shout it out

i wish i could just shout it out at ur face.
i wish i could hit you and be so damn angry and pissed of with u.
i wish i could do all the things i stated above; but i cant.
cause i love you and i hate seeing u hurt.

i wish you could see how hurt and disappointed i am with you.
i wish you could say "everything's is just a bad dream, and it will be as per normal when u open ur eyes"
how i wish the above statements are true.

im disappointed and i cant seem to force my tears to go back.
stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks.
how i wish you could be here and stop them for me.

i wish i could be angry with you and blame u for everything that is happening now.
but i cant. and i never will do that.
cause everything that ure doing now is for the future. for our future.

but i hate to think abt the future.
i want to live in the present happily with you.
i dont want to be arguing with you all the time just talking about the future.

i want you back to how u used to be ridzman.
to how u used to be that doesnt raise ur voice at me.

yes i was pissed off wheni woke up from my nap.
u called saying u want to meet tmr.
but only after 11 plus.
you have to work.
tomorrow is ur off day
but you have to work.
WHY WORK IF ITS UR OFF DAY??

thats what im so pissssed off.
and im stuck.
i want to meet you.
but fk it i have practical.
fk it i want to go for maths tutorial.
urgghh.

shit...
chest pain...........
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