get well soon darling.
Sunday, July 26, 2009 19:49 back to top?

darling's adv bday celebration & 6th mth adv anniversaary.

had a real great fun today.
thanks darling for having so much fun with me!
i enjoyed it so much!

morning;
met darling at Jurong East platform.
then we went to NTUC Fairprice to get some tidbits for our picnic.

then we went to eat breakfast.
i ate two pratas =X cheese and egg
darling ate egg prata.
thanks for the breakfast darling.

in bus 97
we took the bus from Jurong East interchange after our breakfast.
in the bus, i gave him his birthday present.
asked him to open it and he likes it.
its a pen set =D

then i took pictures:




then we stopped at Anson Road. and took bus 400.

in bus 400
i wrote and counted the bustops, it was supposed to be 6 bustops.
and oh the place is like super far :s
the distance from the bustop we both took the bus to the first bustop was super super far! lol.
end up we stopped at the 5th bustop.
cause that's where....
MARINA BARRAGE is

marina barrage



it was such a beautiful place when we look at it.
im so overwhelmed by the whole scenery.
im speechless.
it was the most beautiful place ive ever went.

it really was windy like what minli said.
pictures:




ohs and in between the takes in the pictures above, i was playing water.
i managed to get darling wet with me splashing the water :X
and he sprinkled some at me too.
so yeap actually our phones are kinda wet because of those splashes of water.

so up up and up we went to the green roof.
it was kinda muddy so we cant have picnic on the grass.
(well i kept pestering to have it but darling said no. so i gave up =X)

so we found a place near the back of the spiral and took more pictures.
pictures of our front view;back view and more pictures of us.




and we took more pictures:
darling with the ships and the ships are like super small is because its super far.
i was the one who ask him to do that gesture. hahax.
and we took photo of us "promoting" season's ice lemon tea.
sorry arhh im not in favour of seasons. i love yeo's.
but but since darling bday celebration, i force myself to drink la okay? hehex!
hmm then yeah the picture of the sky. i was leaning at the place and looking up and thats what i saw.




yeap we finally got our picnic.
with tidbits and a few games of uno.
ohs and it was fun cause i kinda won a few times :X
sorry darling i should have give you a chance to win since its your bday afterall.
but oops? =X

pictures:
our picnic tidbits with a game of uno.
darling eating chips.
and hmm my shoe is creating problems :S
our pictures and the second picture; darling said he look very stoned. lols.
what else? drink my ice lemon tea somemore;




after some time, we found out it started to drizzle lightly.
we walked and walked to the other side of the green roof and stopped at the singapore flyer.
the best place.

pictures:
singapore flyer.
i wish to go there someday. but damn im afraid of heights :X
but we shall try okay? =D


and we took about 5 or more than 5 shots to this perfect picture.
the picture of us with the singapore flyer behind us.
darling helped by adjusting either to move up or down.
then i was adjusting to move either left or right.
and when this shot made, both of us said; FINALLYYYY! LOL.
and the picture of singapore skyline. SUPERB!



then we walked all the way out of marina barrage.
we were like waiting for bus 400 to come. and it was super late.
serious the bustop was like a stranded place.
empty with not much people.
people come and go.

we then end up taking the shuttle bus to marina bay mrt.
when we were in the bus, the bus 400 came. we both were like.. "ERRRR!!

we decided to go to BUGIS next.
took train from MARINA BAY.

train(in & waiting)
more pictures.
"you smell nice"~ norlliin


*big eyes*~norliin
*weird mouth*~darliing


*kisses*


erms


we went to bugis and straight to LJS.

at LJS
we both ate the three chicken meal.
darling said he was full
ended up i ate his one chicken.
so i ate four. omg!

usually guys will finish girl food.
but today i finish his food =X
and i never see him never finish his food before.

pictures:
darling with the "queue" number(it happened to be my fav number) & darling looking stressed =X



then after lunch;
we walked around at bugis street.
and the amazing thing is that darling could seriously know what are the type of clothing that attract my eyes.
and he was right every single time

he simply know me too well. =D

and we look at guys clothes too.
damn i seriously need to go shopping.

next date:shopping at BUGIS STREET

and we settled on a few things to get the same.

#1 sandals.
his is black with yellow straps. mine is yellow with black straps.
#2 couple shirt.
same color of long sleeve shirt.
#3 watch.
couple metalic watch =D

hmm.. then we walked around at bugis junction and such.
and darling applied for newurbanmale.
they are having a recruitment.
although i made darling promise no job related for a day, i know he should try his chances.

im a lil upset to know that if he gets the job its gonna be 11 am till 10 pm.
leser time together.
haish.

how am i gonna get used to everything that happened during the early month of relationship all over again...?

hmm then we decided to ride back home with bus.
toook 197 to jurong east.

and erm.
i told him what i was thinking.(and cried)
he told me,
"you are a strong girl. you are strong inside.
be like the norlin that you used to be.
dont tell yourself you're weak. if you do, you will be weak."

his words.
they are just so simple.
yet it could be be in great tears.

thank god he was there to pujuk me.
im sorry if im not being supporting with you.
please forgive me.

its hard for me to accept. i know.
but ive been this person.
telling my love ones what is good for them, but end up, i have to suffer with the sad consequences.
im sorry.
please dont ever let it affects you.
im sure ill get over it.
let's hope its fast...

i didnt realise how much i love you.
how i pull you or hold u so tight when i see minahs around.
afraid that you'll get attracted.
but even so, i love you and i trust you.

i will forever rmbr what you said,
"if i were to do hanky-panky behind your back, i would have done it long time ago.
i could have done it during our first month.
why must i wait till 6 month.
that shows that i love you. and only you."

awww.....
alright im done and we shall be of asleep now.
tireddd..........!!

to my one and only darling ridzman;
Happy 23rd birthday Love;
may you always be happy with me and your family.
i love you and will be till eternity.

happy advanced 6 months.
forgive me for my imperfections.
forgive me for my rough languages.

i do and say what i meant.
especially the words;
i love you ridzman.

you're the only one.
no one else.

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Friday, July 24, 2009 19:54 back to top?

the perfect birthday suprise.

i need ideas.
i need ideas.
ideas.ideas.ideas.

a perfect birthday suprise.

marina barrage
or
mount faber
or both =X

i cant decide.
help anyone?

PS: to darling;
pretend you don't see this okay? =X hahax!
Sunday, July 19, 2009 10:08 back to top?

something's been screwing up my lappy.
its beginning to get laggy :S
oh well.

just some random thoughts.
new white slippers =D
black with white polka dots button down.

i need a black belt.
fast.

i need my tutoring pay.
fast.

i want to spend my day with darling on this coming friday.
whee.

i need more button down shirts.
fast.

nice black mascara.
non-waterproof please.

so yeap.
off to sims =D
see ya!
Saturday, July 18, 2009 14:32 back to top?

bowling =D

sorry for not being able to update :S

i was caught up with my new tuition assignment and other plans in school.
i shall just blog for now.
since im super lazy to stand up and take my phone cable.
unfortunately my bluetooth doesnt work. and idk why. but idc for now.

neways nothing much happened in school actually.
yesterday went to school to finish of the maths pbl.
yes finally.
then had lunch. treat the four friends pizza.
ohs and dear was around yesterday. so he got to eat free pizza.
dont worry darling, next time we eat ur nasi ayam penyek at fc3.

then..
since we are having itp briefing at 3plus.
the five of us decided to go library and play board games.
first we settled on lord of the rings, end up i was the one reading the rules and regulations. the others happily reading magazines. super irritated.

then we changed game to life.
super fun. super crazy.
minli who was supposingly to be a banker felt asleep. LOLS.

had fun till 3pm then went to the convention centre.
nth about the talk.
somewhat all four of us felt asleep.except thik. lols
some irritating people sit behind me kept banging on my chair. urgh.

then nothing much.
trying to rush home for my first tutoring new assignment.
yeap okay laa. one and half hours =D
not as bad as the previous one.

hmm then ate soggy ban mian from banquet.
lols. nice actually. i love soggy food. =D

hmm then today...
normal school
went to eat lunch at fc1 with the four of them plus wayne and jon.

then.. continue normal lesson.
maths. urgh getting more difficult by the minute.

then lesson ended, waited for dalring.
then took the same bus with him to clementi.
and.. went to mcdonalds and ate mcflurry. yuummy!

then bro called and asked if i wanted to play bowling.
and said that darling could follow.
so we ate and took bus to superbowl =D

played bowling.
first throw for me was a strike.
later on, my hand felt super tired.

and darling arh...
aiyooo
in the bus tell me, "i suck at bowling. i suck."

and end up his score higher than me.
no faiiirr! hmpphh!

and its fun to see to man that i love there talking =D
darling and my brother.
darling, soon u shall meet my dad. wahahah! lOLs//

alright im done now.
tired.
sleepy.
ohs and psp is fixed!
yayyy =D

gonna play psp tonight =D
gems tmr and my second tutoring lesson. woooo~~

hope darling could accompany me for nasi ayam penyek lunch tomorrow.
thanks for the day darling.
thanks for taking ur time off work to meet me.

sorry for not being able to answer ur phone call at night.
i love you darling.


you
and no one
else.
Thursday, July 16, 2009 21:19 back to top?

first hard cash

whee got my first hard cash pay today.
super happy. super joy! =D

treat parents food.
bought myself a nice pair of white heels :X
sorry darling. i cant live without heels like i cant live without u =D
but no worries, the heels can never reach to ur height.

and got two watches for $10 =D
whoo~~
one black and one white.
ive been wanting to get myself watches for super long.
finally =D

hmm so yeap.
i had enough with maths homework.
and ive done nsm quiz.
half did wt tutorial.

so yeap.
thats all.

i miss you darling.
three days since i last met you.
and the next time im gonna be will be on wed!
aaaaa.
mish you mish you!

lols sorry.
im super mad.
and my back hurts real bad. ouch!

help darling :(

oh yeah.
i need a flat pencilbox real bad.
soon soon i shall find =D
Sunday, July 12, 2009 20:06 back to top?

touching. emotional.

lessons were as per normal.
well except that my wireless tech was being marked again.
and it got increased 8 marks. so its 68/100. whooo~


then went lunch with thik,ash,isaac,wayne and jon to fc1.
loves the nasi ayam there =D

then then. bought some tidbits for maths class.
bought the stick biscuit and mentos.

went to class and ate the mentos.
and i didnt realise eating mentos could cause me to be so high.
i mean really high.
ash took my highlighter and kept asking him to give me back.
then when he never give me back, i told him,
"give me back la! later i call police come catch you"

if ure think im mad.
yes i was mad.
thik was beside me kept laughing at me and ash.
lol.

then lesson ended and met up with darliinngg =D
wheeee~~
he was at the bustop early and i love seeing him smiles =D

then we went to clementi and decided to ate ice cream
we both bought mcflurryy!
then while eating, he explained to me about his work stuffs.

ANYBODY WANNA DO SAVINGS,INSURANCE AND INVESTMENTS?

so yeap after that we spend some time together =D

while waiting for the bus home,
darling was singing to me.
it was the song, "Janji Padamu"
and seriously it was a superbly touchy song.
he sang it w/o hearing the music.
all i could ever do was smile and smile and smile till im blushing damn bad.



bus came and he was finding the song to send it to me.
then we listened to some songs together.
and most of the songs he played was love malay jiwang songs.

seriously i couldnt stop smiling and blushing and my cheeks were super hurt for smiling too much.
while he sang, i looked straight to his eyes.
and i felt so happy.

then i really couldnt tahan from being super touchy.
end up im crying.
then darling was saying, "eh dont cry!"
then i said, "im not crying. im sweating thru my eyes"
LOL.

and this was one of the songs:


darling's fav song. right darling? =D
and the "lelaki baru" song was like referring to another girl =S
i know darling is not thinking of any other girl.

so yeap the journey home was superbly fast today.
because we were both having fun.
haish.

darling i love you so much.
lets work together to build a better and cleaner relationship okay?
and i do trusts you darling.
never in my mind had the thought of leaving you and going for any other guys.
you're the only one who is in my mind and heart.
always and forver,

thats all for now yea.
i needa start doing:

1) maths hw.
2) nsm quiz
3) planning for nsm assignment.
4) wt tutorial

urgh. i shall really stop playing sims for a lil while.
1) hangs my com
2) makes me forgot about my studies
3) MOST AND IMPT: I WONT REALISE IF DARLING IS ONLINE.

hehex. okay darling is back.
so yeap. see ya!
Thursday, July 9, 2009 19:55 back to top?

results.

woo woo.

got two exams paper yesterday.
and im super happy =D

mocoms;
the paper that i would really flunk it real bad,
passed =D
well average pass.
56/100

i rmbr what darling told me,
"you dont need to do very well and get high marks,
just try your best"
thanks my darling!
you're my one and only motivation =D

as for maths,
i super find it hard to believe.
i thought i would get about 70 plus or at most 80 plus.
end up i got 92/100
woo hoo! super the happy!

hmm and so for getting great results, i have to treat my friends for lunch.
hahax.
oh well.

one more paper.
please NSM please dont disappoint me!

ohs and ive been meeting up darling for two straight days =D
monday:
wanted to go home with him but then dad suddenly wanna meet up together =S
tuesday:
accompanied him to eat nasi ayam penyet.
and then he accompanied me to buy dinner for my parents.
then he send me home =D
since i was in a good mood, i didnt tickle darling =D
hahax. if not, he will kena it real bad =S

oh well.
im done here =D
see ya!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 10:17 back to top?

Transformers

Exams are over.
and i update my blog super slow :S
hahax im just super lazy to do so.

my last exam was the wireless technology.
seriously the night before i didnt even read any of the notes.
the coursebook is so super complicated.
and i ended up not reading but except handwritten the tutorials.

before i came school, i had lunch with darling.
darling came exactly at 12. pretty on time. =D

then we had lunch at Clementi and then walked around until 1330.
took 14 together with darling.
i stopped by singapore poly while darling continue to his work place.

erm.
while waiting for isaac at the bridge to sp, there was this man, indian man approach me.
at first he was talking to me in indian, since i dont understand, i ignore him.
then he asked me whats the bus to jurong east, then i said take 105.
then after that, i started to ignore him and suddenly he started to get near me, then i move one step at the opposite side. i thought he wanted to take a look at the bus or something.
end up he was getting nearer and nearer to me.
and with that, i walked super fast to the girls toilet at the Mrt station.
i felt super afraid.
i stayed at the toilet for a few minutes and then walk and wait for isaac near the 7 eleven.
so yeap it was super scary.

then isaac came and sat with him at the t15 while waiting for the others to come.
during that waiting period, i was trying my best to fill watever wt things in my head.
lol. thank god the mst was mcq. so its much easier than written ones.

the others came and was trying to exchange informations.
seriously i didnt realise i was missing alot of things. hahax!

then we went to the exam venue and seriously i was super scared. lol.
during the exams, i didnt know whats the mcq answers will be.
i seriously chose answers that would make sense to me.
and end up, i got 60/100. phheewwwwwww! hahax

hmm then thats the end of the exams.
yay.

hmm then on friday, it was supposingly to have gems classes.
i skipped my gems class and instead went to watch TRANSFORMERS with darling =D
seriously im so not a big fan because i find that it is very unrealistic.
but since darling kept wanting to watch it, so okay, why not give it a try =D
its better that he watch with me than he watching with someone else right? =X hahax!

darling met me at Lakeside mrt station.
and he said he was wearing red shirt.
i thought it was his normal red and white shirt.
but instead, he was wearing a MANCHESTER UNITED shirt. Hahax!

then after that we went to take MRT to city hall.
and i love talking to him.
at city hall, we change train and went to dhoby.

we walked all the way from dhoby to cathay.
and its been quite some time since we went there =D

reached cathay, we bought tickets.
and my tix cost 6 dolars =D

then we sat and wait for quite some time till the cinema is open.
then we bought nachooosss =D wheee~~
and large Seasons ice lemon tea.
(Well okay darling's favourite. not fair! next time i shall ask him to drink one large yeo's/pokka ice lemon tea :X)

ohs and this time we get to sit at couple seat =D
hahax.
we sat at the cinema and watch transformers.
i ♥ bumblebee!

and indeed it is a nice show.
it wasnt what i expected. not as merepek as what i thought. hahax.

thanks darling.
and no i didnt regret watching that with you =D

then we took 106 to clementi and took 99.
i was having tutoring after that.

darling send me to my tutoring place and then he left.
i do wish he would accompany me though but hmm its okay next time then.

hmm tutoring ended and went to buy kfc for dinner and went home.
rest after a while and went online with darling.

darling,
i guess its true.
we've been together for only 5 months or so but we know each other as if we know each other for 5 years.
you can read my mind pretty well and you're sensitive to my feelings.

im sorry if i didnt trust u as much as u expected.
but one thing for sure, i trust u more than i did before.
i really don't know what ill do without u darling.

please dont ever leave me.
(okay u can leave me when u have to go to work,home, toilet etc)
but dont leave from my heart.

i love you so much.
you're the only one for me.

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Saturday, July 4, 2009 09:31 back to top?