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i wish i was at work

how i wish i am at work.

i had a full day yesterday.
and i ended up doing bar the whole day.

it really sucks arh.
if the normal drinks are so fun to do.
but those cerewet ones. damn irritating :S

thenn although doing bar is an "quite" easy job.
i ended spending more time wiping and washing and standing around.

at the end of the full day shift, i feel like i couldnt use my heels.
i could only walk tip toe!

my "tumit" feels like its super sore!
its like swollen!

as now,
i wish i could be at work.
so i could walk around more and it makes my time goes faster.
rather than now im at home and ive got nothing much else to do.
so im pretty much superbly bored!

and im used to getting hungry and after 330 only ill be eating.
and now im at home and i didnt feel hungry as much anymore.
if i keep up this way, i think ill lose weight! lols!

i wish i could get my library pay tmr!
i wanna goo shopping.
ohs and today i counted my shoes!
i got 34 pairs of shoes :X
and i realised i have more flats now!
nooo wayyy!

i bought a really nice printed black flats from Rubi yesterday before i go to work.
i told myself
"today im gonna work whole day, so im gonna treat myself to a nice pair of flats before i go to work :D"

so yeap.
im finally on my own Toshiba Lappy today. :D
wanna clear things out from here XD

alright.
im done blogging.

i shall take naps later xD

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 12:53 back to top?
3rd day of work

yay its the third day of work and i survived!

two morning shifts & one night shifts.
tmr night shifts again & tuesday whole day.

alright.
i wanna play bs :D

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Sunday, March 28, 2010 19:45 back to top?
first day of fig&olive-ing

first day and yes im superbly tired.

i didnt even took any orders today.
just send in orders and such.

tmr i have to work from 530 till 1030pm.
im scared really.
what if i heard the wrong order or something.
mannnn im so tired la!

nothing to blog about actually.
gotta restt early tonight and sleep more tmr afternoon.
lols.

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Friday, March 26, 2010 19:45 back to top?
URGH

im having chest pain. again and again and again.
and it doesnt seem to be gone very easily.

i see something on ur fb and i asked.
who is that?
and u said its ur NCCC gals.

seriously
im so damn pissed of for being jealous.

im trying my best to not be jealous
but it hurts so much.

please understand.
if u dont understand me then no one will.

its damn frustrating.

it must be something u said to them
thats what making them suddenly write something in ur wall right?

shit la.
im so damn frustrated.
idk who im supposed to be angry with
you or me or them.

urgh.
cant they not be pretty?

urghhh.......
i really wish ure here....

i feel like breaking down so badly.........

Wednesday, March 24, 2010 20:05 back to top?
date with darling♥






finally;

i get to meet up with darling after like 2 weeks?
okay 2 weeks can make me go crazy :S

anyways;
seriously im so not in the mood to wake up.
stupid menses cramps got me in the morning.

but thinking that i don't know when else i can meet darling,
so i just got up, bath, got ready and took some pink panadols.
(that never fails to make me vomit out water+panadol. EWW!)

so got ready took train to Jurong East and met darling at 51 bus stand.

hmm while we were in the bus,
i felt like he was afraid to hold me or touch me.
i felt like its been too long since he last hold me.
so we continue talking as the rain were downpour-ing heavily.

we listened to songs on my ipod.
and talked and smile and we soon started to lean on each other.

yes we were both sleepy and hungry at the same time :S
so our mood were switched to the hyper-active MODE

we actually took bus 51 accidentally
soo we dropped off at Central and walked all the way to Clarkquay Banquet.
which i think its very far.

darling introduced me to "his friends". uncle Jon & Pak Ali.
they were some statues along the way. and i kept telling darling, "eh Pak Ali ade tongkat? you should get them tau? Good for u!" LOLS

soo at Banquet, we were both hungry.
i ate Ban Mian while darling ate some Tom Yam Soup thingy.
(which i tasted was SPICY!)

we talked "business" about the sewing2 things.
he thinks that i should start selling them. its gonna be a good business.
and he gave me an idea to try doing a customised lanyard,with his name; for him.
hmmm. im reconsidering about it. just need ideass.. hmmmmmm.
colors: red+black+blue...

neways after we are done eating, we decided to go to Esplanade
yeap its like going back from where we were and walk much much further.

we walked at the Merlion Walk too.
and we took pics there.
the sun was too bright. happy for darling because of his TRANSITION LENSES.
he kept saying. "its dark eh? i didnt realise" Lols.

sometimes i think he loves his transition specs more! hahax!

theenn we walked merlion park to esplanade.
thenn it was fun arh. hottt seriously.
from esplanade, we walked to singapore flyer.
seriously its again super far. but we managed to make it shorter distance because we both kept talking and disturbing each other; harshly.

then from Singapore flyer. it was super cool. cause it was the neared view ive ever get to the whole thing.
the last time we took with the picture of the flyer was last year on darling's birthday.

so yeap.
how i wish he would bring me there someday XD

hmm.. from flyer.
we walked all the way back to Marina Square.

seriously i think i lose a like 1kg++ or so from walking so far away.
ohs and to go to marina Square, we have to like walk this really high slope.
so damn reminds me of Hilltop :S

reached Marina Square,
we decided to cool ourself down with a nice cup of chocolatey+sweety chocolate milkshake
seriously i think i could get diabetic if i drink that often :X

after we had our chocolatey+sweety chocolate milkshake; we decided to walk around Marina Square.
really its a nice place. lots of shops and such.
stopped by at arcade and play a few shooting games XD

thenn.
after that we thought of going Funan; buttt somethings happened.
we were kinda arguing :X
shhesh. what a day to argue.

we took 166 to SP.
dad asked me to buy food for him!

in 166 we kinda argue again.
urgh.
sorry darling. it was seriously my fault.
i really shouldnt have been attitude towards u.
promise it wont happen again.


reached school bought food and walked and again we've been playfully joking with each other; harshly.
seriously i hate to gurau gurau kasar with you.


thenn stopped by at clementi after that.
walked and took bus home.
kinda argued again!

im sorry for being jealousy. i know i shouldnt but sometimes the feeling came and it took control of my heart. when i was feeling jealous in the bus i was holding on to our ring so hard till it hurts my fingers. i was forcing myself not to cry. i dont want to tell u how hurt i was. i was trying to be strong. but u knew.

i guess what u said was true when we were at Mcdonalds.
i choose you because there was a something that you have that no other girls have.. same goes with you. you choose me because there was something different about me from other guys. so why should i be jealous?

i guess thats true.


at home we talked it out everything we did and said for the day.
for all the arguments we had.
im really sorry syg. i didnt mean to hurt u in any way.

hmm.
i guess thats all now.
what a day.

darling's sentence-of-the-day : I WANT TO BUY IPOD TOUCH
My sentence-of-the-day: I WANT TO BUY HEELS!

lols.

seriously syg.
thanks for the day.
ive been loving u so much till it hurts me by all the little-st things.

nitex now.
tmr results.
tmr going out with rohani. xD

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Tuesday, March 23, 2010 21:25 back to top?
blackshot :D

happy sehh.

i played like one round of team death flag today and i was like the best player for that round :D
happpyyyy XD

best player as in the shoot the most :D
i never been a top player for any round.
i was always the last few people below :X hahax.
with suckish shootings and lots of deaths! :S lols.

took a screenshot of it!

thatt girl pic is meee XD
fierce gituk kan! hahax.

alrighttt.
other than this, ive got nothing else to blog about.
except im having bad tummy pain right now and i have no idea why.
stupid menses still not here yet. its like 5 days pass the estimation next period date...
hmmmm. im not stress am i? :S

alright.
i shall stay at home tomorrow.
meet darling on tuesday.
and meet rohani on any of the remaining days. XD

nitex XD

random thoughts:
yesterday dad blanja me a nice new pair of black flats that has "cushion" inside. im feeling of grabbing a nice new pairs of heels.
and i saw RUBI SHOES are opening at JP2 Level 2. the link from JP1 level 2 to JP2 Level3. im exciteddd la! feels like grabbing more shoes! :X

ohs and i reallyy craving for a nice pair of heels from mondo!
I WANT TO GO TO IMM MONDO PLEASE!
and i hope there's sizes too. i really damn hate it if its the last pair -.-

hmmm.
ohs and please my pay! please please let me get it fast so i could start shopping for school!
oh shit. talking about school. results out on 24MARCH! shits! i totally forgotten about it!! kay kaayy. i wanna play bejeweled in fb :O

im addicted to it all over agggaiiinnnn :S


ohs and i forgot. celebrated mum's bday today. with abang family came over. had a most wonderful cake; (okay not as WONDERFUL as that durian cake i had for my bday :X)

its wonderful cause its superbly chocolateyyy XD (sounds like coco krunch advertisement! LOLs)

andd yeapp. happy birthday to my wonderful mom. yes sometimes you can make me pissed of with you. but even so i will always love you XD You're the best mum in everything! i will always love you and forever.♥♥♥

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Sunday, March 21, 2010 21:41 back to top?
new blogskin XD

im loving my new stripeey blogskin XD

i havent been blogging last few days was because i was working on this skin.
i love it.
the color combination! especially the background xD

ohs and my shifting project at Hilltop ended yesterday.
as again i didnt blog because of editing this layout.

pretty glad and sad at the same time;
glad: i finally get to have my sleep & i could spend my days with sewing and shopping with rohanii & being with riidzman!
sad: there goes my $35 for friday.

so end up i counted...
i managed to get about $300+ which im glad. VERY GLAD

butt if there's cpf, theenn about $260+
oh well at least there is still cash.

now what im thinking of is either stay at home or find another job till school starts.
im thinking of finding another job. at least i have incoming cash right?

hmmm.
and my library pay hopefully will comes by next mid month. sad-ed.

lets see.
what shall i get... hmm
// that couple jacket. RED KAYS DARLING?
// skinny jeans!
// bright yellow heels!
// that black mary-jane online XD
// NEW FRAME SPECS!

hmm. i guess thats all for now. i hopppe :X

alright! niitex XD

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Friday, March 19, 2010 21:41 back to top?
no shoes

boo hoo. sad-ed i still havent bought any shoes :(

but i madee things todayy xD
i finish off my purple and pink sewing bow.
and i made my first bangle!
i loovee it!
ohs and thats the red pillow made for rohanii xD
here are the pics XD



i guess thats all for noww arh.
nothing much to blog.

tmr monday :(
gotta start work liaoo. sad-ed & gonna be super tiring..

Sunday, March 14, 2010 21:21 back to top?
new haircut~

yayy i got my new haircut today.

i intended to buy shoes la!
then i saw shoes at Mondo.
all last pair. and im like zzzzzz

but i did got to buy my resources for the sewing2 thingy xD
i bought red,blue,white and yellow XD

newayysss;
i got my new haircut today and i love it.
although darling said it looks like some chinadoll/minah korea, but i still like it.

im considering of doing soft rebonding.
but darling said he doesnt like rebonded hair.
sssoo i think i shall not do it arh.

so yeap.
i guess that all xD

i need shoes!

here are the pics xD



Saturday, March 13, 2010 21:33 back to top?
weekends!

tomorrow is Saturday! XD

wheee.
im gonna shop for shoes tmr!
heels & flats!

went home early today.
work as okay. as usual.
tired. carrying books. shifting shelves. cleaning shelves.

basically its like:
#1 carry books from shelf to trolley.
#2 books from trolley transfer to a room.
#3 dismantle shelves.
#4 clean shelves.
#5 fix shelves.
#6 transfer books from room to trolley.
#7 transfer books from trolley to shelves.

yes thats about what i do every single day.

the tiring part is:
#1 from bustops going up to hilltop library
#2 from hilltop going to fc3 for lunch.
#3 from fc3 going back to hilltop
#4 from hilltop to bustop agaiinn

im soo glad i have weekendss andd i could soo get some lots rest.

ohs and ive been playingg blackshot XD

alright.
i really reallyy hoppee the weekendss gonna be a bitt longerr xD
ii need loots of restt!

seee yoouuu!

random: i feel like cutting concave/long bob with bangs.

long bob


long bob with bangs


concave


i see that the concave with bangs isnt as nice. so i leave it out.
i wanna try bangs this year and see how it goes.
i somewhat prefer long bob with bangs!
imm so excitteedd!

so so whoever reads my blog; hopee u could help me choose tooo XD
niiitex!

Friday, March 12, 2010 21:00 back to top?
updates

okay la. alhamdullilah my arm got really better.
except i was having leg cramps from squarting up and down.

sheesh.
i think ill grow muscles from carrying thick& heavy books.
and i think i kinda sprain my right wrist :S i cant turn it somewhat. annoying kiex!

anddd i have to walk super far for lunch.
and its like so sad-ed cause i have to walk from hilltop library to fc3 alone.
and eat alone.
drink alone.
except i dont go toilet alone :X
and from fc3 goes back to hilltop library alone. again.

and just now, i was tired from walking from fc3 to hilltop library.
went to the food haven and went to take a short rest.
im so needing my sleep!

and im not going to hilltop library anymore when school starts.
im sick of going up and down the hills.

i wanna get my pay fast and so i could go shopping fast!
i wanna spend on shoes& heels.
its been i think...
2 months since i bought shoes! noo fair!
shoes are my addiction.
and so are you my darling ridzman XD

i think im done with blogging now.
ill put some pictures later kiex?
i wanna do editing.

ohs and i did a blogskin on remember december by demi lovato.
but i havent done any codings at all. sungguh the malas& leceh.

im thinking of changiing my skin too.
ill do it next next monday.
after next friday i hopeeee i could really rest!

i wanna do my sewing addiction back.
ohs and im thinking of selling those XD
pictures uploaded later kiiiex!

hmm hmm.
i think thats all arh.
i should be sleeping now.
tired. super super tired.
tomorrow is going to be another day. another tiring book shifting day

seee youu


Thursday, March 11, 2010 21:09 back to top?
im back XXD

hahax!
omg this seems super old arh.

its already march and the last time i updated was in february.
super long la! i knoww!

lots of things happened.
mixed up/confused.
exams.
holidays.

as for my exams real screwed i guess :S
eh wait; i cant even remember my exams!
please please let me pass.

ohs and its like the 3rd week of holidays tmr :S
so fast la okay.
ohs and that reminds me. i need to check when does the new term starts.
19-april

okay then..
i just started work.
at sp library. either at main library or hilltop library.

i rather prefer at main library out of which i could start later. which is at 11;
if at hilltop library i have to start work at 9am.
super early kan!

i have to wake up at 730, get in the bus at about 8 plus or so.
reached at about 830 or 840 plus.
walk all the way to hilltop library was like super jauh la!

thennnn
its been only three days then my tgnn feels soo aching arhh.
wait its not aching. its numb more like it.
yesterday night it was my right arm.
today it is my left arm. superrr annoying la!

and i walk alot and carry books up and down the shelves.
cleaning shelvesss.
penatt really.
i really hope the pay is worth all the pain!

yeap.
i got nothing much to blog lagik.
but i will start blogging again okay XD
hahax.

Sunday, March 7, 2010 21:31 back to top?
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