one week till school starts. first year. sem 2. last term. uwaaahhhh!!
4 more days to a year older. legally E-I-G-H-T-E-E-N. finalllyy~ hahax!

my plans for tomorrow..
stay at home and rot even more =x hahax!
how i wish Az would be free tomorrow. but he said he has a lot of work this week all the way till new year. how sad. oh well.

4 more days. maybe that is also the day when i will change my current status. am i willing to take the love risk all over again? it will hurt. it will also be fun. what if i fall? will he pick me up? he made me promise something to him. im supposed to guide him. guide. its such a big word. how can i guide him through the darkness if i cant find the light myself? maybe he will be my light. and we will go through the dark tunnel together... all lessons learnt before. will be used. thanks for the lessons daniel.

never tried being with an older guy. esp 3 years older. my bro and sis are also 3 years difference. will my relationship with Az lasts? why am i thinking so far when we're not together yet? is he the one i want? i do feel comfortable smsing him & when he called. i always wanted someone to call me. =x anw, how is our relationship gonna work? he's working all the way till 5 pm. and the only days i can meet him is on monday? and tues. there will be lunches together. maybe everyday? he said his camp is only 5 bustops away SP. im no able to go out on weekends. nor at nights. oh man. this is much harder than i thought =x

oh well. i guess. when the love is strong;anything can happen.

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