call.
and i call up and it was the drop off place call number -.-
like really wth?
u didnt give me any reference number and u ask me call the drop off point?
really damn nonsense.

and the third time i call the toshiba
finally someone kind enuf to guide me better.
he gave me the ref number and i ask him why is my usb like that, could be cox my usb ports are spoilt or my motherboard problem. sad-ed

theeennnn yeap icd exam next week
and i havent study.
okay maybe i did study.
at least im having some basic ideas on document.getElementById && some others.

alright.
i shud get to sleep.

i wanna smell my pillows!
cox it smells darling-ish. :D

and oh i need to update and change my blogskin soon.
prob thurs :D


niteeeex!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 22:26 back to top?

blog is dead

again. my blog is dead.

its not that im lazy.
its just that i got nothing to blog abt.
okay i dont have much of an interesting life actually.

what makes my life interesting are darling & family & my crazy friends in school & besties.
other than that, im just an ordinary girl.

oh and i have an addiction with eyeliners nowadays.
i have like 6 eyeliners :S
a few pencil ones - that are broken and lazy to sharpen
2 liquid eyeliner
marker kind of eyeliner
and some others :s
what im gonna buy next is GEL KIND OF EYELINER!

i dont even know why i buy so many eyeliner
especially liquid eyeliner when i cant even apply them properly or spend 30 mins or more infront of the mirror applying and re-applying them.
seriously i have such shaky hands!
and i so need lots of practice!

whyy do some people in youtube makes it so easy to draw them!
while i keep having to apply and reapply cause it causes a mess!

anw.
i shud be sleeping.
its nearly midnight.

yog break starts liao :D
yay-ness!

i need to get a job soon.
fasting month coming too.
looking forward to it!

alright!
gdnite!
Friday, August 6, 2010 23:12 back to top?