finally stress free... NOT.
well, somewhat.
stress free of no more portfolio to do. and I have handed it just now xD so yeah.... stress free a little.
but i have yet to study for MST.
and here i am blogging half-heartedly.
DICT.1A.21 planned for a bbq or something on 31 DEC, after school. and they plan to stay over too somehow.... got me upset real bad because I know my parents will never approve of it. how i really wish i could go.... but parents.......
and its been two days. not a single word spoken from u. we just didnt talk. its like complete strangers... well of course we are strangers but.... first three days of the week, we talk and laugh like nobody's business.... but what happened to thursday and friday? haish...... how i wish i could tell u the truth...... it hurts me each and everyday to see u not talking to me.... but who am i to force u talk to me. im just a nobody to u......
daniel's life seems getting better after we broke up like what almost 2 months? im guessing he got over it so fast...... but i cant seem to be happy to see him happy..... why...... 3 years past just like the wind....... how could i ever let it go easily....... it was the longest r/s that ive ever had..... and we shared so many things together...... broken and empty promises....... i wish i could hate u for that daniel..... but even so, u have treat me very well........ why am i crying so much blogging about this..... why cant i just let u go... maybe the reasons is because i trusted u for a whole life relationship... and also we were so happy...... we lasted more than our friends... we did so many things together......... haish.... i know i will never get u back.... but i needa find a way to stop being miserable thinking about ur happy life daniel.....
miserable. dissapointed with ownself. no one to blame. just myself.....
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