yes. today isnt a good day.
first i slipped on the staircase and next thing I knew, i got something which i really am afraid of.
yes. today is the day which for sure I know, ure starting to ignore and avoid me. what makes u do that huh? u read my blog? or you saw it for urself? u said u were in a rush. thik asked u if u're takin? then u said bus. i guess u saw me smile and then thats where u change to train right? wow. grats norlin. u made ur crush ignore and avoid u. idk why when i told myself not to get disappointed with it but i still am.
i was pretty upset on the way home. well, not because of no bus ride with you. but because ure starting to avoid me. well, another prove that makes me confirm that u ignore me was just now. i sign in MSN and saw u online. as soon as i change my status to online, u went offline. see? wow.. thanks ashraf. thanks so much.....
how i really wish i could hate you for this. but no.. i cant. i really cant hate anyone. its just something that i hate about myself.
whats worst when i reached home to find out that yesterday i bought one box of chocolate lexus biscuits and today, i see there's only 2 packets left -.- wow. thanks......
i feel so miserable now. and so upset. and so angry with myself...... firstly you got me confused, now u got me miserable. well, maybe the second part isnt true. im the one who is making myself mierable. yeah maybe..........
how i wish i could hate you for this.
but; i cant. im never someone who lets go so easily.
i always thought u were my remedy to my break up with daniel. i guess u turn into a poison for me instead....
i hate you but i still like you .
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