ohs this Prima Deli chocolate waffle tastes so heavenly in my mouthhh. lol. im not supposed to eat any chocolate btw. as again, Minli banned me =x wanted to eat that chocolate cake from cafe again. and she gave me "that" face. lol. well, due to the fact that my voice is MUCH MORE worst than yesterday =x which is super irritating! urgh.
hmm.. i was earlier than Minli today. usually she was the first one to come and wait for me. but today, i waited for her at 11 all the way to nearly 12 =x haha. she was pretty "early" indeed xD oh well, she was somewhat panicking. she was running when she saw me at high bench.
while waiting for her, idk why but i found myself stoning and daydreaming about u.... which is like SUPER WEIRD. as i dont really daydream a lot =x
hmm then.... me and minli went to fc 3. i went to eat my lunch while minli tried doing the quizzes. called thik up and he said he will come over. then thik came over and then we did the quiz together. lol. then ashraf called thik.
(how i wish he could call me instead =x)
anw then we went up to t1465. and we continued doing the quiz again. together with ashraf.then we were asked to go in and do the quiz. err okay i guess. some of the things are not in the previous papers. and so i have difficulty in that since well, i didnt study the ppt slides. i only do the past year papers xD oh well. i did okay i guess. instantly got results. 72/100. lol. okay xD
we were given like 1 and half hours. i finish it at about 15 mins? =x lol. hmm.. then it wass raining heavily today. not much of little-miss-sunshine. little-miss-sunshine herself isnt as sunny. lol. then walked to bustop/mrt together with thik and ashraf and sherr.
raining.
no bus rides. we're still like "like poles" on the magnet. going further and further away. should i just give up on you....? i got myself in a mess of mixed feelings. all because of you... what i ever want from you is... i just want u to understand my feelings for you... and once u understand.. i dont want u to walk away instantly.... if u need time, go ahead, ill give u the time... but if u simply dont, then very well. i respect your decision. but now, nothing came out from your mouth. not a single word. but instead,all that ure doing is just walking away. far far away.........
reached home and was super tired. which i have no idea why. my whole body was aching. then i went to take a nap. nap are supposed to be 1 hour or 2 hours max. my nap is 3 hours instead =x
i dreamt of you. how? just by the whisper of your name before i went to sleep. i tried that yesterday night and i dreamt that we chat on MSN and had lots of laughters. and today, before i doze off, i whispered your name. and the next thing i rmbred when I woke up is that i had a dream about you. you, thik and I was discussing about the days we're free to do for CRS pw.then i rmbred and i told thik to just let you know about my blog. should i ask thik do the same thing in real life too? confused.... my dream, it was all a mix up ...... but u looked happy in my dreams... no repelling like how you are in real life.... how i wish my dreams would come true.......
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