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darling went online a little while just now.
and the webcam frost and he went offline.

ohs ohs! school gonna start in about..
19~20 more days! and im super excited!

seriously i wanna go back to school.
i had enough of staying at home and facing the com for qo everyday =S
and so this is seriously making me fat! urgh.
eating while sitting infront of the com that is.

poly life are like has tight schedules.
especially weeks that have tests and assignments.
those are the most irritating weeks EVER!
but other than that, there will be holidays. seriously lots of it.

well i think for year one there are lots.
but most prob, year two, lesser the holidays.
ohs and there's itp. but its more like the end of year two though =S

im looking forward to year two =D
makes me feel older =X
phew. end of the year will be nineteen years old. NINETEEN. like omg!
my last teen before hitting the twenties =S

and so i guess darling wont be online.
so im heading to bed now.

sorethroat today.
flu yesterday.
can this week get any worst!

luck in qo wasnt any better.
whenever i had a spawn to myself, someone else will come and intercept me.
urgh. frustrating!

hmm thinking of getting a haircut.
maybe long hair doesnt makes me much happier.
shall consider it again.

thats all for now.
see ya =D

Monday, March 30, 2009 22:48 back to top?
missing

havent been blogging for about 2 days =S

well thats either because im lazy or sick.
yesterday i was caught up with a flu and wheee i screwed my psp -.-
urgh.
thats very very irritating!

i dont know why.
but i realised im irritated easily nowadays.
well i think its becasue of "that time of the month"

other than that
darling didnt go online for quite sometime.
he has some internet problem at home.
well he says that maybe tomorrow he can goes back online.
oh well.

im lazy to blog.
and im going back to qo.
see ya.

too much freedom is what im afraid of........

19:32 back to top?
random event

uwaah so cool!
random event in co
"EXP MOB IN Promo centre in 5 minutes"

well i was curious so i went there.
and it was like so lagging there =S
so i bought my archer.and my tao and darling character there. lol.
pretty cool.

well here are the screenshot:
#1 my view


#2 my taoist view


#3 darling's view


aite see ya =D

Saturday, March 28, 2009 22:43 back to top?
bored.

i have no idea what to do now.
went hunting just now in qo. and im like so so tired =S

woke up earlyy today.
took long naps. naps are like supposed to be an hour two. but mine is like 4 hours =S
lesser than 2 hours of nap for me will cause me misery misery headaches. urgh.

hmm
i cant wait till school starts.
i wanna meet up with darling.
i wanna go out with my bestfriends.

oh well.
thats all see ya!

shall make a new blogskin soon.
maybe... mr men and little miss world.
lol. see ya xD

Friday, March 27, 2009 21:05 back to top?
red heels causes miseryy =S

didnt touch qo the whole day today.
well im planning to play it later. =D

went out with mum,aunt and my cussin to jp xD
mum bought me a small sling back.
and i saw this really really very very nice big handbag =D
which cost $32 =S
shall ask mum to fork up a little bit =X

bought myself a yellow watch.
and im still looking for a yellow heels.
most heels i saw are has black color at the back.
oh well. i shall wait for that yellow & black heels at speedy rhinooo!
$25.90 =S

eekk. i so need money.

hmm
idk why but i cant wait for school to starts.
well because.. i needa start saving money.
and. i miss fc3 food =X and also i miss my crazy classmates =D

but what i cant wait more is that darling is ord-ing 2 weeks more =D
i cant wait to meet up with him again!
2 more days till our two month anniversary.

i promise to take care of you darling.
and i will try my best to not argue with you. lol. thats like so sudden =S
and i will try my best to make this relationship last darling xD

as for now
i wanna meettt u agaiinnnn!!!!!
urgh this is so frustrating. not about meeting you my darling.
its about my left thumb =S kedagingen lol.

oh well. see ya around =D
and wore my red $5.90 heels today.
if my feet can scream, they will scream "GET ME OUT OF THIS SHOEEEES!!!"
LOL. SEE YYAAA♥♥

and ohs ohs.
new msn kinda niiiceee♥

and darling has to work late today =(
im sorry i didnt believe you darling.
i was just wondering. im sorry.
thanks for explaining to me why you had to work late.
loooveeee yoou♥♥

Thursday, March 26, 2009 18:38 back to top?
spawn

found a new spawn in qonquer and im loving it by every minute im there =D
its like a lucky spawn. lots of mets.

upgraded my bow to unique now.
refined.unique.super.elite
needs 20 mets = 1 dragon ball =S
and my bow is now +2 and my hat is +1 =D

oh well.
i shall really stop playing qonquer alot!
its causing my back to hurts. and so does my palm.
clicking on the mouse too much =S hahax!

i have a feeling of doing wallpaper.
but i have noo idea what to do it on.
i want it to be yellow. but i have no idea what to add on it.

oh well.
aite im done here!
see yyyaa!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 20:43 back to top?
back

im back after a day of not blogging. lol.

been playing qo.
about 10 hours every day =S
so im left with 14 hours.

10 hours = qonquer
8 hours = sleep
6 hours = other stuffs like eating,bathing,watching tv,etc.
---------
24 hours


i guess ill be doing that till my holidays are over.
in like... 3 more weeks? or less! eekk!

hmm.
4 more days to our second month anniversary =D

yayyyy!
i love you my darling ridzman.
more than my 25 pairs of shoes.
or more than ice lemon tea!
or more than my little miss sunshine big big plushiiee.
or more than...

okay okay. i think u got the idea. =D
im happy to be with you darling.
please dont ever leave me...
i dont know how i will be without u by my side..
i llooovveee yyooouuu sssooo muuuccchh♥♥

and i cant wait to see you again!
which is like.. till april 11? eeekkk still so farrr awaaayyy!

hmm..
i dont know what other thins to blog about now.
my archer is level 61.
my taoist is level 15.
my darling is level 40.

and offline training ground works!
so cool.
and i love met zones.
although today luck isnt on my side today.
got pk-ed for killing a different spawn from where the killer was! -.-

oh well.
better luck next time.

aite im done now.
see yyyaaa♥♥

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 20:50 back to top?
lazybum.

seriously i am being a lazybum here.
super lazy to blog or even take care of my pet in pet society =S
ohs and also my neopet =X

qonquer online is what ive been thinking about now.
(well other than thinking about my darling ridz,the next time im gonna meet him,
about school, about going shopping with girlfriends, and where am i gonna find a yellow heels =X)


ive been playing for about 9 hours a day of qonquer =X
eek thats terrible. I KNOW!
ohs and darling is in game too. so we do play together and get married and such.
so its pretty much fun.

oh well.
im tired right now.
see yyaaa

Sunday, March 22, 2009 22:28 back to top?
yay to laptop skin

finally got myself a laptop skin. dad bought it for me. hehex. and i love it xD its flowery and somewhat near to yellow color xD hehex.

went out with parents to jp today.
ate at banquet to celebrate mum's birthday in advance xD

hmm nothing much actually.
finally found that watson brand lip-balm that also acts as a lipstick =D

other than that, nothing much.
been in CO and playing with birdman.
ohs and darling installing CO too! yay! we can get marriieed iin gammmee xD hehex.

aite im done here.
gonna mine and such xD
then gonna give tour to darling.

seee yyyaa

Saturday, March 21, 2009 19:06 back to top?
back to conquer online

ohs im in love with conquer online.
im in love with munchy donuts.
and im in love with ice lemon tea.
and most importantly, im in love with darling md noor ridzman♥ =D

okay conquer online.
its this online game that i played when i was in sec 3 or 4.
i cant rmbr. i do play it alot when i was with daniel that time.
then daniel stop playing and many things has been changed in game.
so we stop playing. and also, there was N levels and such. so yeap.

till yesterday,
my online sis asked if we were to play the private server.
and i said why not. at least i can fill my time before the holidays end =D
and now im an archer of level 20. im so happy to be back in conquer online xD

and now my archer is in training ground while im blogging and eating donuts!

hmm munchy donuts.
i love munchy donuts.
well according to some people donuts = chubby!
eekk thats not true. its not like as if i get to eat donuts everyday!
hmph! maybe i will eat it like once or twice or maybe thrice a week when school starts? =X

ice lemon tea.
ive been drinking ice lemon two times in two straight days =X
yesterday went out with mum at jw, i went to order ice lemon tea.
today went out with mum to clement, ordered ice lemon tea again!
its nicce... no wonder's darling addicted =X

darling.
he's not supposed to work today.
he has no course today. but he got called up to help with some work stuffs.
=(
i was just planning to spend the day talking to him or going online with him.
hmmmph!
oh well.
and tonight he has driving class i think. at 8.
i guess its okay.

ohs and tomorrow's rohani birthdaay!
happy advanced birthday girlfriend!♥

and two more days;
mum's birthday.♥
bought her a brooch from Aries.

8 more days;
2nd month anniversary with my darling noor ridzmannn!♥

i guess im done here.
and darling ridzman. i miss you..♥
and i wont be OVERprotective okay.
ill just be protective. can? xD hehex!

aite see ya!
back to donuts and conquuerrrr!♥

Friday, March 20, 2009 15:43 back to top?
urgh

sheeshh. i hate thursday.

that time was when i was with daniel.
i hate thursday because he always has bowlings. and bowling practices are like his wife.

as for now.
darling has something on tonight.
and im feeling very lonely.......
i really have no idea what is wrong with me but i hate saying goodbyes/see ya's

we talked on the phone for 38 minutes.
and its like when i was on the phone with him.
nothing else matters.
even when on the phone, he simply makes me blush and laughs so much =D

i miss him...
i miss md noor ridzman... so much....

i hate to be overprotective.
i hate being overprotective.

its just so irritating if almost everyday there are girls adding him in facebook.
random girls, stop adding him can! leave me and him alone....

urgh forget it.
chest hurts.
probably because carried something heavy just now
or just some stupid stress....

Thursday, March 19, 2009 19:12 back to top?
driving license

hmm.
im suddenly thinking of getting a driving license.
hey, im at an acceptable age to register okay! hmph!

neways, other than my wants for a yellow heels.
i shall try talk it out with my parents about taking driver license.
hmm...

oh well.
went out with mum today. to jurong west.
bought two shirts and wet tissue paper and a pair of earrings =D

eek and i have no idea why my eyes are freakingly watery =S
its like as if im crying with only my right eye. how weird is that!

ohs and darling wont be online tonight.
he has some course thingy.
how i wish i could go out with him soon.
and soon means tomorrow or something.

but no.
the next time im going out with him is..
april 11.
which is like 3 weeks plus away from now! eekk!

ohs and i would like to share what a wonderful dream i had in the morning.

i was with darling and he bought me to this place which is near to a beach.

we were sharing a bench and he was so extremely close to me.
and its like the feeling of warmth.

as i was sitting i look around me.
there were a lot of people having picnics and such.
when i look infront of me..

it was the most wonderful sight i have ever seen!
the beach.
the sand. i could feel the sand in my hand.
the water. it was just so close to me.
i went to splash some water at darling. and he got mad =X well not mad, just show that angry face.
(which i really am scared to see in real life =S)
so i stopped splashing and sat back beside him on the bench.
and continue looking up and saw the sun. its like so bright. and its so round-ish and it such a beautiful sight....

and then...

i heard someone calling my name.
it was..
MY MUM -.- asking me to wake up! urgghhh!


oh well. i hope my dream comes true =D

aite im done blogging.
gonna play with pet socieetyyy xD
see yyaaaa♥♥

12:41 back to top?
results =D

results are out =D
yayy.

got their sms this morning at about 8 plus.
i woke up and scream! hahax. not really scream. more like excited xD

BA516B: Etiquette and Professional Image - B+
ET0001: Networking Essential - A
ST3105: Java Programming - A
MS5125: Mathematics - B+
SP0302: IDEAs - B+
LC0318: Critical Reasoning Skills - C
ET0511: Fundamental Electronics - C

SEMESTER GPA: 3.292
CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.283


2A, 3B+, 2C
at least i have every passing grade =S

hmm.
Etiquette and Professional Image(GEMs);
i know i failed the first assignment. and i guess my second assignment pulled me up. that stupid formal roleplay =S

Networking Essentials;
no exams. only online quizzes and that super rawks!
and even so its online quiz, i think its open book.
meaning we can refer to powerpoint slides and such =D lovess thiiss module xD

Java Programming;
hmm. thanks to Daniel for all the help in java.
thanks to his book. xD
and i dont even know how the hell i can get A. because what i remembered was doing the paper and feeling like the world was slanting to one side =S
i think its about the assignment.
thanks to Sherr who was my partner. and to people like thik,ashraf and some others who are there to rescue my codings =D hahax!

Mathematics;
well, this is somewhat unexpected?
i know i did alot of wrongs while discussing the paper after the exams.
and it was my first NIGHT paper.
and i met darling before the paper just for a lil while.
darling, my motivatiioonnn♥♥♥

IDEAs;
groupwork. had fun working with sherr,thik,ashraf,isaac & eshton =D
we are like the loud group in class. hahax. and...
ohs i love this lesson. as they always end before 5.
and longest this lesson last was like 1 and half hour during presentation days?
other than that, about 15 mins or so? hahax!

Critical Reasoning Skills;
basically just another English lesson.
had fun with the business attire and the presentation, with people like sherr,thik,ashraf and isaac =D
had most wonderful time after that during Networking lesson taking random photos with almost all of our classmates xD
i think my last assignment, about writing the essay pull me down? i suck at writing essays =S hahax.

lasttllyyy...
Fundamental Electronics;
i know that the paper was manage-able. but i think my own lab quiz pulled me down.
which totally suck. what stupid wire connections on breadboad. =S
im not really a "practical" kind of person. i prefer theory and memorizing. hahax!

so overally my GPA for this sem is better than last sem.
which was an increased of 0.02 hahax!
last sem gpa was 3.273
this sem was 3.292
and the overall gpa is 3.283. oh well..

aite im done blogging for today. thinking of doing a blogskin =D
seee yyyaaa♥♥♥

ohs and btw..
YEAR TWOO.. HERRREEE III CCOOOMMEEEE! xD

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 11:07 back to top?
one day before results

eekk. im panicking again thinking about tomorrow.
why am i panicking anyway =S oh i know why! because i have nothing else to do! =X

hmm.
today. watched 3 episods of hannah montana season 3 =D
veryy verry veryy the niice =D
other than that, read my babyville book and took an hour nap.

and reasons are out tomorrow at 1300.
scared.
im sure ill pass.... i guess. wait i know i pass... i think. =S
oh well. let us just wait and see =D

hmm...
darling's not online though.
im guessing he fells asleep? because he's tired.
urgh.
cant the day please hurry up to APRIL!

because i want to see darling!
i miss him.... alot.
i wanna hug him and be close with him and not wanting to let go...
urgh......

okay i really have to be patient......
aite i guess thats all for now.
im gonna wait for darling....
see yaaa

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 19:54 back to top?
sleepy.

darling went to sleep early tonight.
he has headaches/migrains after course =S
oh well, i hope he recovers tomorrow xD

ohs and darling gave me a call just now.
i was suprised by it =D
its like i really miss hearing his voice.

nothing much today.
went out with mum to lot one and walk around with aunt.

bought my second button down blouse.
black and white squarish kind of shirt =S
actually i thought of wearing a belt with it.
cause if i never use the belt, i will look as if im pregnant =X hahax.
since i dont have a black belt, i decided to tie it with a black ribbon instead.
and it looks much better with it =D

ohs and well, i forgot my "half-year" tour guide around sp.
daniel that is.
thankksss =D and see? i dont forget you okay! hahax.

aite im done here. transfering one game and then, off to bed i guess.
oh well. my feet are killing me. wore heels whole day =S
seee yyaa!

Monday, March 16, 2009 20:21 back to top?
ulcer.

eek. if one ulcer is bad enough. what more TWO!

actually not really ulcer.
i somewhat bite my own lips.. AGAIN
so the ulcer is the result out of it.

hmm.
went to geylang with parents today.
and the amazing thing is that i didnt buy any single thing! lol.
im saving up till end of this month. then next month... SHOPPIIINNGGG for school! wheee~ there's not only shopping, there's also double date =D looking forward to it.. i guess

ohs and mum is so madly in love with orchids.
she loves it so much that she bought orchids at geylang, which cost $20 for 5 stalks.
and 2 out of 5 are purple (-.-) and the rest are yellow (^.^)
she was like kept repeating the word "orchid" for half of the day today. lol!
she really is madlyy iinn loove with orchhiiddss.

neways.
three more days till results are out!

*scream*
*shout*
*panic*
*run around in circle*

oh well.
im sure i tried my very best. and im looking forward for year 2.
wooo~ yeaarrr twwo iiin pooollyy ssiiiaa.

so cant believe it!
i rmbr when i first joined sp, everywhere i go, i look at the freaking signs.
okay maybe not freaking. more like "helpful" signs.
and i always get lost whenever i wanna go library.
call myself a librarian but still lose my way =S

nono. i no longer lose my way. library is like my second home in sp =D
hmm. as for my classmates, there were the best bunch!(well some of them =D)
(like sherr.thik.ash.isaac.minli and some others?)
always having lunch together. wait up for each other before class starts.
well, i hope it continues this year.

hmm. i guess i have nothing to blog about now.
waiting for my darling ridzman to go online.
and tomorrow onwards, he is gonna start on his course =(
and so there's gonna be less sms. oh well. its okay.

im gonna start to wait patiently....
waiting.
waiting..
waiting...

okay i cant wait!
cant wait for the results!
urrgghh! *paniiicccc*

the first letter i got from you. sweet.touched. that makes me cry because im truly happy =D your first letter in 6 years. replied to your letter. and my first letter in about.. one year plus? or less? idk =S oh well. niiteex!

Sunday, March 15, 2009 19:03 back to top?
weekend.

you're not here today.
well of course. today is a weekend.

you're outside now with your friends.
probably watching soccer? hmm. guys and soccer are like so unseparatable =S
hmm i think its Man U VS Liverpool?

if im not wrong that is.
my dear brother supports Man U. and if im not wrong, darling supports the opposite team =S (ill support none! to be fair! xD)
which is like my brother's "soccer enemy."
oh well, im sure they will get along when they meet =D

nieces and nephew came today =D
so my bestest nephew and i had webcam fun! lol.



and today's he is like super close with me =D
whenever i say,"turun eh? duduk bawah kiex?"
and its not that he will let go, instead, he will grip me ever harder.
not letting go!and because of carrying him around, im having a terrible terrible backache! hahax. and whats worst, i bite my own lips and now im having an ulcer!
SUPER TERRIBLE!

oh well.
i miss you darling.
and no matter how far we are apart, im always in your heart.
i love yooouuu my darling md noorr rriiidddzzzmmaaannn! xD

cant wait for our next outing together! see ya!

Saturday, March 14, 2009 20:17 back to top?
another day.

went out with mum and dad today to JP.
ate lunch at banquet and now im super hungry =S oh well.

i didnt buy anything at JP today.
went to look around at the normal dresses at John Little.
and mum will say, "no. no more dresses!"

went to look at shoes at Mondo.
dad said,"you want? you dont want?"
mum said,"no. no more shoes!"

okay seriously i really should start buying other things.
like...
SHOES CABINET! =D

ill start buying shoes again after i buy myself a shoes cabinet!
and after that, ill get shoes of every color! wheeeeee~~~~

okay also other things like...
COUPLE RINGS!
a new bag for school.
lotions.
lip balm.
laptop skin.
blue bangle!
cute mouse.
wet tissues! xD
and lots of other stuffs =D

hmm i guess thats all for now.
gonna make a surpise for my darrrllliiinnnggg xD
hehex. see ya!

Friday, March 13, 2009 20:19 back to top?
the secret

this secret.
a secret of a child's relationship to the parents.

being the child is having a relationship with a 23 year old guy.
four years older than she is.
how is she gonna break it to her parents?

will her parents ever understand?
as they are old-fashion thinking parents.

typical questions will be ask.

"where did u meet him?
how do u meet him?
did you meet him online?
aha. dont meet anyone online..
how old is he?
how many siblings does he has?
working?
ouhx. still NS? when finish?"


typical and never ending questions.
together with the

"do take care of urself.
i dont want anything to happen to you.
you're a girl.
etc.etc.etc"


when can they stop asking those typical & annoying questions?
yes i know they are just concern.
but do they know that i need a lil space to make friends too?
urgh. this is so frustrating!

being concern. yes.
but. urgghhhh.

anyone has suggestions to how to break the ice if you were in my position?
thannks =D

oh well. see ya =D

Thursday, March 12, 2009 19:41 back to top?
ran out of things

sheesshh. i seriously ran out of things to do.

okay well other than 4 more books to be read, i have nothing else.
i cant be staying on the bed and laze around reading books right. its so boring!

such a sunny day it is.

how great fun to go shopping =S
eekk. i shouldnt talk about shopping. hahax.

oh well. this is a random entry.
see ya =D

i shall find something to do now.

11:09 back to top?
neopets!

seriously idk whats wrong with me but i started playing neopets back =D
its like as if taking one pet in pet society is not enough. now i have another pet
to take care of.

usually i tend to put my pet (neopet) in hotel.
hahax. so it will be fed and such xD

here's my cute yellow pet xD


oh well. nothing to blog about now.
see yyaa =D

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 19:07 back to top?
the past

why must u kept talking about the past when all you ever wanna talk about is telling me ure regretting. u regret that we were together didnt you? why cant u just say it that to my face? it hurts enough that u kept telling me all those stuffs about her. just wanting to be with her all this while. not me. there was never me.

you cheated on me.
wow great. thanks.
i trusted u with all my life after a 3 years relationship.

why must u hurt me this way.
its over isnt it?
u get to be with her so why not stop saying that you cheated on me.
its over okay. really is....

it hurts me so much knowing that you cheated. three years.
why must u wait three years?
why cant u just break up with me after a year or a few months?

youre good and capable of thinking of the future.
then why didnt u ever think about this while we were together?
thinking how u felt guilty urself for cheating on me now?

its okay.
if u dont want any memories of me, you can just start thinking that danielin never existed.
ill delete our old blog.
delete every single things that reminds u of us.
because ure what u wanna tell me is that u regret. regret that there was ever danielin.

it was just her all along.
wtf is wrong with me that i didnt know that it was her.
same goes as any other.
falling for my bestfriend instead. how great.

its just over okay..
its over...
stop talking about the past..
i know u regret.. i really know u did.......

10:55 back to top?
boredom

bored.bored.bored.

why arent there any employers calling me! urgh. this is so frustrating!

and ddarling is working late today.
and thik said there's some sales assistant required at popular.
hmm i shall give them a call tomorrow.

hmm should i like call the schools too? incase they never read my email?
i shall see first.

and it is gonna be less than a month more till darling finishes his NS.
nowadays, he's like super busy.
but i guess its okay =D
i understand.
and i have to be more patient. yes. PATTTIIIEENNNTT.

like how im supposed to be waiting for work?
lol. okay maybe im not patient for that.


oh well. see ya.

the day where i suggested our names to join together: riidzliin

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 15:17 back to top?
A JOB!

I WANT TO GET A JOB PLEASE!


why issit so hard to get a part time job even? urgh.
i applied for Mcdonalds,kfc,burger-king,swensens,golden-village,guardian and a few home tutor service. but none called. okay maybe i just applied some today. hopefully one or two call up by the end of this week? please please please call!

i seriously want to get a job.
i dont wanna stay at home and rot. =X

and if i never stay at home(and rot), ill be outside shopping with girlfriends/mum,
and ill be spending money on shoes.

talking about shoes,
went out with mum today to clementi.
and i cant help it but to buy another pair of shoes =X

and also its the opening of a new shoe shop.
and so they sell this really cheap shoes. all like below $10?
isnt that what you called cheap?

well, i just thought of buying a red flats/heels (whichever) yesterday.

and today, i bought one for just $5.90 =X
how i wish i could buy more. neways, im gonna look for a yellow heels/flats next.
not now. probably next month? i shall see. =D

oh well.
i really need a job!
and also.. SHOES CUPBOARD! lol.

PS: I counted my shoes and i have 25 pair of shoes. and 13 of them are heels =X oh well. need to collect another 5 more to complete 30 shoes. that is AFTER i have my own shoes cupboard xD

and i tried the kimchi ramen at banquet. it reminds me of.. mee bandung. but korean version. lol. oh well. thats some random thoughts.

see ya =D

Monday, March 9, 2009 16:22 back to top?
and youre not around today

well, at least its better than yesterday.

at least darling is in Singapore and he smsed me the whole day today.
well except the times when he is having kompang and such. but other than that, he's much closer to me when he sms =D

oh how i really hate weekends.
and darling isnt gonna be online tonight. visiting his aunt with family.
YAY HE IS ONLINE!

oh well, i really should stop complaining.

hmm.
went out with parents to IMM today.
and i cant resist but to buy another pair of Mondo shoes =X



and my first Mondo heels which i wore today;

cause me misery blister. okay that misery part was just exaggerating =X
truthfully, it causes me a small blister. but even so, i do find it painful enough whenever i goes to the toilet =X
oh well.

seriously i need someone to...
#1 CLOSE MY EYES WHEN I WALK INFRONT OF SHOES SHOP
#2 PULL ME AWAY FROM SHOES SHOP
#3 CLOSE MY MOUTH WHEN I SAY "thats nice!"


well, the reason is easy.
i have lotx of shoes but im out of space to put them =X
hahax.
so now i needa save money to buy a shoes rack!
and start buying more ZA products =D
i bought ZA facial foam.
next ZA product:
#1 LOTIOONNN;
#2 compact powder
#3 mascara
#4 lip gloss

aite im gonna eat my popcorn and stare at darling =D see yyaaaa

Sunday, March 8, 2009 19:30 back to top?
and when you're not around.

you're not around the whole day today.

you have to visit your uncle at johor. so only like less than 10 sms today =(
i miss you alot dear...

its like i am missing something important in my life.

you're not here today.
and you have kompang tomorrow.
oh well. how i hate weekends. okay maybe not REALLY HATE.
since weekend is like hmm.. shopping day. hahax.

anyways;
sometimes i feel that im being over protective over you.
getting jealous over the smallest thing.
but you kept telling me im not.
and im more than grateful that you asked me permissions whenever you wanna go out with your friends.
thats very sweet of you.

im sorry if i ever am being over protective towards you or always wanting your attention.
if you ever find it suffocating, do let me know okay?

missing you darling.
and i cant wait to meet up with you again....

Saturday, March 7, 2009 19:38 back to top?
two days; going crazy

its been only two days since i last saw and be with darling and im going crazy now. urgh.

i miss him alot already.
his touch. his smile.
his spray. his kiss.
urgh.

if two days is enough to really make me go crazy, what more a month?
and im guessing the next time im gonna see him is on April 11?
when im out shopping with my girlfriends and he doesnt mind following.
well at least i could get a guys view on clothing =S

neways, thats not the point.
the point is i miss him alot.
sometimes i wonder, issit only me who feels this way?
does he feels the same way too?
or its just me because i have nothiing else better to do other than staring into space on the bed and remembering how close and warm it felt to hug him in the cinema?

i think its more to the second one.
its only me i guess.
unlike him, he has work to do at least he doesnt have to think much about me.

hmm just wondering,
does it even matter?
if he feels the same way as i feel or not?

but as long as i know he loves me and how he tells me that im always in his heart,
its good enough to hear that.

i miss you alot darling
and i love you so much too.

hmm i really should find a job fast.
rather than staying at home lying on the bed and smile and laugh so much when im thinking about you. (and really going crazy) xD

oh well.
thats all for now. see ya =D

Friday, March 6, 2009 14:16 back to top?
cramp =S

yes another day after my wonderful,happy, sunny & gore-ish date.

and im having menses cramp. urgh la!
hmm lets see what i did today.

#1 apply jobs online
#2 sleep & rest

I applied:
[1]home tuition through sms.
[2]lakeside primary relief teaching through email.
[3]shuqun primary relief teaching through email.
[4]jurong primary relief teaching through email.
[5]Mcdonalds application online.
[6]popular jurong point. -no positions available.

okay lets just wait for the one of the three schools or mcdonald.
mcdonald pun mcdonald la. hahax!

as for my sleep and rest.
hmm.
not good. i ate my normal pink panadol in the morning.
usually it can last me the whole day.
like i eat in the morning and i wont feel the pain till night.
which is like super effective!

but today. i ate in the morning, and i could feel the pain for one whole day!
it doesnt seem to have any effect on me today. asked darling and he thinks im immune to the pink panadol. omg omg omg. immune leh!
I CANT BE IMMUNE TO THAT PINK PANADOL!

that panadol is like my cure for my cramp.urgh.

well i know many people like sherri, kept telling me to not eat that panadol. but i cant help it la. its painful. if i never eat that panadol, i will be like super irritated and super annoyed and very very moody. so i have no choice but to really eat that pink panadol.

as for now, please dont let me immune to it!

oh well.
and daniel suggested on going on a double date on one of the days in april.
the plan:
bowling; eat; japanese garden xD

oh well. gonna discuss with darling now. see ya xD

Thursday, March 5, 2009 20:34 back to top?
wonderful,happy, sunny & gore-ish date ♥♥

i should start blogging now or else i dont think i will ever finish blogging by 11 =S hahax! i have lotx to blog about and lotx of photos to be uploaded.

okay lets start.

meet up;
darling was wearing red stripe shirt =D and he looks cute with that dimple on his face xD and i super super love staring and am very geram at his dimple =X
was supposed to meet up with darling at JP at 9 plus.
he reached there first and i reached somewhat a lil bit later. oops! sorry darling xD
went to withdraw money after that and then went to take bus 172 to chua chu kang interchange.

in the bus;
we both cuddle, hug, hold hands and talk about everything and anything under the sun! and we had so much fun. laugh and smile like nobody's business =D

chua chu kang interchange;
reached cck interchange and darling went to buy his ice lemon tea daily-dosage.
well thats according to him. and if he continues, he's so gonna get diabetic. =S
neways, after he's done with his ice lemon tea, we went to take 190 next.
while waiting, yeap we continue talking and i love staring at him =X sorry darling!

in bus 190;
darling spend sometime playing call of duty from my psp =D i couldnt decide what to do, should i sleep on his shoulder or look at him play or stare outside or read my book. i end up reading my book while he's playing my psp. after sometime, he gave up playing my psp, just nice, i finished one chapter of the book. =D then we continue cuddling and holding hands and he was like my tour guide for the day. he showed me places around xD thanks darling♥

dhoby ghaut station;
and so thats our stop =D we decided to book the ticket first so we headed for Cathay.
again along the way we talk so much =D

cathay cineplax;
it is really a very big place! and i ♥ the lift. its so transparent-cy and bright =D hahax. we went up to 5th floor and bought the ticket. we chose the wrong seat somewhat =S we wanted to take with the couple seat instead =S oh well.

lesson to be learn: ask the person which are couple seat FIRST before choosing them on your own =D


plaza singapura;
we decided to have brunch(breakfast-lunch) at Long John's Silver.
went we reach LJS, it was still breakfast menu, so we decided to sit around first and talk more and took random pictures =D


at about 11 plus then only, the lunch menu are up and we both ordered combo 1 two-piece chicken =D he had additional fries and we both drank ice lemon tea =D
seriously, i think im gonna get addicted to ice lemon tea too. thanks darling♥! after we're done with our food, we went to walk around Plaza Singapura. super big. about 9 floors? 7 floors up & 2 basements? wooowwwww! we decided to start from top. by going the 7th floor toilet. okay along the way to the toilet, there's alot of coming soon movie posters along the corridor. and the first one we saw was this horror movie thingy. and because of that, i was scared to go to the toilet =S
i saw one with ZAC efron though. "17 again" oh yes i wanna watch that with darling! =D
neways, instead of waiting for darling outside with all the posters, i went in since i heard there's someone inside. wash my mouth and apply my lipbalm. and guess what i saw? THE SAME FREAKING HORROR MOVIE POSTER AT THE BACK OF THE TOILET WALL! AND IT WAS REFLECTED AT MY MIRROR! THAT STUPID HORROR MOVIE POSTER!
ohs and btw, the horror movie is called: "coming soon"
i went out quickly after that =S scarrrryyy laaaaa. hahax.
then we went to look around at the arcade nearby and went down the floors of Plaza Singapura. walked around this sports shop and then, went in Daiso and went to look for Couple's Lab. there's two couple's lab btw. we went to survey the prices and okay i guess. pretty much expensive? but mostly the price are in pairs. after going to the second couple's lab, we decided to went to cathay since its 12+ and our movies is at 1235.

it was hot along the way to cathay. but hey, since we're the sunshine couple, we dont mind sunshiine right darling♥? xD

cathay cineplax;
back at cathay with the bbeeaaauutiful lift. xD darling decided to go toilet first and guess what? i was pretty much scared to go toilet alone =X but darling asked me to go. lol. he waited outside somewhat, watching trailers. lol. we then went up one floor to theatre 3 and yeap thats when we realised it was not the couple seat. the other side was. =S hahax oh well, we still got to cuddle up and such. we tried the
3D glasses and it was so cool =D darling looks like terminator =X
there were trailers before the movie and it was so cool with 3D. there's this one trailer of Jonas Brothers: The 3D Concert Experience and the last part of the trailer is that Joe threw his glasses and it was really like REAL LIFE! super cool!
neways movie started and it was freakingly gore-ish enough at the beginning. with the nurse being "pixaxe" into half and there's lotx of blood and i kept holding onto darling. i kept holding him and really hold tight you know? hahax! some parts i close my eyes =x there's a lot of dead people body being pixaxe and the heart are put inside red chocolate valentine heart-shaped boxes. eewwww lor!
its cold near the end of the movie. whats with the throwing of pixaxe and lots of near-heartattacks with lotx of blood. but darling has jacket =D and so i wore his jacket xD soft and cold and there's this smell of his spray which i super love =D
movie ended and we decided to went back to plaza singapura.
and now i know why the movie is M18:
#1 gore.
#2 nudity.
#3 strong language used.
ohs and in between movies, we took off our 3D glasses and whispers i love you. how super sweett is that =D

plaza singapura;
went back to couple's lab to really wanna do the rings. found the rings and the pairs that i wanted and end up, they say it will take 3 days -.- wth? 3 days! how the hell am i going to go there again! so we forget about it and went to another shop that says instantly but takes about 30-45mins. and well, we're rushing somewhat to go back to sp. parents wanted to buy some food from sp =S oh well.
we decided to take bus to travel back to sp =D

bus 14;
we took a lot of pictures in the bus and pictures are to be uploaded later =D there's really ALOT oh well.
talk lotx more and cuddle and hold hands =D it was really fun and sweet to be with you darling.





#7 our heart joined as one =D talking about heart remind me of the my bloody valentine =S
#8 my FIRST cathay ticket yoooo



singapore polytechnic
reached sp and i showed him around the places in sp that i love to hang out. went to fc3 bought food and we bought watermelon juice. told him its good for guys =D right darling? *wink*
took bus to clementi after that.

clementi;
took bus home and more cam whoring? hehex.



#1 our watches. thats the watch that i bought for darling =D

under block;
we sat and talk and confess alot of things. i trust him so much and i really dont want to be far from him. its like i found mr sunshine and he showed me true happiness when im with him. especially after i broke up with daniel.
little-miss-sunshine. and i now found you darling and i really dont want us to be far from each other. i need some time to get used to the things now. like not being with you most of the time. that's where our trust for each other comes in. the trust must be strong.

thanks so much for the day darling.
i had so much fun with you.
and i hope to have more fun and happiness with you.

now;
pictures time =D
#1 the girl: norliin


#2 the boy: md noor ridzman


our plans to fulfil:
#1 make pair rings
#2 watch "coming soon"
#3 watch "17 again"
#4 watch "confessions of a shopaholic"
#5 get married in 4 years time =D


promises: never to talk about death; not to say anything. both must decide =D


i will always love you sayang.
mmmuuaahhxx!

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009 18:53 back to top?
yes another day.

did another blogskin about the veronicas =D

full view of the skin

and im tired facing the com since just now =S
im hungry too =X

&& im excited for tomorrow =D
cant wait~

see ya xD

night
changed something on the blog.
the navigations and such.

hmm.
cant wait for tmr!
11 more hoursss to meeting darling♥

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 15:10 back to top?
just another day

didnt blog yesterday because im like super lazy to do so =X

chat with darling yesterday and i so miss him =D
and we planned to go watch my bloody valentine 3D this wednesday at Cathay Cineplax.

whee im so happyy.
and i cant wait for wednesday =D

ohs and on saturday i applied for relief teaching.
they said that i will just need to wait for the school to call me =D
yay xD

as for now,
i have got nothing to do except playing pet society and such =D

hmm things to do do today;
#1 blogskin
#2 final fantasy VIII
#3 finish reading can you keep a secret?.
#4 cut fingernails


aite thats all xD see yyaaa

night
whee new blog.

VENICE- a city of love♥
I WANT TO GO VENICE FOR MY HONEYMOOONNN! can darling? =X

its in italy btw.

i love the buildings.
its like so colourful and vibrant =D
and the roads are on sea.
and its like i rmbred i did one facebook note and there's this question:

"Have you ever kissed on a boat?
♥nope.but would love to try xD sounds romantic =D


and i rmbred darling wanna rent a boat or something. hahax!
and so if we go Venice;
we can kiss on the boat!♥
romantic!
kissing while watching the sunset,
SUPER ROMANTIC! hahax.

okay xD
need to start save moneeyy yooo =D
VENICEEEE!!!!!!♥♥

hahax okay i needa change my italic fonts.
darling can't see. hehex.

see ya♥

ps to darling: ♥LOVE YOU! cant wait for wednesday =D

Monday, March 2, 2009 12:05 back to top?
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